627. Diary

Ma Yuemei's diary was written from the day she thought her daughter was no longer alive, and then she fell seriously ill and came back from the hospital, until the day before she left.

Sanni saw Zhao Xiaoling flipping through the diary excitedly, and asked curiously, "Sister, what is this?"

"This is a diary left by my mother."

Sanni is also a five-year-old elementary school student, and of course she knows how important the diary left by her sister's mother is to her.

"Sister, your mother still has the habit of writing a diary, you haven't seen her, so you can find out what she is thinking and doing through her diary."

Zhao Xiaoling said: "Yes! She has a diary, I know what she's thinking and doing, Sanni, go to sleep! ”

"Sister, aren't you still sleeping?"

"I don't sleep, I'll finish reading this diary tonight."

"Sister, look at it slowly! This diary is so thick that you can't finish reading it all at once, don't you want to sleep all night? ”

"I want to know right away what happened to my mom before she died."

Sanni has never seen her sister so serious, yes! Reading her mother's diary is like talking to her mother who she has never met, which is why she can't wait so much.

Sanni could only obediently obey, obediently got into the quilt, and closed her eyes.

Zhao Xiaoling turned off the lights and walked out of the room.

She went to the guest room and sat down at her desk to read her mother's diary.

At the beginning, the diary was full of Ma Yuemei's grief and self-blame for the loss of her daughter.

Later, because she didn't think about eating and drinking, she couldn't sleep at night, her body was very weak, and she was often sick.

Because Jiang Xiaodong was busy with work and couldn't take care of Ma Yuemei and the children, Liu Lihong volunteered to take care of Ma Yuemei and Jiang Guo.

Liu Lihong's arrival made Ma Yuemei very grateful to her, not only in life, but also psychologically, there was someone to talk to, Ma Yuemei felt that life didn't seem to be so bitter.

Later, Liu Lihong also proposed to take her daughter to the Jiang family to be Ma Yuemei's adopted daughter, giving her a little comfort, saying that this might be conducive to her physical recovery.

Ma Yuemei is grateful to Liu Lihong, and her dependence on her is getting deeper and deeper, and she believes her words.

Ma Yuemei looked at the child and felt better, and sometimes, she often regarded the child as her own child.

But Liu Lihong often told her that this was not her child, her child had long since left, and asked her not to escape from reality, but to face reality bravely.

But she was in pain, and she preferred to numb herself and take this little soft, milky child as her own.

She begged Liu Lihong to stop telling her that the child was not her daughter.

Liu Lihong said that she has depression, and people with depression can't always live in fantasy, but in reality.

But Ma Yuemei said that the reality is too cruel, too worrying, and too painful, so she doesn't want to live in reality.

But Liu Lihong, in line with the attitude of being responsible for her, told her to face the reality, so that her depression could get better, and her body would not be so weak.

Liu Lihong's care and love, but Ma Yuemei felt more and more painful, once she said to Liu Lihong, she felt that living like this, it was really too painful, all the time in pain and unable to extricate herself, if one day went, she would feel a relief.