Chapter 9 Shame on oneself

After that, I entered a strange circle, every night I looked for all kinds of books with great hope, and returned after dawn, and during the day I and Mo Ran watched the mother's increasingly tired body, and tacitly did not break it, pretending that everything was the same.

In this way, we searched for a whole year, and we didn't get anything. I asked myself countless times, is there really a book that can cure the disease of my mother? Is it useful for us to do this? When Mo Dye brought me to the library pavilion, it was undoubtedly a road and a light for me. I thought I finally had a way to save my mother. But after all this effort, we still can't do anything. I feel that the light in my heart has become so dark and dark, and I feel that it is useless for us to do so much!

Thinking of this, I put down the book. Sitting on the ground, with a decadent face. I asked Mo Ran, "Brother, is there really a way to make the concubine better?" "I feel like I'm on the verge of a breakdown, like I'm walking a night road. It was pitch black, and no matter how hard I tried, there was no light coming in.

I thought that when I saw me like this, Modye would encourage me and tell me that I would definitely be able to save my mother. But I heard him say

"I don't know, but even if there is a million possibility, I want to give it a try, I want to take my mother and you to see the grassland outside." The expression on Mozen's face was very serious when he said this, but the movements of his hands never stopped.

I looked up to see a shadow cast over his long eyelashes, and for some reason, tears ran down my cheeks. I have to admit that I am nowhere near as hard as I can do with ink. In the past year, we have completed six layers, and Mo Dye has found four layers by himself, and he has an unusual intelligence. And 100 percent effort.

Actually, I'm glad that when I thought I had nothing, ink dyed was still with me.

"Okay, I'll go with your mother and you to see the grassland." I stood up and wiped tears from my eyes. I feel a little more strength in my body. Yes, as long as there is hope. We shouldn't give up on ourselves in advance, we should work hard.

In fact, in the past few years that I have not accompanied him to look for him, he should have faced the same mood as me countless times alone, coming with hope and returning disappointed. But I'm still trying to find it. I realized that it was the first time in a long time that I had known ink dyeing. Or for the first time, I knew that there was a tenacious spirit in Mozen. And that's something I'm far from reaching.

The harder I work, the faster time passes, and I just want to hurry, a little faster. Only in this way will the hope of saving the mother concubine become bigger and bigger!

Time flies, it's dawning again, and I seem to be used to some of these overdrafts.

Because on the way back, I had some communication with the ink dye,

Actually, that's what I've always wanted to ask about ink dyeing but didn't ask

"Brother, how did you know about your mother's illness?"

"Because I saw Sister Gardenia sneak in Imperial Doctor Zhang through the back door." Ink Dye looked up at the sky and stretched.

Imperial Physician Zhang is the most powerful imperial physician in the Imperial Hospital, and no one can match him. When Concubine Jin gave birth to the third prince, because the carcass of the third prince was too large, she held it in Concubine Jin's belly for a long time before she came out. And the newborn third prince turned bruised all over his body, only some faint breathing, and no sound at all. When everyone thought that the three princes would not survive tonight, I didn't know who it was, so they invited Imperial Doctor Zhang, and Imperial Doctor Zhang went down with a few injections, and the third prince cried out, and the bruises on his body began to fade. The emperor was overjoyed, and specially asked the personal eunuch to send Imperial Doctor Zhang back, and the next day he sent the four big characters "Hua Tuo is alive", for the imperial doctor in the palace. That should be the supreme glory.

"The mother concubine is usually in poor health, even if it is a little bad. I don't want to ask for a doctor. And this time, I invited Imperial Doctor Zhang, so I knew that my mother's illness was definitely not simple. So I stood outside the house and heard him say that the mother concubine had been worried for many years, and had already become the root of the disease, and this time the cane punishment led to the disease. If the situation is optimistic, you can live for ten years, otherwise two or three years are possible. Mo Ran continued, but his originally bright eyes showed a little sadness.

"I see." Sure enough, I paid too little attention to my mother. I didn't even know that my mother had hired a doctor. I didn't pay enough attention to find that the concubine usually didn't like to ask for a doctor, but I always felt that the concubine was in good health.

In the face of ink dyeing, I am a little ashamed.