After the commotion, Shang Jinfei let Lu Xianting sleep again. Lu Xianting is as sweet as eating honey, naturally what Shang Jinfei says, is what it is.

When I woke up, I felt that my hand was pressed by something, and I was a little numb, and when I looked up, Shang Jinfei was sleeping with his hand, and he pumped it, and gave up without pulling it back, I really didn't want to force it back, in case it disturbed her sleep.

Just like that, he was pressed by her, looking at her intently, although it was only a head.

Shang Jinfei woke up, it was already four or five o'clock in the afternoon, she felt that something was gagging her face, she snorted slightly and raised her head, looked around in confusion, and then found that she was holding a hand in her hand, needless to say that she also knew who it was, and slowly cast her gaze, and found that he didn't know when he woke up and was looking at her.

The moment her eyes met, her heartbeat missed a beat, and she felt like she had done something wrong, and she was speechless for a long time in embarrassment.

Lu Xianting's eyes were very clear, his gaze fell on the five finger prints on her face, and he chuckled: "Sleep full?" ”

"Hmm." Shang Jin nodded mune, her hand still holding it.

Lu Xianting pointed to his hand with his chin: "I was numb by you, and I couldn't slow down." ”

"Well, I didn't mean to." Shang Jinfei immediately let go, Lu Xianting's arm smashed uncontrollably on the bed board, and the numb feeling spread across the whole arm, Lu Xianting snorted, his face was bitter, Shang Jinfei hurriedly grabbed his hand and massaged him, the whole hand was pressed into purple blood by her, the same as the big eggplant, she said distressedly: "Why don't you pull it back, just let me press it, what if it crushes you?" ”

"Do you care?" Lu Xianting raised his eyebrows and teased: "If you love her, you have to follow her." Then he replied: "When I found out, I was numb, you held it too tightly, and you fell asleep again, and I couldn't pump it back, for fear of waking you up, so I didn't smoke it." ”

Shang Jinfei's heart moved, she raised her eyes to look at him, there was a rare tenderness in her eyes, and she was about to say something, when Lu Xianting answered.

"Impressed, huh? Do you want to make a promise. ”

"......" was about to be moved, but she was spoiled by such a sentence, she was a little helpless, and raised her hand to pinch his waist: "Moved, very moved, promise you a big-headed ghost with your body." ”

"Hahahaha." Lu Xianting was amused by her appearance. He, just can't see her uncomfortable, just think that she can be happy, as for the rest, he just resists.

Shang Jinfei didn't really pinch it, and then stopped after a while, "What do you want to eat?" ”

"Everything." As long as you don't go, anything goes.

There was a food delivery in the hospital, and Shang Jinfei got him some light. It was rare to send the Buddha to the west, and I also fed him.

After eating and drinking, Lu Xianting had to go to eliminate his food, and Shang Jinfei did not object, so she followed him to wander downstairs.

The slanting sun stretched the figures of the two of them, and the two sat on the bench.

Lu Xianting leaned closer to her, the air was filled with the fragrance of osmanthus flowers, originally osmanthus flowers were in August, but for some reason, they bloomed in October. Lu Xianting took out a cigarette from his pocket, took one and put it in his mouth, and was snatched away by Shang Jinfei before he could light the fire.

"Let's smoke again when the cold is gone." As he spoke, he put the cigarette back into the cigarette case and confiscated it with the lighter: "I'll keep it for you." ”

Lu Xianting has no opinion, but he doesn't smoke, the two of them sit like this, their hearts are calm, he really can't sit still, and he can't say some words.

A paper airplane landed on his lap, his eyes moved, he picked it up and played with it in his hand, and whispered, "Last night..... I'm sorry. ”

When he spoke, he was also entangled all day, it was indeed that he was not authentic, she didn't mention it, and he didn't know what she thought, so he was worried all day. It is said that the patient is the biggest, so he took this opportunity to make his words clear, and he was sure that she would not leave him in the hospital and ignore it.

Shang Jinfei moved her shoulders a little uncomfortably, and said embarrassedly: "It's over." ”

"Are you angry?" Lu Xianting asked him, his tone was full of anticipation and he was very cautious.

Shang Jinfei nodded, turned her head to meet his lost eyes, hesitated for a moment, and decided to pick things away, "San'er, I'm quite angry." ”

Lu Xianting chuckled in his heart, in the past, Shang Jinfei called him either "Lu Dong" or "Lu Xianting", but this time he called his nickname, which made him a little scared, whether he was going to lose it.

Shang Jinfei continued: "Whoever puts this on him will be angry. But, it's also my fault, and it's not all your fault. I know you're a bad guy, and you've worked hard for me. ”

This is about to issue a good person card again??? Lu Xianting didn't dare to relax for a moment.

"But you also know, I have people in my heart, I'm not the kind of water-based poplar person, I can't do this kind of thing while thinking about Jiang Shen while hanging you, I don't raise a spare tire, I'm actually quite entangled, I really don't want you to pay anything for me, I'm afraid that you will be empty when the bamboo basket is empty, you know, you're a good boy, I don't want to hurt you, because I can't give you anything, so I'm really entangled and uncomfortable, I can't wait for myself to be separated, leave one for you, but obviously, I won't be separated...... Hey, in fact, I don't know how I tell you, I don't really want you to be good to me in time, I don't feel worth it for you. ”

Shang Jinfei said incoherently, and she didn't know if she had expressed it clearly.

Lu Xianting pulled her into his arms, and before Shang Jinfei struggled, he preemptively said: "Don't move, let me hold for a while." ”

Originally, Shang Jinfei wanted to move, but listening to his words, and that tone, Shang Jinfei was very heartbroken, so she didn't move.

Lu Xianting rubbed on her shoulder, and said hoarsely: "Thank you for talking to me so much, then I will also talk to you about some heartfelt things, okay?" ”

He didn't wait for Shang Jinfei's answer and said to himself: "I didn't expect that I could do this for you, in fact, I used to be very free and easy, completely according to my own temperament, how comfortable and how to come." But after meeting you, you have brought me a lot of changes, and I realize that now, after two months of getting along, I find that you are like a poppy, and you are addicted to it. But you know what, I actually gave so much, I never thought of relying on this to impress you, keep you by my side, I do everything just to make you happy, as for the spare tire you said or something, if you really need me, it's not impossible to do it. ”

"Lu Xianting......" Shang Jinfei's eyes were already moist.

"Listen to me." Lu Xianting hugged her a lot harder, and he was about to rub her into his bones, "I know you don't need to, Shang Jinfei, I used to just want you to be happy, but now, I have changed and become sick." I love you so much that I can't extricate myself, I miss you if I don't see you for a moment, I don't want others to be close to you, even though I've never had you, I don't want to lose you, I want to have you, both mentally and physically, so I did something out of the ordinary and hurt you, I'm very sorry for that, but even if I do it all over again, I'll still do it. Shang Jinfei, it is my own choice to love you, even if one day, I am still alone, even one day, you and Jiang Shen are good again, or, if you are good with anyone, I can accept it, provided that I am really not the one who can give you happiness, you know? Even if I can give you a glimmer of happiness, I will not give you to others. ”