Chinese New Year's Eve, 08:00.

The two sat opposite each other, but Lin Feifei didn't know what to eat, thinking that after breakfast, he should be leaving.

Tonight's Chinese New Year's Eve dinner, he must respond to the house, and she ......

She didn't expect him to take her back to the house, but she had to fight for herself. After so much time, his anger and remorse should not be as deep as it was at the beginning, as long as she apologizes and pleads, he should choose to let go of the past and look forward to the future.

"Be ...... from humility"

The sudden heavy tone caused Ying Liqian on the other side to raise his eyes, put down the spoon in his hand, and looked straight at her, still his face did not change, and his eyes were as dark as deep, as if he was waiting for her next.

Lin Feifei tightened his fingers, clenched his hands into fists, and finally mustered up his courage and said, "Are we okay with each other?" ”

Without waiting for him to speak, Lin Feifei continued, "I don't want to make excuses for the mistakes I've made, it's still the same sentence, I have never regretted it for my mother."

The only thing I regret is hiding from you, in fact, I should have told you a long time ago, the moment I felt your sincerity and true feelings for me, I should have confessed. ”

"But I'm afraid, I'm really afraid, whenever I feel the urge to tell you, I have nightmares, and the dream of you is the opposite of you, with resentment in your eyes, and I want to kill me.

I'm just afraid that this situation will arise after confessing, so I choose to be selfish, choose to escape, and bury it in my heart with a fluke mentality that you will never know.

I thought that I would love you twice as much and be twice as good to you in the future, so as to make up for my deception and concealment from you. ”

"But I didn't expect that paper can't contain fire after all, you still know.

I know that I am to blame for all this, and I should bear all these pains and sufferings, but what I can't bear is your indifference and alienation. ”

"Ying Liqian, I love you, I really love you!

You can't just push me away, or even cut me off, after I've fallen deeply into your affection.

My heart really hurts, it hurts when I don't see you, it hurts when I see you but I don't communicate, your indifference and coldness will make my heart hurt even more, I really can't stand it.

These days, I often wander, stunned, and out of state, so I'm afraid I can't be your cash cow anymore.

Because if it goes on like this, I'm going to break down! ”

"These are my sincere words, from the bottom of my heart, every word pierces my heart, and I swear that there is no falsehood or deception.

Whether you believe it or doubt it, I really love you, my love for you has never been deceitful, let alone mixed with any impurities, and I have never thought of becoming a phoenix through your sparrow.

I just want to be by your side, by your side, that's all. ”

"I've said a lot of apologies, and you must be tired of hearing them.

Now, I just want to ask, do you still love me, are you still willing to have me, can we go back to the beginning? ”

Lin Feifei was full of energy and said the words in his heart.

Finally finished speaking, his nervous heart relaxed a little, and he looked at Ying Liqian with burning eyes, waiting for his answer anxiously and expectantly.

She thought that no matter what the answer was, whether he agreed or refused, he would at least hesitate, ponder, and even entangle.

But she thought wrongly, and thought too much, and he answered very simply, or he did not answer her question directly, but answered the question that was not asked, and asked a rhetorical question, "Are you finished?" ”

His expression was as light as water, and he did not fluctuate and fluctuate because of her tirade, self-reflection and affectionate confession, and at this moment, he returned to his original state of facial paralysis.

Lin Feifei only felt like a fish in his throat, and he still had a lot to say in his heart, but he was blocked by a word, all of them were stuck in his mouth, and his lips squirmed but he couldn't make a sound.

Sadness swelled up, his eyes were hot, Lin Feifei pursed the corners of his mouth, took a deep breath, and forcibly suppressed the lost emotions.

She had already spoken so lowly, and she couldn't show her fragile and sad side in front of him anymore, otherwise he would look down on her even more.

Lin Feifei said calmly, "I'm done, so, can you tell me your answer?" ”

smiled calmly, as if nothing had happened, but insisted on an answer from him, and this time, she did not allow him to avoid it.

The hall fell silent suddenly, and no one spoke.

Lin Feifei thought that she was already very good at observing words and feelings, but at this moment, she couldn't see through what Ying Liqian was thinking.

It felt like his silence was because he was hesitating, but it felt like he wasn't thinking about anything, just sitting here quietly, giving people a sense of concentration.

I don't know how long it has been, Lin Feifei couldn't sit still anymore, sat up straight, stared at him with straight eyes, as if he wanted to see him through, and said in a firm tone, "If you don't say it, then I'll say it for you, you still ......."

Bell bell bell ...... Bell bell bell ......

The untimely mechanical bell rang, like a basin of cold water poured down, and the momentum that had just been ignited was interrupted.

However, Lin Feifei didn't plan to give up, so he kept his voice and waited quietly.

……

Ying Liqian took the mobile phone on the side, pursed his lips slightly when he saw the caller ID, and raised his hand slightly, but the hesitation was only for a moment, and no one noticed it for a short time.

Ying Liqian didn't evade it, so he picked it up in front of Lin Feifei.

Lin Feifei couldn't hear or couldn't hear what the other party said, but he could probably hear a woman's voice.

As for Ying Liqian, he didn't speak much throughout the whole process, just listened quietly and carefully to the other party's story, and responded lightly with a few words during the period, what um, I know, I will......

Brief words like these were still in the style of cherishing words like gold, and she couldn't even guess what they were talking about.

I don't know if it's because the other party's topic is not interesting for him or if he did it on purpose, so he doesn't want her to guess what their conversation is about.

But it shouldn't be the latter, otherwise he should have avoided answering the phone.

Of course, it didn't matter, she didn't want to listen to their conversation, she just wanted to wait for him to end the call and then continue what she had just said.

Just as she was waiting silently, Ying Liqian's gaze suddenly lifted and focused on her, which was always deep and complicated, and she couldn't see it clearly, couldn't see through it.

Lin Feifei was mistaken, thinking that he asked her to avoid it, without hesitation or unhappiness, and then got up and stayed away from the table.

If she hadn't left, or had left a few seconds later, she would have heard Ying Liqian say something about her.

"She's busy, not with me!"

Combined with Ying Liqian's glance at Lin Feifei just now, this she is naturally referring to Lin Feifei.

It's a pity that Lin Feifei couldn't hear it, otherwise she would definitely be curious about who the other party was and why she mentioned her to Ying Liqian.

……

"Yes, that's really a pity, I've been traveling around the world with Ah Yan and them before, and now I've finally traveled back, but she doesn't have time.

Can't you, the big boss, use the privilege to give her a few days off? Or adjust the arrangement, after all, the ugly daughter-in-law always wants to see her in-laws, and I also want to see what the girl you like is like. ”

"Well, next time!" should be away from humility and lightly.

"When is the next time?" As soon as the words fell, the other party suddenly raised his voice a little, and said suspiciously, "I heard that you guys are having an awkward trouble, can't it be that you haven't reconciled yet?" ”

Ying Liqian was silent, obviously not intending to answer the question.

Fortunately, the other party didn't care about his answer, and then said, "Forget it, you young man still has a grind, who didn't come over like this." ”

The other party breathed a long sigh of relief and teased, "This trip is another four months, and I am really exhausted and exhausted now.

I'm really old, and this old bone is about to stop playing.

Okay, that's it, I'm going to take a good rest and adjust, she's young and beautiful, and she's still a big star that everyone loves, I can't lose too much. ”

I thought that the other party would end the call, but she said again, "Anyway, is she really not coming with you at the end of the month?" ”

Ying Liqian......

"Next time!" It's still an ambiguous sentence that is not salty or light, and there is no positive answer.

"Son!"

"Huh?"

"I miss you so much." Han Jinying said softly, when she thought of seeing her son, her mood was indescribably soft and happy.

Since her husband's death, she has rarely seen her son, because she does not want to stay in the family that she is depressed again, because her son also has his own way to go.

In a different place, the number of times their mother and son have met in recent years can be counted on two hands.

"I miss you too!"