"It's a question ......that people can't answer," Chen Wei said, "because even I don't know how to live in this city for so long!" Do the math, sixteen years! Before I knew it, it passed, and I didn't feel how fast, but sometimes it felt like a long time, but when I am now thirty-five years old, and then look back and think about the previous sixteen years, I really feel that it is just a snap of a finger! ”

Li Ying smiled faintly, "Actually, I'm the same...... I've also lived in H City for more than 10 years, and sometimes I feel like time is fast, and sometimes I feel like time is slow! But one of the strange things is that I never think of it as my hometown, and sometimes, I don't like it! ”

"No......" Chen Wei shook his head, "You're wrong!" It's not that you don't like it, maybe you are, like it too much! Because dislike itself is a kind of emotion, for example, I am in Hong Kong, there is no so-called like and dislike, I only think, it has brought me despair, but it has also given me hope, I have come to this day step by step, every step I have experienced has been witnessed by it, but such despair and hope, is just my own life experience, maybe I go to other cities, I will have other opportunities, that city will also bring you despair and opportunities, so ......"

Chen Wei shrugged his shoulders, "So I think this probably has nothing to do with the city, it just depends on how you work hard to live and struggle in a city, of course, if you are talented, I can understand that you don't like it there, just because of the people there, a certain person!" ”

Li Yingxiao, "It's not that complicated, me and him were doomed to be impossible ten years ago, the main thing is that I'm too stupid, and I've been stupid for ten years!" ”

"Since you know that you are stupid, then sober up early, now, it's not too late!"

"Really?"

"I said, I can help you!" Chen Wei lit a cigarette, took a deep breath, and spoke.

"But, what you want, I can't give back!"

"Haha!" Chen Wei suddenly smiled, "Then tell me, what do I want?" ”

"**Love! You are thirty-five years old, you haven't found the girl you like, you should have a beautiful fantasy in your heart, what you need is a woman you like, and she also likes you! So, I can't reciprocate! ”

"Huh!" Chen Wei sneered, and he said, "You know Liying, although you are still young, I have always thought that you are much more mature than your peers, but today, you really disappointed me!" ”

“…… I'm sorry! ”

"You don't have to say sorry to me, you didn't say sorry to me, what you're really sorry for is yourself!"

“……”

"Liying, to tell you the truth, you can not accept me, but you really don't have to hang a heart on Wei Huan's body anymore, because there is no point at all!"

"You know what? Before I was thirty years old, I always thought that what I liked, **, was my girlfriend when I was in Fujian, so later she got married and had children, I was really sad and sad, but even so, I still couldn't bear to blame her, and even when her husband's business was in trouble, I secretly funded her! ”

"I thought,This is also a kind of **,I thought,As long as she is happy,I will also feel happy,I thought,I'm really about to become a love saint! But on the day of my thirtieth birthday, I looked back on my previous thirty years of life, and suddenly I felt that I was actually no longer **her, the reason why I insisted on it for so long was because I had been obsessed with the feeling that I was excited for her at the beginning, and I ** was only that feeling, not her! ”

Chen Wei said, "Liying, I didn't understand this truth until I was thirty years old, I don't want you to be like me, I have to wait until you are thirty years old!" ”

"And what about me?" Li Ying asked rhetorically, "How do you feel about me?" You simply think I'm similar to you, very similar, so I sympathize with each other, so do you like me? ”

"Of course not!" Chen Wei said, "First of all, when I met you, I didn't know who you were, nor did I know your background, but I have to admit that I have a special feeling for you, which you can understand as love at first sight, or it is very much to my liking!" ”

"What does it feel like? For example, if you seriously reject me, I think I will not feel heartache, I will not feel that I will never be able to live again, and I will not feel that the sun will never rise tomorrow! Because after all, I am a person who has experienced it, and the memory between me and you is only more than two weeks in Hong Kong, how strong is it? How enthusiastic? I can't talk about it! ”

"But you don't feel it at all, and it's not. It just feels very light, very thin, and a little bit uncomfortable, which will make me smoke a few more cigarettes and drink a few more sips, probably! To sum up, it is a little stronger than that between friends, and a little weaker than that between lovers! ”

"But Liying, if you can, I still hope you can accept me, I am now, I really don't ** you, but, I really want to ** you, before you give me this opportunity, I don't dare, to completely open my heart to you, what reason, I believe you understand!"

"......" Liying bit her lip and couldn't say a word, but she felt a little sad inexplicably, and she couldn't express her unexplained emotions.

Do you empathize? Maybe!

"In front of the sign, stop!" After a while, Li Ying suddenly said.

Chen Wei didn't think about anything, the car quickly drove to the reminder board, and then stopped!

Chen Wei looked out of the car window, a little surprised, this is actually the door of a resort hotel, what is Liying going to do? Looking for someone here?

"The parking space here can only be parked for a maximum of one hour, but they have an underground garage, you can park first!" After a pause, Li Ying said again, "I'll wait for you!" ”

Chen Wei still didn't react, and Li Ying had already pulled the car door and got out of the car and walked in the direction of the resort hotel!

"......" seemed to be instantaneous, Chen Wei understood something, the position of his chest, began to beat violently!

……

Li Ying heard the sound of the car engine behind her, and let out a long breath!

Just an hour before she decided to go out, she had a phone call with Li Weihuan!

"Are you there?"

"Something?"

"Well, forget it!"

"Say it!"

“…… Wei Huan, I want to ask you, are you ** Yimu? ”

"No**!" There was silence for a moment, "...... However, I'll slowly get myself ** on her! ”

“…… Oh! Li Ying tugged at the corners of her lips, "Then I wish you happiness!" ”

“…… Thank you! ”

Then he left the screen quietly and hung up the phone!

When I close my eyes, what I can't get rid of in my mind is the shy appearance of the little box in Imuna!

I know that I shouldn't care, after all, people are husband and wife, and it's normal for something to happen, but I still care uncontrollably in my heart, and I care about it very much!

What kind of intimacy is it that you need to let Yimu buy to avoid pregnancy and condom and don't care?

She didn't know, but what she did know was that such a move shattered her decade-long obsession, and it was in an instant!

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