Chapter 56: Loneliness

"I didn't expect that I had forgotten my grandparents for so long, and sure enough, I was told by the parents, it is better to raise a dog than to raise me!" Yun Luo looked at the diary and muttered, his expression full of loneliness.

She still remembers the heartache of being forced to separate from her grandparents when she crossed over, and in just two years, this heartache has been soothed by the life of the ancient times, which made her feel ashamed, thinking that the old man is still waiting for her to go home, and scolded secretly: Yunluo, you are such a bastard!

Yunluo couldn't help but think of the days when he was dependent on his grandparents, thought of his grandfather reading medical books with his hands behind his back in the small courtyard, and his grandmother embroidered with reading glasses, and thought that every time he went home, his grandparents would smile and say, "Ah, I'm back!" I couldn't help but feel sad.

There is a saying: except for life and death, the rest is not a thing, Yunluo has always thought like this, it is really reluctant to cross over, thinking of the hopeless return date, I don't want to take a step away from home, but unfortunately the current affairs are not up to people, and finally I was forced to travel to the ancient times.

Crossing is an opportunity for the unfortunate and a bad fate for the happy. At the age of sixteen, she is young and vigorous, and people who have not been wandering outside can't understand the sadness of the wanderer, so although she is reluctant, Yunluo still chooses to cross, because the curiosity and expectation of crossing is far greater than the attachment to grandparents, so after struggling, she still crossed over. (I have to say that Yunluo is a little too much, fate, it's not ants that can struggle out, who hasn't made a few involuntary choices)

When crossing, Yunluo thought that he still had the possibility of going back, after all, he could cross over, and he couldn't go back if he pushed it back, and he found out that when he was really strong enough to go back, he didn't know how many years had passed, and whether his grandparents were still alive when he went back, he didn't know. Yunluo now regrets that when he left the book, he said that he was waiting for himself to come back, perhaps because of this sentence, his grandparents spent the rest of their long lives in this unexpected waiting.

Thinking of this, Yunluo slapped himself hard, and once again secretly scolded himself for being a bastard! Then with tears over and over again, she modeled the notes at that time, she had to remember all the contents of the notes clearly, only in this way, can she always remember that there are still people waiting for her to go back, waiting for her filial piety, in just two years, she blurred the mood at that time, forgot the original intention, in the future, I don't know how long the days, she really can't guarantee that she will not forget the experience of the earth because of the long time.

In fact, Yunluo is too worried, the higher the cultivation, the more stable the soul, the clearer the memory, and when the cultivation reaches a certain realm, you can even clearly remember all the things that happened in a voice, as big as the ups and downs, as small as eating, drinking, and Lazar, all clearly in the mind, it is difficult to forget, but the feelings can not be guaranteed, in the strong feelings, but also can not withstand the destruction of the years, after a few years whether Yunluo has the original feelings is unknown, maybe it has been downplayed, or it has become an obsession, the way of creation, the road of destiny, Who can see through it for a while, especially since Yunluo's life has only begun, and there is an incomparably long life in the future.

"No, this paper is so thin, it will rot in less than a hundred years, will I still remember the current scene at that time" Ever since he realized his past towards his grandparents, Yunluo was full of doubts about himself. In fact, she also thinks too much, and it's a bit exaggerated to say that she forgot something, to be precise, it should be buried in her heart, and she hasn't touched it for too long and has been ignored, just like she wants to have a good friend who hasn't been in touch for a long time, and she usually can't think of it, and she won't forget each other when you meet. But the current Yunluo does not have such a calm reason.

"Qibao, give me a few more of your leaves" Yunluo knew that the leaves were also Qibao's own energy, and although his tone was eager, he was full of emptiness.

"Yunluo, why are you here again, didn't you just go up" Qibao felt that he had just had a little realization when he was interrupted by Yunluo, and sighed in his heart and asked Yunluo suspiciously after the opportunity had not arrived.

"I want some of your leaves," Yunluo repeated in a heartless manner, looking at Shippo with guilt in his eyes.

"What's wrong with your face, swollen like this, and your eyes, you've cried" Qibao didn't listen to Yunluo's words carefully, all of its minds were now attracted by Yunluo's face, and looked at Yunluo's swollen face in distress, and there was anger in his words.

"What's going on, how did you make yourself like this" Qibao's tone became stern, staring at Yunluo closely, not ready to let her get away with it.

"No... It's nothing, I accidentally fell" Yunluo was stared at by Qibao under great pressure, and swallowed a sigh of explanation.

"Yunluo, do you think I'm a fool or you're a fool, I still don't tell the truth" Qibao was made angry by Yunluo's attitude, under normal circumstances, Qibao is not shocked, and is very calm about its own affairs, but if it is about Yunluo, Qibao will be anxious, so as not to make a fuss, and Yunluo's perfunctory this time, the other Qibao is quite dissatisfied, which creature will fall down in the ancient times, and he will not be distracted by making excuses, Yunluo's brain is in the water, the more Qibao thinks about it, the more angry he becomes.

"Eh, this, this" Yunluo suddenly felt a lot of pressure, originally had a dim sum deficiency, but now Qibao's attitude is so strict, Yunluo feels that he can't jump. But to tell the truth, Yunluo feels that he can't afford to lose this face, and family affection is also a taboo that Yunluo doesn't want to be touched in his heart, and Yunluo doesn't want to say so much about his private affairs. Suddenly stared at sternly by Qibao, and he couldn't say why for a while.

Qibao saw Yunluo's reluctance, and after feeling uncomfortable for a while, he didn't force her, took out a leaf, used a branch to make juice, and applied it to Yunluo's face and around his eyes, and said in pieces while painting, "Look at you, such a big person, you don't know how to cherish yourself at all, what needs to slap yourself in the face, that Jindan stage cultivator will drill a dead end to yourself like you" After speaking, he glared at Yunluo angrily.

"Not next time, not next time" Touching his nose and laughing, trying to make Shippo stingy.

Yunluo heard Qibao's words, his heart was weak and his heart was warm at the same time, Qibao usually looked like an ascetic, but every time he was so impulsive about himself, it was also because he cared about himself, and he couldn't help but think of what Qibao had done for himself in the past two years, and his heart was even weaker.

Hearing Yunluo say this, Qibao's anger not only did not disappear, but instead rose in the net, "I still want to have a next time, you just want to be like this, you will have demons sooner or later if you go on like this, you know, let alone preaching, I don't know if you can continue to practice" Qibao deliberately exaggerated the harm.

"I was wrong, you were angry, you won't be next time" Yunluo muttered while apologizing Qibao is getting bigger and bigger now, and he has such a big aura before he transforms, and he doesn't know if he will be able to calm down after transforming into a functional repair company in the future.

"Then you can be sure to remember, don't have a next time" Qibao's tone was unprecedentedly harsh, it can ignore the rest of the things, but it will not allow this kind of thing to hurt itself.

Yunluo didn't expect to be reprimanded when she came out to ask for leaves, she thought that she would be rejected at most, but Qibao was also kind, so she had to quickly agree.

Seeing that Yunluo had a good attitude, Qibao remembered the purpose of Yunluo's fall, and directly handed Yunluo a dozen leaves.

"Why did you take out so many leaves, will it hurt" Yunluo was surprised to see Qibao suddenly take out so many leaves, Yunluo looked at so many leaves and felt pain for it, even if it was hair, it would hurt to pull so many at once.

"It's okay, it's just a little painful, it's okay else, you can use these first, if it's not enough, I'll give you some later" Hearing Yunluo's concerning, Qibao's face became a little better, and his tone became gentle.

"Doesn't it mean that the leaves are your own energy, so much will affect you," Yunluo asked uneasily.

"It's my own energy, yes, but I haven't practiced yet, the energy hoarded by the physical body is limited, and it's okay to lose some leaves" Things are not as simple as Qibao said, the loss of one's own energy will have some impact, after all, it is about one's own foundation, it is just Yunluo These leaves, Qibao will take two days to fully recover, but these will not let Yunluo know.

"Is it really okay" Yunluo's tone was full of suspicion, remembering that Qibao squeezed out a ball of essence at the beginning, and it took a long time to recover.

"Why are you so verbose, I said it's okay, it's okay, don't be so grinding, take out the sharpness you had for me" Seeing Yunluo's care so much, although Qibao was very useful in his heart, he still couldn't stand it.

"You didn't say that I forgot to mention it, your aura is getting stronger and stronger now, I thought I was timid at the beginning, but now it's getting more and more powerful!" Yunluo thought of the scene where Qibao suppressed himself just now, and he felt unwilling, after the leaves were obtained, he crossed the river and demolished the bridge to settle the account.

Originally, Yunluo didn't think about it, but Qibao's last sentence reminded herself, and suddenly looking back, Yunluo found that her position with Qibao had been reversed, which made her indignant.

"Aren't you still in trouble, don't you hurry up" Qibao directly ignored Yunluo's complaints, and drove people away, for Yunluo's question, it was not easy to answer, and there was no way to answer, so she had to divert her attention.

"Yes, yes, I won't tell you, I still have something to do" Yunluo was interrupted by Qibao like this, although his mood had become much better, but he forgot the purpose of it, and after hearing Qibao's words, he hurriedly went up again.