149 Missing is a disease

Zhong Ting.

Autumn is the season full of melancholy, in this area of 1,000 acres of independent villas, ginkgo biloba paved with wide streets, yellow leaves like gold.

This area has a great location, every building has a sea view, two or three storey houses are not connected to each other, and the architectural styles of more than 20 countries are concentrated.

A young girl in a white sweater holds a camera and takes a picture of the man on the steps in a daze.

She wondered what made his brow glow with a sorrow as gorgeous as autumn.

Zhang Xiao came to Zhong Ting's side and sat side by side with him, "Mr. Zhong, why are you sitting here in a daze?" ”

He said lightly, "My wife also sat in the seat you sit, and she was just a child at that time." ”

Zhang Xiao pursed her lips, "You're wrong, it's not your wife but your ex-wife, you're already divorced." ”

He smiled wryly, "yes, we're divorced, divorced......"

As he spoke, he stood up, threw the key to her, and commanded in a low voice, "Let someone come and clean this house, I finally bought it back." ”

Missing is a pain that breathes, it's not a lyric, it's a fact.

Li Qiusi, every time she reads this name, it causes spasms all over his body, and his hands and feet are cold, she is the eternal song of Bach's Mass in B minor.

She's so pretty!

This is her first impression of him, and it is also the most intuitive impression that a woman gives to a man.

The standard goose egg face, the corners of the eyes are slightly upturned, naturally charming, and there is a tear mole at the corner of the eye, which adds to the style.

Her hair is like a waterfall, which makes people feel the urge to caress it.

If it weren't for the fact that there was someone living in his heart, he thought he would take the initiative to pursue her.

At that time, he was a biology lecturer in elementary school, and when he walked past her, he remembered her name at a glance, Li Qiusi.

He never thought that this girl would become his wife.

At the end of the welcome party, she appeared in front of him with a ponytail, and her eighteen or nineteen-year-old face shone brightly, which made his heart move.

But at the thought of the shadow in his heart, he stopped the thought, and walked away indifferently in the face of her wide, expectant fluttering eyes.

Later, she signed up for the school basketball cheerleading team, and everyone could see that she was coming at him, but he pretended not to know.

In the second semester of his sophomore year, he completed his undergraduate credits, made an exception to the graduate school, turned all his energy to his studies, and quit the basketball team and the school band, thinking that he would never see her again, but he always met her inadvertently in the biology building.

Senior sister Yunhui didn't know when to befriend her, and she fought hotly all day long.

Yun Hui nodded at him more than once, "Senior brother, your super fan sister is here, why didn't you say it, so you invited someone to eat a popsicle." ”

He had this idea in his heart, but he didn't take action, and all he always gave her was polite detachment.

Before graduating from the doctorate, he was taken by Li Bainian, who asked him to enter the laboratory by name, and gave him a lot of autonomy, he could do it freely.

His young passion, drive, and strength made him quickly become the chief researcher, and he was favored by Li Bainian, who asked him, "Would you like to marry my granddaughter?" ”

Thinking of the burden on his body, he immediately realized that this was an opportunity and agreed. Unexpectedly, the person he was going to marry would be her.

The wedding day was very lively, although he didn't talk much, but his popularity was also good, almost all his classmates and teachers arrived, and Yunhui was a bridesmaid.

Someone coaxed, "The bridegroom will carry his bride into the house." ”

He drank a little too much that day, and unexpectedly picked her up, causing her to let out a scream, "Zhong Ting, what are you doing!" ”

"The newlywed husband is going to carry the bride into the house," he said with a smile, "don't you know? ”

He carried her up the stairs one by one, and he didn't feel tired.

Her face was crimson, but she could see that she was full of joy, and she beat his chest, "You put me down quickly, as far as the customs of Nandu are concerned, you can just step over the foyer." ”

He smiled and let her down, her hands still hanging on his arm when her feet touched the ground, and then kissed him on her own initiative, standing on tiptoe and kissing only her chin.

A feeling swelled up in his heart that he had never felt before, a feeling of returning home after a long journey.

It was night, the hour hand was walking quietly, she was wearing a black silk dress, lying on the bed nervous like a cooked kiwei shrimp, her whole body covered with pink.

In fact, he was also very nervous, because he had no experience, both of them were the first time, and he could only cross the river by feeling the stones, and he rarely even watched educational films before this.

I don't know how she got in in the end, but he heard her low gasp, and he knew that he must have hurt her.

But she didn't seem to mind at all, and said a lot of things, probably the girl's confession, which gave him a lot of encouragement, and in the end he was self-taught and did it in one go.

She was young and shy, but very submissive, he almost forgot the person in his heart, and kept asking for it, if it weren't for her first career, he would have wanted more.

When he woke up the next day, he felt that he was so confused, he shouldn't betray his heart, he wanted to guard the pure land in his heart, so he became the most restrained husband, and he would rather go to the bathroom than go near her.

Early in the morning, he was sitting on the sofa reading the newspaper, she put her arms around his neck from behind, and her voice was so sweet that she was greasy, "Husband, where do you say we are going for our honeymoon?" Is Palau good, I heard that it is completely pure land, with the cleanest beach and water, you can dive underwater to see corals and tropical fish, or Jiangnan water towns can also be, Wuzhen is good? ”

He gently took her hand away, "I have a project in hand that is a critical period and cannot go." We'll find time later. ”

She was obviously lost, but she still smiled and kissed him on the face, "My husband is a career-oriented man, I support it!" ”

After living in Green Garden for two months, she said to him, "Husband, let's live in another place." ”

He asked, "Why, do you think it's small?" ”

She immediately explained, "No, no, it's too far away from the company, and I feel distressed to see you get up so early every day." ”

She held his arm, her eyes blinking, like two black butterflies flapping their wings, which made his heart flutter for a while, and there was an urge to overwhelm her, but he couldn't help it when he thought of his favorite.

She was sometimes quite bold, walking in front of him in sexy clothes, and the snow-white skin with a seductive look was testing his self-control and bottom line, and he resisted it all, only keeping the most polite and courteous frequency with her.

He reassured himself that lust was emptiness, and that he was seduced by her only because she had the primal advantages of a woman.

He forgot that she was his wife, and he actually had the right to do whatever he wanted.

Before moving to a new house, she took him to the home store, and when she saw something she liked, she beckoned to him, regardless of others, "Husband, husband, come here, look at this, how about putting it on the door cabinet, and this, put it in the bedroom......"

He remembered that when he was a child, his grandfather's house was full of all kinds of ornaments, from the Yuan Dynasty to the Republic of China.

Later, my grandfather went, and all the things were donated to the local museum, and only some calligraphy and paintings were left and were taken away during the liquidation.

If it weren't for the change in his family, he would not have been able to feel inferior in front of this rich daughter, feeling that everything was someone else's charity, and he could only find the balance of existence by working very hard.

He knew that she had been doing everything she could to preserve his self-esteem.

married her and became the chairman's fast son-in-law, he knows how many rumors he has.

It was she who gave the order behind her back, and if she heard anyone say "Phoenix Man" again, she would immediately roll up.

It's false to say that he is not moved, he understands her heart, but he can't do anything else except be doubly good to her, and he can't give her heart.

Career success is the best nutrition for men, social favor is the best nourishment for men, and fame and fortune are simply the source of men's vitality.

He was young and famous, and there were more and more women who took the initiative to approach him, and he never looked at anyone directly, even his knotted wife, he could restrain himself, how could others get into it.

It was also an accident that I met Leng Lu.

It was on the plane, and she accidentally spilled a drink on him, knowing that his suit was hundreds of thousands of panicked.

He had a good temper and didn't care, she had to take it to him for dry cleaning, and she couldn't refuse.

Later, she sent the clothes to the hotel, and brought him some home-cooked food from Qingshi, and the two of them chatted naturally, and this conversation found that she was the person who lived in his heart, and no words could describe the throbbing.

It's a pity that he is married, and he can't do anything to be sorry for his wife, and only maintains a spiritual communication with her.

Later, because of a glass of wine, he broke through the bottom line and became a sinner completely, and she told him that it was her first time and that she was pregnant.

He could only endure the pain and let her be beaten, and since then he has been tormented by his conscience all the time.

Finally in the parking lot, I was bumped into by my wife. She completely lost control, took off her high heels and threw them over.

The heel of the shoe pierced into the arm, and the sharp pain spread to the limbs, and he only cared about protecting Leng Lu, she bit the back of her hand and sat on the ground crying.

He was obviously distressed, but he still ruthlessly left with Leng Lu.

Perhaps from then on, her heart began to move away from him little by little.

Since then, she has completely changed as a person, she used to be cheerful and laughing, and then when she saw him, she was like seeing an enemy, and she never gave him a good face again, and every word was mocked by her.

In his eyes, she exposed the essence of an eldest lady, and began to spy on him frantically, check his mobile phone email, check every piece of clothing, she became neurotic, and dropped things if she didn't agree with her, and what made him even more unbearable was that she was so vicious that she cursed others, and cursed Leng Lu with the most vicious last words, he gave her a slap on the spot, and led Leng Lu away.

Li Qiusi is definitely an open-minded woman, but he can't be embarrassed, after that day, he quietly moved out of their bedroom and separated from her.

It was that night that she cut her wrists, but fortunately Yun Hui found out in time, otherwise the consequences would be unimaginable.

Afterwards, she didn't dare to let her grandfather know, so she washed her face with tears all day long, and she was sad alone for a long time.

Thinking of this now, his heart is like a knife.

How could he do that to her, she was his wife.

What kind of mood has she been in over the years......

I don't know when she started to make trouble anymore, and she didn't go crazy when she saw him and Leng Lu together, she changed back to the gentle appearance she used to be, but there was no brilliance in her eyes, and she never called her husband again.

It was also from that moment on, that he suddenly felt an indescribable sadness in his heart, feeling that something was draining from the depths of his heart.

I realized that my heart was that she came back from attending the class reunion that day, and watched a man send her home, and somehow there was a nameless fire in her heart.

He asked her to recruit people, he admitted, it was one thing to say that it was one thing, and it was another thing to actually see it.

That night, he smoked a pack of cigarettes, but he couldn't get rid of the annoyance.

The next day, he asked people to check the details of the person, it turned out to be her brainless fan, twenty-nine years old has not talked to the object, her WeChat he is always the first to like, perseverance and commendable spirit.

If it goes on like this, I'm afraid that as soon as he gets divorced on the front foot, this person will have to carry a sedan chair to marry her on the back foot.

Think beautifully!

He began to pay close attention to her every move, even forgetting the cold dew that he thought he loved holy.

She became more and more unusual, she traveled very frequently, and she didn't mess around with his phone and computer, but asked him about Leng Lu.

It wasn't until that day that she came to KTV to catch the rape that he faintly felt happy, at least she still cared about him.

She was drunk that day and dragged him into the bathtub in a row, but she didn't have that much strength at all, and he admitted that he did it on purpose.

She pressed against his chest, silent, and he involuntarily hugged her back, trembling and panting like a cow, God knows how much restraint it took to escape.

But he later found an excuse for himself to create a man, and took the initiative to approach her, and found that her kiss was no longer astringent, which shocked him greatly, because it only showed that she had done the same thing as others.

At that moment, he couldn't control his monstrous anger and vented his ownership to her.

It was also after that day that he began to make up for his posture and asked Zhou Zhen to buy a lot of teaching videos. On the one hand, he felt that he was obscene, and on the other hand, he was unwilling to be looked down upon by her......

On the day of the divorce, Xu Chuan came over and took away all the documents, he was never so desperate, and he really tasted what his heart was like a knife.

Seeing the back of her and Tan Yueming leaving, looking at the little sunlight shining through the cracks in the branches, he only felt dizzy, and he couldn't see anything clearly......

After all, he still lost her.

The rest of my life will be spent in my thoughts......