Temporarily separated

Xia Yiyi didn't feel sleepy at all when she slept on the bed, and Lin Muyan was working in the study next door at this time, although the two were only separated by a wall, their hearts felt 108,000 miles apart.

Xia Yiyi opened the door and sat up from the bed, her heart was so depressed that the problems between her and Lin Muyan were getting bigger and bigger, originally she thought that as long as she ignored those problems, the two of them would still be as affectionate, but because of that mysterious phone call, the suspicion in her heart gradually increased, and she couldn't face Lin Muyan.

Hearing the sound of the door closing next door, Xia Yiyi immediately lay back on the bed, closed her eyes and pretended to be asleep, and soon she heard the sound of the door opening and closing.

Xia Yiyi's heart was pounding, she could feel Lin Muyan standing next to the bed, and her eyes kept on her, Xia Yiyi's hand hidden in the quilt trembled slightly, she really didn't know what to face Lin Muyan.

Soon the two burning gazes that stayed on her body disappeared, Xia Yiyi didn't have time to think about it before she heard the sound of the bathroom door closing, Xia Yiyi let out a long sigh of relief, she turned over, her back to the other side of the bed, and after a while she felt the other side of the bed collapse slightly, and soon there was an even breathing sound in her ears.

Xia Yiyi spent a long time in bed, and after making sure that Lin Muyan was asleep, she gently left the bed, quietly walked out of the room and went downstairs, and then left the main house.

When Xia Yiyi walked out of the room, Lin Muyan had already opened her eyes and got out of bed and walked to the edge of the windowsill, and after a while, she saw Xia Yiyi towards Xiao

The wooden house walked.

Lin Muyan didn't sleep all night, and the next morning he heard the sound of Xia Yiyi and Aunt Ping talking downstairs, so he went downstairs, as if he didn't know anything.

He hugged Xia Yiyi and kissed Xia Yiyi on the cheek, "Why did you get up so early today?" ”

Xia Yiyi's body stiffened for a moment, and then said with a casual smile: "I can't sleep, so I prepared breakfast for you, you sit down quickly, and the breakfast will be fine immediately." ”

Xia Yi dodged Lin Muyan's hand without a trace, walked into the kitchen to bring breakfast, put one of the breakfasts in front of Lin Muyan, and then sat down opposite Lin Muyan and ate his breakfast quietly.

"What are you going to do today? Go to the company? Lin Muyan asked while eating breakfast.

"I want to go to an orphanage." Xia Yiyi opened her mouth to interrupt Lin Muyan's words, "You don't have time to go to the orphanage, and we don't have time to send the things we brought back from abroad, so I plan to go over by myself." ”

"I'll ask the driver to take you there." Lin Muyan spoke.

"No, I'll take care of it myself." Xia Yiyi politely rejected Lin Muyan's kindness, and ate breakfast quietly, she needed to be alone and think about how she and Lin Muyan should get along in the future.

After a quiet breakfast, Lin Muyan drove to the company, and Xia Yiyi did not ask the driver to send her, but called a taxi and put the things that were going to be taken to the orphanage in the trunk, and Xia Yiyi even brought a change of clothes, she didn't know why she brought a change of clothes, she always felt that she would use it.

Xia Yiyi arrived at the orphanage before lunch, and Qing Qing was waiting at the gate of the orphanage early, and when she saw Xia Yiyi getting out of the car, she immediately walked over with a smile.

"Dean's mother." Seeing Yan Qing, Xia Yiyi looked like a child who had been away from home for a long time, and threw herself into Yan Qing's arms with longing, "I miss you so much." ”

"Silly boy." Yan Qing smiled.

"I brought you something." Xia Yiyi let go of Yanqing and took things out of the trunk of the car, there were a lot of things, and Yanqing even called other teachers from the orphanage to help take things in.

"It's good that you're here, why did you buy so many things?" Yan Qing looked at those things and said helplessly, "There is nothing missing here, don't spend money next time." ”

"For the Chinese New Year, I bought something for the kids." Xia Yiyi smiled slightly, and then looked at the other teachers not far away who were distributing things to the children, the smiles on the children's faces touched Xia Yiyi's heart a little, and she couldn't help but say: "Sometimes I really envy the innocence of those children." ”

Yan Qing looked at Xia Yiyi, the last time she saw Xia Yiyi, her eyes were full of light, and her face was full of happiness, and this time, although she tried to act as if nothing happened, Yan Qing still saw a faint sadness in her eyes.

"Yiyi, since you're here, then have a good chat with me." Yan Qing held Xia Yiyi's hand, just like a mother holding a child's hand, and the two walked out.

Xia Yiyi kept looking at the hands held by the two, her eyes suddenly moistened, and she silently thought in her heart, if the dean's mother was hers

How nice it would be to be a biological mother!

"Yiyi." Yan Qing stopped and looked at Xia Yiyi, pointed to a big tree and said, "I still remember that when I first came here to add you, I was under that tree, when you were wearing two pigtails, sitting under the tree and reading the book very seriously. ”

Yan Qing's words made Xia Yiyi recall the bits and pieces of the past, and she smiled, "At that time, I didn't know which kind-hearted person sent some books, but I didn't read them." ”

"Since you were a child, you have been an obedient and reassuring child, even if you are wronged, you will not tell others." Yan Qing said earnestly, "But since you call me Mom, what can't you say to Mom?" ”

Xia Yiyi looked at Yan Qing and saw the concern in Yan Qing's gentle eyes, Xia Yiyi's heart trembled, and the tears that she had been holding back finally fell.

"Son, tell me what's going on? Did you quarrel with your husband? Yan Qing wiped away the tears on Xia Yiyi's cheeks in distress.

Xia Yiyi sniffed, quickly stopped her tears, and shook her head, "No, we didn't quarrel, if only we could quarrel." ”

Yan Qing didn't rush to ask the reason, but pulled Xia Yiyi to sit down on the bench on the big tree, and there were still a few fallen leaves on the ground in front of him.

"I haven't met your husband, but from some of the things he did, I don't feel that he is a bad person, otherwise he would not have donated money to our orphanage, and he would not have helped the orphanage install air conditioning, so that the children can have a warm winter. What's more, he cares about you so much, so he came here to pick you up that late that time. Yan Qing's voice was as gentle as her people.

"He... Not a bad person. Xia Yiyi thought of the picture of being with Lin Muyan in the past, and her heart throbbed slightly.

"If a person's nature is not bad, then other things can be forgiven." Yan Qing said with a smile.

"There are some things I try to ignore, but I find myself unable to do it." Xia Yiyi raised her eyes and looked at Yan Qing, "I, I recently received a phone call, the other party said that I had an abortion, and it was decided by my husband without my knowledge, and my husband didn't want to have a child with me." ”

Yan Qing frowned, feeling that this matter was a bit ridiculous, but looking at Xia Yiyi's painful appearance, she knew that this matter should not be some kind of prank, so she reached out and held Xia Yiyi's hand.

"So you're starting to doubt your husband?" Seeing that Xia Yiyi didn't deny it, Yan Qing's expression became serious, "Then have you asked your husband about this?" ”

"No, I don't dare ask, what if he admits it?" Xia Yiyi looked at Yan Qing at a loss, "So I didn't ask him about it, but I tested him, I mentioned many times that I wanted to have children, but he refused, he said that he had no plans to have children for the time being." ”

"Yiyi, what husband and wife are most afraid of is distrust of each other." Yan Qing said earnestly, "You don't ask anything, maybe it's a different situation?" Besides, you said someone called you, who was that person? Why are you talking about this? Could it be for other purposes? ”

"I..." Xia Yiyi was speechless for a while, she didn't think about these problems, but when she saw Lin Muyan's treatment of children, all her doubts felt unimportant, she wanted to know why Lin Muyan didn't want to have children with her? Is it really because she doesn't deserve it?

"I heard you say before that your husband has some money, is he in business?" Yan Qing opened his mouth and asked Xia Yiyi.

Xia Yiyi thought for a while, Lin Muyan should be regarded as doing business, but the business is a bit big. She looked at Yan Qing and nodded, not understanding why Yan Qing asked that.

"It's not absolute, but he should be a very smart and thoughtful person, and if he doesn't like you, will he marry you? Will it do so much for you? Yan Qing asked Xia Yiyi in a soft voice, seeing that Xia Yiyi didn't speak, she just smiled and said, "Don't think nonsense, maybe your husband wants to fight for his career more now, or he wants to spend a few years with you in a two-person world, so he is not in a hurry to have a child, you are still young, and it is not too late to become a mother in two years, I think the important thing for you now is to take care of your body, so that you can conceive a healthy baby!" ”

Yan Qing's explanation made the haze that Xia Yiyi suppressed in her heart dissipate a lot, and the expression on her face was not as depressed as just now, and she forced a smile.

"Maybe it's really me thinking too much, my husband also said before that my health is too poor, let me take care of my body." Xia Yiyi showed a faint smile, she had been taking Chinese medicine before, until she went abroad for a vacation, she really couldn't bear the pain of Chinese medicine.

Yan Qing smiled softly, "It's good that you can figure it out, you can talk to me about anything in the future, although I may not be able to help you, but at least I won't be cranky to find someone to talk to." ”

Xia Yiyi nodded, the expression on her face was a little relieved, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”

"Silly boy." Yan Qing smiled dotingly, and didn't say anything more, but sat under the big tree with Xia Yiyi for a long time before going back.

Yan Qing thought that what he said at noon would make Xia Yiyi figure it out, but he didn't expect Xia Yiyi to say that he wanted to stay overnight in the evening, and Yan Qing was a little surprised

。

"I want to separate for a while to calm down." Xia Yiyi said calmly, some things cannot be explained clearly by others in a few words. Especially the problem of children. Although Xia Yiyi no longer doubts Lin Muyan's feelings for her, she still doesn't know if she has lost her child.

Yanqing looked at Xia Yiyi, she was a person who had come over, and she understood that some words were best thought out by the parties themselves, she nodded, "The door here is always open for you, but will your husband agree to let you stay here?" ”

Both of them still clearly remembered that Lin Muyan came to pick up Xia Yiyi home late at night.

"I'll talk to him." Xia Yiyi opened her mouth faintly, but she was not completely sure in her heart, after all, Lin Muyan's character didn't like others to resist him.

"If your husband is okay, I don't have an opinion either." Yan Qing patted Xia Yiyi on the shoulder, and then walked out of the room.