[Originally, I was going to wait for the shelves to start setting up more conditions, but I didn't expect the resentment of the relatives to be too heavy, so that we had insomnia last night, and turned over and over like a poached egg all night, and finally, I figured it out and solemnly decided to add a new chapter today...... You get the idea! [THANK YOU FOR THE UPDATE VOTE OF SUMUCHENG AFFINITY AND LAUGHTER TO CRAMP PRO-VOTE, THE EXPRESSION OF THE THREE-THOUSAND-WORD GOD HORSE IS NO PRESSURE, HAHA~! Thank you for the blessing bag rewarded by Qiqiwu and Duolan, and the blessing of the new year~! PS: Speaking of Duolan, I was stimulated by Nai's sweetness, and finally decided to add more roar roar——! 】

Bai Xijing hugged Xiao Jingchen upstairs, the anger in his heart was suppressed to the extreme and almost produced a qualitative change, but he still tried his best to control his emotions, because he knew that once he lost his mind, the first person to be hurt must be Xiao Jingchen who was closest to him.

Bai Xijing's muscles were stiff and tight, and there were green tendons on the back of his hands, forehead, etc., he put Xiao Jingchen on the bed like a robot according to the established procedure, helped her cover the quilt, touched her head, let her take a nap, watched Xiao Jingchen close his eyes, Bai Xijing left the edge of the bed, sat down on the big recliner in front of the floor-to-ceiling window, and fell into deep thought.

Due to his professional characteristics and strong character, Grandpa Bai made many enemies when he was young, although Grandma Bai has always been fierce to prevent any bastards with bad intentions from approaching her sons, however, a wise man must make a mistake, and Bai Xijing unfortunately became the only child who was implicated by his father and fell into danger.

If it weren't for Grandma Bai's perseverance in trying every means to save him from the perception of sliding to the edge of human nature, and even sending him to the isolated Bodhi Temple for cultivation, Bai Xijing would probably have become a world-famous terrorist by now, and bombing the Pentagon in the United States would be a small case for him.

It is precisely because of the terrible experience of childhood that he pays great attention to the safety and education of Xiao Jingchen, Xiao Jingchen grew up in the Bodhi Temple since he was a child, and he came into contact with all the people outside the Fang who cut off Hongchen and devoted himself to the Buddha, it can be said that her resistance to the sinister nature of human nature is much smaller than Bai Xijing, who grew up in the city, at least, Bai Xijing knows the difference between police and bandits, and he has a very distinct and popular view of good and evil.

But what about Xiao Jingchen, she doesn't even know what the strange uncle who seduced little Lori with a lollipop represents!

Bai Xijing thought so much that she ignored the faint sound of quarrels downstairs, almost at the moment when Grandma Bai started arguing, Xiao Jingchen woke up, she opened her eyes, nested in the quilt and did not move, the little guy's hearing is much more acute than vision, she not only knows that grandma is arguing with grandpa, but can even hear what they are arguing about, although she can't understand the sentence structure that is too complicated, and even some words that contain too many emotional words and national scolding are comparable to the book of heaven, but she just knows, Grandparents quarrel because of her.

Xiao Jingchen was frightened, she knew that her father was angry because of her, and now her grandmother was also quarreling with her grandfather because of her, and she had not even been down the mountain for a month, so she made her grandparents and fathers so angry......

Xiao Jingchen's young heart inexplicably rose a burst of panic, this is an emotion that has never been before, so unfamiliar, so that she doesn't know how to face it at all, although she has always wanted to return to the master, but she knows that this is impossible, she has not really integrated into the red dust, the master will not let her go back so easily, and she is reluctant to leave her father, what if her father doesn't want her because he is angry? What if the grandparents don't like her anymore?

The more Xiao Jingchen thought about it, the more scared she became, she sat up and subconsciously looked at Bai Xijing, her big wet eyes were full of helplessness and timidity, she wanted to get a little comfort from her father, a little warmth, and a little affirmation, but Bai Xijing sat on the chair, lowered her head slightly, and completely fell into her dark and complicated childhood memories, and she didn't notice Xiao Jingchen's abnormal psychological state at all.

In the past, every time Xiao Jingchen couldn't sit up from sleep, Bai Xijing could always find and appear by her side at the first time, but now, she has been sitting for a while, Dad still lowered his head and didn't react at all, and the guess in his heart was confirmed - Dad doesn't like her anymore, Dad doesn't want her anymore!

Panic instantly chokes all her senses, and when the fear accumulates to a certain extent, she must find a breakthrough, and the only way for a child to vent is - crying!!

When Xiao Jingchen cried "Wow", Bai Xijing woke up from his contemplation, he hurriedly got up and stepped over and sat on the edge of the bed in three or two steps, hugging Xiao Jingchen and coaxing in a low voice, but he felt a little inexplicable about Xiao Jingchen's sudden crying, and only thought that she was in a nightmare.

Feeling the warmth in his father's arms, Xiao Jingchen immediately opened his arms and hugged Bai Xijing's waist tightly, the strength was so great that Bai Xijing couldn't help grinning, girl, can we be gentle, my father's vertebrae are about to break——!

Xiao Jingchen still felt that her strength was too small, she cried hoarsely, and yelled in a panic, "Dad, I was wrong, I will never say that someone is staring at me and causing you trouble, don't be angry, don't want me, the master doesn't want me anymore, if I don't even want you, I can only go to the Buddha." ”

Go to the Buddha = ascend to Western Bliss = hang!!

Bai Xijing's heart pounded and almost jumped out of his throat, he immediately pulled away Xiao Jingchen, stared down at her, and said angrily, "What are you talking nonsense, what are you going to find the Buddha, you are now vulgar, and you are not a family with the Buddha, you can't talk nonsense in the future, do you hear?" ”

Xiao Jingchen looked at Bai Xijing timidly, her little paw dragged the hem of his clothes hard and didn't let go, she nodded weakly, and said pitifully, "Dad, don't want me, I will be very obedient~!" ”

Looking at Xiao Jingchen's tearful eyes like an abandoned milk dog, Bai Xijing felt a twisting pain in his heart, the psychological shadow of Shenma's childhood, and the suicide attacks of Shenma terrorists were all more empty than floating clouds, he picked up Xiao Jingchen and coaxed him in a soft voice, "How can Dad be willing not to want you, Dad still has to wait for you to grow up, watch you get married and have children, and when Dad is old, you have to push Dad out to bask in the sun every day!" ”

The sentence "The master said that women are tigers, I don't want to have children with women" was swallowed deeply by Xiao Jingchen, no matter how dull she was, she knew that she shouldn't say such a disappointing thing at the moment, so as not to disturb the warm parent-child atmosphere in the room, although she didn't think it was wrong at all!!

Grandma Bai panicked as soon as she heard Xiao Jingchen's cry, she pointed at Grandpa Bai fiercely, stomped her feet in annoyance, turned around and ran upstairs, kicked open the door, but saw Xiao Jingchen being held by Bai Xijing, the two father and daughter didn't know what they were talking about, the silly father's eyes were soft and warm, and the good daughter smiled like a flower, but if you look closely, you can still clearly find the traces of tears on Xiao Jingchen's cheeks.

Hearing the sound of the door opening, Xiao Jingchen subconsciously turned her head, the water in her wet eyes had not completely disappeared, like the most high-grade ink jade, and Grandma Bai's heart instantly softened into water, she walked over quickly and took Xiao Jingchen from Bai Xijing's arms, her slightly dry fingers gently wiped the water marks on the little guy's face, and said distressedly, "What's the matter?" Then he turned his head and glared at Bai Xijing angrily, "Did you scold her?" I warn you, don't be a virtuous person with your dead ghost father, there may not be a filial son under the stick, and there will be a perverted killer. ”

Bai Xijing: "......"

Xiao Jingchen grabbed Grandma Bai's collar and tugged at it, pursed her lips embarrassedly and laughed at two small dimples, and said shyly, "Dad didn't scold me, I heard grandma and grandpa quarrel, and thought that Dad didn't want me anymore, so I cried in fright." ”

Bai Xijing: "......" girl, can we not mind being honest, where can you put your grandmother's face away from you so frankly~!

Sure enough, as soon as Xiao Jingchen's words came out, the expression on Grandma Bai's face instantly became very embarrassing, she coughed lightly, and said dryly, "That's it, it's okay, it's okay, if your father doesn't want you, grandma wants you, good ha~!" ”

Xiao Jingchen nodded very seriously, as if chanting a sutra in front of the Buddha statue, "I will be very well-behaved." ”

Grandma Bai: "......" for Mao, she feels that there seems to be something wrong with the conversation between their two grandparents??

Is it her feeling of being a grandmother that is wrong, or is the little granddaughter's thinking not on the same channel as her~!!