063 Love or not love her

"Pan Yueyao, you ...... What are you doing? "What a crazy woman she is, You Lan knows very well in her heart, there are many people who are paranoid when facing love, so that I can't get it, and others can't think of it.

You Lan thought that she was holding the dagger to stab herself, so she reflexively took two steps back, and the dagger in Pan Yueyao's hand did not stab her, but aimed at her heart and stabbed it hard.

"Ah......" You Lan screamed in shock, and the blood stains on Pan Yueyao's chest quickly dyed her clothes red, and she slowly fell down.

"Pan Yueyao, Pan Yueyao?" You Lan knelt on the ground, the blood on her face faded, she held Pan Yueyao in her arms, she never thought that Pan Yueyao would hurt herself like this!

"What if...... I lost him completely, and I lived to ...... It doesn't make any sense anymore. Past...... I...... I'm sorry...... You, you'll be ...... Love him well, promise me! ”

Pan Yueyao held on to her last strength, reached out and grabbed You Lan's collar, and then her hand fell down, and she passed out in her arms.

You Lan hurriedly dialed 120, and the doctor who came down from the ambulance gave first aid to Pan Yueyao, and pushed into the operating room after ten minutes, the red light turned on, and You Lan paced anxiously.

Qin Fenghua rushed in from the outside and was about to break into the operating room, You Lan hugged him tightly behind him, "Fenghua, don't be so excited, the doctor is rescuing, she will definitely be fine!" ”

"I didn't expect her to be like this, I didn't know she would be like this!" Qin Fenghua punched the snow-white wall, his fingers were immediately stained with blood, and he regretted that he shouldn't have said those cruel words.

His mind went blank, and then the tunnel of time opened, as if he had traveled back a long, long time.

In the spring when the warbler flew early, he and Pan Yueyao chased on the lawn of the park, she was always afraid that she would not be able to catch up with him, her crisp voice was raised, and she kept shouting, "Brother Fenghua, Brother Fenghua......"

He would slow down his pace, deliberately letting her catch up, and then the two of them would hold hands and run towards the green clearing in the distance.

When she was a little older, she would run in front of him and ask him childishly, "Brother Fenghua, when you grow up, will you marry me as a wife?" ”

"Good!" He's crisp and crisp.

"Then let's pull the hook, and the hook will not change for a hundred years." Pan Yueyao, who was less than ten years old, smiled and leaned back.

Later, they went to middle school, and they were in the period of youth and ignorance.

"Brother Fenghua, why have you been avoiding me lately, Auntie also said that you should care more about my studies, you always ignore me, how can you help me?"

She jumped out of her private car and stopped his bike with her arms outstretched.

"Sister Yue Yao, I'm not a teacher, do you have a problem! You can ask the teacher! ”

He frowned perfunctorily, looking like he was afraid of it.

"Where did I offend you, you always avoid me? What exactly am I doing wrong? If you don't say it, believe it or not, I'll block you at the gate every day! ”

Pan Yueyao pinched her thin waist with both hands, looking like she was digging into the roots.

"Alright! If you have to ask clearly, I'll explain it, don't go around telling others that you are my daughter-in-law, how can you take those jokes you said when you were a child, are you ashamed? ”

Qin Fenghua said as he spoke, his face turned red, he was a small squad leader, how could he have such a bad influence!

"What's a joke or not, the two of us have hooked up, Brother Fenghua, you don't want to deny it!" Pan Yueyao had tears in her eyes, and she ran away angrily.

On his eighteenth birthday.

She nodded her toes and imprinted a sweet kiss on his face, the feeling of happiness rippled out as quickly as honey, and she decided not to call him brother anymore, "Qin Fenghua, I love you!" ”

"Sister Yue Yao, don't mess around?" He knows that there is no way to avoid it, this girl has liked to stick to him since she was a child, maybe she won't be so clingy when she gets a boyfriend in the future.

"Qin Fenghua, I've been waiting for this day for a long time, I'm eighteen years old, and I'm an adult. Don't treat me as a child in the future, it's okay if you don't accept me, but please respect my feelings. ”

Pan Yueyao shouted loudly in a serious manner, and the man shook his head a little helplessly.

Later, Qin Fenghua and You Lan were together.

"Are you serious with her?"

"Of course, you have to be serious when you talk about feelings. You're not too young, hurry up and find me a brother-in-law. ”

"Qin Fenghua, if you dare to be with her, I will go to become a nun."

"Go all the way, Mrs. Shi!"

"You ......"

Qin Fenghua was found to be infected with scrub typhus and decided to break up with You Lan and go to Heaven Bar.

"You really love her so much, pretending to betray her for her good? Let her hate you for the rest of your life? "Women are very beautiful in makeup, and they have never been so beautiful in so many years.

"As long as she can forget about me!" Qin Fenghua's voice was soaked in unspeakable pain, he couldn't drag You Lan down, not at all.

"I P some photos and just passed them on to her. I guess your girlfriend will be here soon. She handed him the photos on her phone, all of which were wonderful "red fight" pictures, and moved the faces of the two of them over.

Qin Fenghua's face turned red after just one glance, and his eyes turned away, "I told you everything, these are not necessary!" ”

"It's necessary for her to die. What are you blushing, you've been with her for so long, is it possible that you're still guarding me like a jade? Didn't you come to this world for nothing? ”

Pan Yueyao leaned into his ear and said in a soft and glutinous voice: "If that's the case, why don't I open the meat for you!" ”

"Silly girl, don't talk nonsense! I'm just asking you to act with me. Qin Fenghua picked up the boiled water in front of him and deliberately avoided her intimacy.

On the streets of America, he was terminally ill and fainted under the railing.

"Fenghua, Fenghua, open your eyes and see, it's me! When you wake up, you promised to marry me, and you will not change if you hang yourself on the hook for a hundred years. ”

Qin Fenghua was in a daze, hearing the woman's shout, she kept shaking his shoulder, hoping to wake him up from his dream.

"Sister Yue Yao, I have failed you in this life, I'm sorry!" His eyelids became heavier and heavier, and he thought he was about to fall asleep and leave this world, but he didn't expect to open his eyes and was already lying in the Massachusetts General Hospital.

"Dr. Jenny has just developed a new drug for scrub worm virus, Fenghua, you have been saved."

Pan Yueyao's voice was gentle but firm, she was crying happily, very quietly, silently, just kept shedding tears.

These pictures appeared in Qin Fenghua's mind like a movie, he had been accustomed to her existence since he was a child, whether she was a friend or a "sister", he didn't want to lose her!

He sat down on the bench a little decadently, his fingers in his hair, tugging at him hard. He still didn't know her well enough, and he never really had to face her love, he didn't expect her to be crazy like this.

Six hours later, Pan Yueyao was pushed out of the operating room, and the doctor said that she was out of danger, but the strength of the anesthetic was still gone, and she was still in a coma.

Qin Fenghua looked at her pale face, haggard face, and her heart tightened, she has been a very beautiful girl since she was a child, and she rarely goes out without makeup.

It can be seen that the news that he is going to get married has dealt her such a fatal blow that she has lost the hope of life and the courage to live.

At this moment, he really felt how much loss and pain he had brought her over the years, and his immeasurable emotional debt.

Qin Fenghua accompanied Pan Yueyao in the ward, and You Lan stood quietly outside.

"Fenghua, Fenghua......" The woman on the hospital bed didn't wake up, but was still shouting his name in a daze, her voice was full of worry and fear, as if she wanted to grab something, but she couldn't catch it anyway.

"I'm here, I'm here!" Qin Fenghua hurriedly held her hand, hoping to give her a full sense of security, the woman seemed to feel the familiar warmth, gradually quieted down, and fell back into a dream.

"Yue Yao, I'm sorry!" Qin Fenghua closed his eyes in pain, picked up her hand and put it on his cheek, just outside the operating room just now, he was so afraid that every cell was trembling.

You Lan had been standing outside, watching the scenes that were happening inside, and suddenly made a decision, and when he came out of the ward, she greeted him gently and generously.

"Fenghua, I have already asked the attending doctor just now, but fortunately, she is out of danger of her life when it is delivered in time. Don't worry too much! ”

You Lan reached out and stretched her sleeve, and comforted him in a faint voice!

"Lan'er, Yue Yao's temperament is very strong, and there is nothing she can't get from what she wants since she was a child. Therefore, I always thought that she had to be with me because she had never gotten it and was unwilling. She is used to playing with little tempers and making small temperaments, and I also thought that as she grew older, she would eventually mature! It wasn't until I was in the United States that I faced up to her feelings, but I didn't love her. If you love someone for a long time, it will evolve into a habit, and in the same way, if you don't love someone for a long time, it may also become a habit! ”

He took her by the hand and placed her on the bench, himself sitting quietly beside her.

"Does your hand still hurt?" His crazy behavior just now made her very frightened.

He looked down at the little fuchsia on the back of his hand, and shook his head at her, what is this pain in a manly man.

"A life is long! No one knows who they will fall in love with and who they won't fall in love with! Moreover, whether you love her or not, sometimes even you don't really know yourself! ”

You Lan sighed softly, a little lost and a little relieved: "I think Pan Yueyao is like air to you, when she existed, you never noticed her." If she does have to leave, you'll be suffocated with heartache. If she hadn't been out of danger today, if you had to lose her, would you be sure you could bear the pain? ”

Qin Fenghua lowered his head and was silent, the moment he heard the news, the pain in his heart could not be concealed, and he even began to confuse his feelings for Pan Yueyao.

"But Lan'er, we have gone through so much to have a chance to be together, and the person I don't want to lose is you!"

He raised his eyes and looked at her quietly, his eyes full of firmness and determination.

"But I won't love you more than my own life, but Pan Yueyao will! Everyone is born a semicircle, and life will be complete when they find another semicircle. ”

You Lan smiled and withdrew the diamond ring in her hand and pressed it into Qin Fenghua's palm......