113 go on living
You Lan's breath stagnated, her eyes were still fixed on the inconsequential scenery outside the window, and her voice was cold, "You still know how impossible it is between me and you!" But I promise you, I will naturally do it, he doesn't have Yunzhen Group now, and he doesn't have me and Xing'er, you shouldn't be able to find any reason to hurt him again! ”
"Did you know there's a word for beating up reservoir dogs? If I don't take advantage of the moment to give him a fatal blow, it won't be easy for him to clean up one day. ”
Cheng Hongxin smiled sinisterly, after taking over Yun Zhen, he had already started to put his own people in every important position, but so far the personnel were not so easy to match, and it would not take too long for Yun Zhen to completely belong to him.
"A fatal blow? How are you going to hit him? You promised not to hurt him again, so I fulfilled my promise to stay with you!" Cheng Hongxin, he knows the truth of boiling beans and burning the earth, and he tolerates you everywhere, why do you have to kill them all. ”
You Lan retracted her gaze and stared at the man in front of her in disbelief, she didn't know what he was going to do next, it was this unknown that filled her heart with fear.
"I let you stay by my side to let your heart and people be with me, not just an empty shell."
She cared so much about Cheng Hongming, almost unabashedly, a dark shadow cast under his eyes, and he suddenly grabbed her hand and put it in his palm.
Her fingers were cold, as if they couldn't cover them anyway.
"You should know that all you want to leave behind is an empty shell. Have you ever seen a kidnapper kidnap a hostage, and the hostage still has to fall in love with the kidnapper? ”
You Lan withdrew her hand, and forgot to return the white pearl ring on her ring finger to him just now, and his promise seemed to be still in his ears, like a jewel, cherished and cherished.
"Lan'er, am I a kidnapper in your heart? Do you really want to be cold to me like this all the time? ”
He thought that she would inevitably reject and be indifferent, but in the face of such rejection and indifference, the chill in his heart was even cooler than the air outside.
"You took advantage of the danger of others and threatened me with Xing'er's life at that moment, what is the difference between you and those kidnappers. It's just that they want money, and you want me. Cheng Hongxin, even if you keep me by your side, you are an empty shell, and you will never be able to get my heart. ”
No one will know how much her heart hurts, and what she doesn't want to give up the most is to preserve. Protect him, protect Xing'er, even if he doesn't understand, even if he hates himself.
"Don't say the word forever, a lifetime is so long, no one knows who they will fall in love with until the last moment. We have been in Hangzhou for more than three years, we get along very well and happily, so many beautiful days, you should not forget it! ”
He accompanied Xing'er to babble, he accompanied her through the most irritable days after giving birth, she used to fall asleep on his shoulder in the sofa so tired that even Harazi flowed on his shoulder.
In the past three years, she didn't mention Cheng Hongming at all, at that time he thought that she had forgotten Cheng Hongming a long time ago, so he didn't have too many scruples about Sheng Shi's order, but he didn't expect that she had always hidden him in the bottom of his heart, like a fire that burned at a point, and never went out.
"At that time, I was dependent on you as a sister and a brother, and at that time I didn't know that you could do anything for your ends."
If she had known his mind earlier, and knew that he had done so much behind his back, she wouldn't have believed him so unashamedly. If it weren't for the separation of more than three years, she and Cheng Hongming would not be where they are today.
Cheng Hong wanted to say something more, but the woman was already very tired and leaned against the window, she squinted her eyes and pretended to sleep, and the meaning of alienation and rejection was obvious.
He didn't speak again after all, just looked at her quietly and lonely.
At this moment, he felt unprecedented loneliness, the loneliness of one person is not terrible, what is terrible is the loneliness of two people.
Back at Nanyu Villa, when he got out of the car, he unbuttoned his windbreaker and draped it on her body, she didn't refuse but also ignored his care, and just walked inside.
At dinner, the hired star chef made a large table of dishes, which were full of dishes like those in the ancient harem, and there were more than 20 dishes for the three of them to eat. There are also ordinary dishes in it, such as bright shrimp and sweet and sour short ribs, which she likes every day.
You Lan didn't move his chopsticks much, he only felt that every dish in his mouth was the same as chewing wax, and he could probably see it, and said in a cold voice: "It seems that Master Xu's craftsmanship is not to your taste, since this is the case, we will change people tomorrow, there are seventy-three chefs in Yunzhen Hotel, and we can always find something that Lan'er is satisfied with."
"It's not that the dishes are not up to taste, it's just that the people who accompany the meal are unappetizing."
You Lan put down her chopsticks, and her glamorous side face was indifferent, like an unkind ice beauty. She got up and ordered the new servant, and when Xing'er was full, she would send her upstairs to the bedroom.
After all, Xing'er is still young, and the food is currently feasting, and she is eating well.
Cheng Hongxin touched her little head, and said with some relief: "Eat slowly, don't choke."
"Cousin, these dishes are delicious, and my mother may eat less because of ...... Because she's not too hungry, you don't have to be sad to change chefs. ”
Xing'er rubbed a lot of oil on her mouth, and Cheng Hongxin immediately wiped it off with a paper towel for her, and put some of her favorite ones on the plate.
"Well, if Xing'er likes it, my cousin won't change it." She likes to call him his cousin, and he doesn't correct her, the world of children is very simple, and the complicated relationship between adults should not be put into it.
"Cousin, my mother doesn't like to eat these dishes! Mom's favorite food is small steamed buns, and when we were with my dad before, my dad would make them himself every morning. ”
Xing'er thanked his family for the delicious food, and then reciprocated by telling him the secret.
Cheng Hongxin immediately instructed the servants to buy cage drawers, steamed cloths, stuffing, and kitchenware for mixing stuffing, and soon these were all placed in the kitchen.
You Lan returned to her bedroom, it was pitch black, she didn't turn on the light, just walked to the edge of the bed and sat down with the faint moonlight, and lay on the bed in a big shape, physically and mentally exhausted.
She slowly stretched out her fingers, rubbing the round pearls that protruded, and he had said that there was a blood vessel in her ring finger that went straight to her heart.
A sad smile appeared on her lips, and she took the ring off little by little, her heart ached, and her fingers were cold, so it should be the same!
She didn't sleep well at night, but she woke up very early in the morning, and after getting up and washing, she felt a little thirsty, and the cup upstairs was empty, and she was going to go to the living room to find some water to drink.
The sky in winter was not fully bright, and when she walked down the stairs, she heard a noise in the kitchen downstairs, and she walked over with some curiosity, it was Cheng Hongxin who made xiao longbao for her in the kitchen.
At first glance, his back and figure are very similar to Cheng Hongming, both of whom are relatively tall and thin.
He didn't seem to notice that she was standing behind him, sometimes rolling up his sleeves, sometimes wiping the flour on his forehead, his fingers meticulous.
When breakfast was served, she had eaten more than yesterday, probably because she hadn't eaten all day yesterday, and she was a little hungry.
Xiaolongbao is not as authentic as Liupinju, but she still eats most of the drawers, and the man secretly glances at her with his eyes from time to time, with a shallow smile on the corner of his lips, "It seems that Master Xu's craftsmanship is not as good as mine, I have to consider reducing his salary!" ”
You Lan didn't speak, but she drank half a glass of fresh hot milk with some programming.
Seeing that she was about to get up, he immediately stood up with her and said lightly: "The driver sends Xing'er to school, and I will send you to work!"
"No, it's not on the way!" The two directions of Yunzhen Group and Shengshi Restaurant in Huacheng are indeed very unpleasant.
"Wherever you're going? In my place, all along the way. Cheng Hongxin tilted his head and approached her, and there was a little ambiguity in his warm voice.
You Lan couldn't resist him, and she didn't bother to fight with him, so she sat quietly in the co-pilot, twisted her head in the opposite direction and looked out the window, he leaned over and pulled the seat belt, and carefully helped her fasten it.
"You ate so little yesterday, I'm really afraid you'll continue your hunger strike today!"
From time to time, he sneaked a glance at her, but she still leaned her head against the car window with a blank expression, haggard and helpless.
"No matter how sad the life is, I have to live, no matter how boring life is, I have a star, and I will not engage in a suicide hunger strike."
She squinted at him, a hint of mockery and indifference.
A faint smile appeared on his lips, his gaze stayed in front of him, and he secretly thought in his heart: "Lan'er, I'm not afraid that you will be indifferent to me, but I am afraid that I won't even have the opportunity to be indifferent!"
When Cheng Hongxin drove back to Yunzhen Group, it was already past the normal time to go to work, he took the president's elevator, and soon reached the top floor, ready to open the door of the president's office, but found that the lock inside had been opened.
Cheng Hongxin's hand was stunned, Wen Yu would never open the door without him coming.
Frowning and pushing the door in, the sunlight outside shining on the leather chair in front of the desk, someone sitting with his back to him.
"You're just a shareholder now, Yun Zhen doesn't have any place for you anymore, are you embarrassed to sit in? How did you get in? ”
Cheng Hongxin had already judged who he was just by looking at the back, because he was too familiar or because he was afraid, he would occasionally see such a scene in his dreams.
"Is it up to you to say whether Yun Zhen has my place or not? I have given you everything I can give you in my hand, have you heard a saying that greed is not enough to swallow elephants, and the world is full of mantis and cicadas. I've given you everything you can, and you've robbed you of what I can't give you......"