"I... I regret it, I regret it in the face of that, I regret the decision I made at the time, I regret my own arrogance, my stupidity, I killed them, it's all my fault, Depp or Magister K, everything is my fault. This time the mistake was too serious, and it was all because of me, and all the blame was on me this time. I'm the captain, I'm... It's useless, I'm not worthy, I'm not worthy to be their captain. Yass Langli began to break down emotionally as she spoke, and the continuous emphasis was that I was afraid to hear, and I felt that her spirit had been seriously distorted. This is actually a small trick made by Yokana, Yass Langli's mood swings in the illusion will be magnified tenfold, and a small regret will become a huge psychological burden, Yass Langli began to cry, and she lost control again.

"We understand your self-blame" Yokana hugged her head, she didn't expect Yass Langley's state to be so serious, this effect was a little too obvious, she secretly turned off the amplification effect of Yass Langli's emotions, and Xiuya on the side hugged her waist, "But there is no point in indulging in the past self-blame, Yass Langley." ”

"I know, but I can't help it, every time I sleep, I dream of the scene, that feeling of powerlessness, that feeling of suffocation, I feel that I will never be able to get rid of it, maybe I can no longer be a saint, I can't be an adventurer, I don't deserve to have such a powerful holy power. ”

"Yass Langley," Jokana hugged her tightly, "you're going to disappoint your teacher if you say that." "Yokana is very strange, obviously she has turned off the magnification effect, why is it still out of control.

"Teacher!" Yass Langli laughed miserably, "I'm probably not worthy of being her disciple anymore." ”

Hearing her say this, Yokana and Xiuya's eyes widened, and Yokana once again confirmed that she had turned off the changes, and what was in front of her was their original Yass Langli, who had been proud of Zhuo Yesi's disciple countless times, would actually say such a thing? The scar in her heart was really quite serious, if she didn't deal with it, she might even have broken faith, and by that time Yass Langli would really be finished.

"That's good. Yokana's tone began to turn cold, but if you listened closely, you could tell that she was a little nervous, "Die, if you don't think you deserve anything, why don't you die? Yokana herself was scared when she said this, but Yaslanli's situation was no longer a problem that could be solved by words of comfort. Jokana decided to take the risk of saving Yaslanley in the most dangerous way - the "Test of Faith", which was the last resort of the Heresy Inquisition to heal the Faith Breakers, but the success rate was not high, as the already broken people had completely given up hope. But Yass Langley hasn't yet, and this method should work for her. In fact, Yokana didn't want to take risks, and many other methods flashed through her mind, words to motivate, actions to lead her through battle, or to make her forget this memory, but Yokana refused these methods. On the one hand, she believes that as a disciple of Zhuo Yesi, Yass Langli's mind will definitely be able to accept the "test of faith", on the other hand, other methods will never completely cure Yass Langli, as a saint who spreads the teachings, the degree of influence by the teachings and the great truth is much lower than ordinary people, which is also commonly known as the healing of the difficult self-healing. If you don't use extraordinary methods, even if Yass Langli is cured by those methods, she is likely to relapse when she encounters the same situation in the future, and the situation at that time may not be as optimistic as it is now. After she finished speaking, she reopened her mood and blocked Yass Langley's perception of the concept of a test of faith.

The astonishing speech made Yass Langley stunned. Then she felt a sharp pain in her leg, and when she looked down, she saw that Xiuya was stabbing her leg, "Little Xiuya, what are you doing?" The scene of the church switches again, and it turns into a deep pit, and countless strange wails are heard from the bottom of the pit.

"There are all ghouls down there, and if you fall, you're going to die, and as a loser, it's a pretty decent end. The three of them were standing on the edge of the pit at this time, and Yokana was holding Yaslanley at this time, but Xiuya was interested in piercing Yaslanley's hands and feet. When this matter was decided, Yokana and Xiuya exchanged ideas, and Xiuya refused, but Yokana did not give up, she usurped Xiuya's consciousness, which was easy for her who had manipulated the fantasy garden countless times, even afterwards, Xiuya would think that she agreed to the idea.

"No, don't, at least let me die in the church of light, I don't want to be sucked dry by ghouls!" Yass Langley cried out in fear. Even if it was a slight feeling of fear, after being magnified by Yokana, Yass Langli would feel a huge panic, and the previous forbearance and reserve were all gone. All her limbs were stabbed by Shuya, and she no longer had the strength to grasp them.

"Why? You've lost everything, why are you qualified to choose a way to die?" Yokana gently let go of her hug, and Yass Langli began to fall down weakly, "We are in the Holy White Fortress every day that we are sucked dry of blood by vampires and die, it can be said that every priest there is like this, so there is nothing cheap for you to die like this, right?" Jokana showed her original gentle smile at Yaslana.

"No, no!!" Yass Langli was overwhelmed by this fear, she began to shout indiscriminately, and at this moment, Yokana's hand still let go, and Yass Lanley began to fall weakly, "Don't !!!!!!!!"

One of Yokana's hands grabbed Yaslanly's leg, causing her to hang upside down from the edge of the cliff, and her eyes looked down, and she could already see the hands of the ghouls at the bottom of the pit thirsting for her blood.

"Pull me up, pull me up!!" Yass Langley roared as hard as she could.

"Why? Give us a reason. Lying on the edge of the cliff, Xiuya asked Yass Langley.

"I can still fight, and I can at least fight for the church. ”

"No, you can't in your current state, a mental attack, you're useless. Shuya shook her head, and Yokana's hand loosened slightly.

"I, I can recover, I can overcome, I can recover!!I won't be crushed by this kind of thing!!" Yass Langley assured, "I swear by my faith!!"

"I don't believe it. Xiuya said, pointing to the bottom of the pit below, "Look closely, those aren't ordinary ghouls, aren't those teammates who died because of you?"

Yass Langley looked hard at this, Depp and Magister K were indeed below, and they were waiting for her arrival with open hands.

"So, don't you think it's best for you to be eaten by them in order to atone for your sins?" said Yokana, letting go of her hand a little.

Yass Langley was silent, didn't she? She thought to herself, is this the best ending for herself?

Seeing that Yass Langli didn't speak, the two people on the edge of the cliff looked at each other worriedly, Xiuya frowned and thought about it, she made a gesture and motioned for Yokana to loosen up.

Then the hand that grabbed Ya Langli's leg relaxed to the limit, and as long as she loosened a little more, Ya Langli would fall.

"Act in the name of the gods and listen to me. After thinking quietly, Yass Langli closed her eyes.

"Don't do anything harmful," Yokana continued.

"Don't look at the image of filth," Xiuya also picked up.

"Don't listen to the devil," Yass Langley continued.

"Don't go near the forces of darkness," Jokana's worried face smiled.

"God loves us and preaches the gospel," Shuya gestured to Yokana.

"If you disobey the oracle, you will be punished by God" As Yass Langley finished reciting the last sentence, the hand holding her leg was finally completely released, Yass Langli fell into the pit, and with a muffled sound of falling to the bottom of the pit, these ghouls all pounced like crazy, and Yass Langley, who fell, was not ready to be their food, and her body began to flash with golden light. Why did they die like this, why? Just because they died, did they have to be buried with them? Why didn't they choose to avenge them, why didn't they choose to fight for them, the source of the fog has not yet been clarified, and it is ridiculous to die so inexplicably. In that case, what is the point of self-pity and self-blame for self-pity? I can't even carry the death of my teammates, so not only am I not worthy of being a captain, but I am also a dishonor of their sacrifice. I should be Zhuo Yesi's best disciple, why would I deny this, I am the white rose in the teacher's heart, haven't I always believed so much? I refuse death!!

"Acting in the name of the Father, I declare to myself that I will purify everything!" a powerful holy power suddenly erupted from Yass Langley's body. The ghouls who had originally pounced on Yass Langli's body were burned by this powerful holy power and retreated one after another.

"Father, please allow me to borrow the power of 'Shining Amdar' and I will seek heresy in your name!" The purification technique repaired Yass Langley's body, and she brandished the Great Holy Spear, and the small Holy Spear fell like raindrops, and the huge light power instantly illuminated the entire pit. And all illusions disappeared in this instant.

When Yass Langley opened her eyes again, she found herself lying on Yokana's lap "How long have I been asleep. ”

"At least not forever. "Xiuya is also by her side.

"Are you feeling better?" Jokana stretched out her hand in front of her eyes, palm of her hand on the blue hairpin, "You fell off before." ”

Looking at the hairpin, Yass Langley laughed, "Thank you, Yokana." She pinned the hairpin back to her head, "I'm really scared of this 'test of faith'. ”

"I want the hairpins I bought. Xiuya looked at the hairpin and became interested.

"I'll tell you when your hair grows longer. Yass Langli turned her head and looked at Xiuya with a smile, "I feel a little more comfortable in my heart, but nothing seems to have changed. ”

"You didn't choose death, you chose to fight. Xiuya helped her up, "I think this choice has given you the ability to overcome your own nightmares." ”

"Your change of face just now really scared me, Xiao Xiuya. Yass Langli stretched out her hand and didn't dare to touch her.

"You're just scaring us!" Xiuya grabbed her hand and rubbed it against her face, "At that time, you didn't speak, we thought you would really choose death." ”

"If I really, I mean if, chose death" Yass Langley turned her head to look at Yokana, she was covering her wounds and wanted to stand up, Yass Langli hurriedly ran over and helped "What will you do?"

Yokana laughed, "We will respect your choice and grant you death." Yokana pulled a dagger from her waist, "But it won't really let you be sucked dry by the ghouls. You will die without pain. ”

"You are a member of the Inquisition. Yass Langli looked at the dagger with some fear.

"That is, the Inquisition is no less experienced than thieves in how to send people away without pain. Putting away the daggers, all three dusted off their clothes.

"Thank you, I don't know how long it will be before we meet next time after today. Yass Langley shook the hands of the two.

"Hope I won't see you here again next time. Yokana squeezed her hand, "Next time, you must come to me in the holy robes of the saint." ”

"yes, yes, next time I'll have your holy spear. Xiu Ya also held her hand tightly, "You have exceeded the limit of summoning four Great Sacred Spears at the same time, right? ”

"That's because it's out of control, and I can't do it right now. Yass Langley laughed awkwardly.

Yokana finally relaxed completely at this time, "There is still time until the end of today, go to your dormitory and let Xiao Xiuya tell you the story of the five of us in the Holy White Fortress, right?"

"Okay, I'll tell you, I'll tell you!" Xiuya raised her hand excitedly.

"Good. Yass Langley agreed, and after several twists and turns, it was time for the college district to get out of school, and the two of them helped Yokana towards the dormitory.

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