Chapter 481: Is It Worth It?
When the manor was upgraded and everyone in the manor was busy collecting people, Li Fan, a classmate not far from Zhuang, also ended his impulsive participation in the filming of the show, returned to Xucheng from Jiahu, cleaned up his mood, and prepared to continue his boring and boring life.
Once, Li Fan was quite satisfied with his work and life.
Among his classmates, his job is not the best, but he is stable and has a high social status.
He has a small amount of assets in his family, which can help him make a down payment and buy a house in the city.
Moreover, he also has a very beautiful girlfriend, and his girlfriend is still a star that everyone envies.
This is already considered a cash charge, and it is a winner in life.
Until one day, he suddenly found that his life was not as glamorous as he thought it would be, and he couldn't even keep his girlfriend who had been in love for several years.
Fortunately, he also has a group of brothers who have survived the trough period and can help him survive the trough.
The only thing that makes him unhappy is that this brother is a real winner in life, and he is really angry compared to others.
And in this fateful brother, he probably got into the water in his head and entered the program group on impulse.
When he reacted, it was too late to regret it, so he could only catch the ducks on the shelves and go all the way with the program team.
It was probably the craziest, most irrational, and most impulsive decision he had ever made in his life.
Sure enough, falling out of love can make a man break down.
Sitting silently on the sofa for a while, Li Fan began to tidy up his residence.
This house was rented by Li Fan, a prosperous area, with three bedrooms and two living rooms, and the rent was more than 10,000 yuan a month, mainly to meet Li Xiaopei's needs. Li Fan's salary is almost all involved.
Now that they have broken up, there is an indescribable desolation in an empty room alone.
Li Fan sat on the sofa and wanted to lie down and rest for a while, but found a long hair on the back of the sofa.
At that moment, he was so uncomfortable that he almost wanted to cry.
Sure enough, missing is like a slap, and coldness is a slap.
is obviously such a person who is not worth cherishing, why do you still think about it, and you still have to think about it?
Lying silently on the sofa for a while, the familiar fragrance always kept drilling into his nose, he could no longer sit still, a carp straightened, jumped up, and began to clean.
put away her clothes and used items one by one, and then took a vacuum cleaner to suck the ground carefully, and threw every hair into the garbage bag.
After cleaning everything up, he opened the window to let the fresh air in, and took a deep breath of air.
Today is a fresh start!
He shook his head suddenly, turned his head, saw the item in the bag, and suddenly became sentimental again.
After several years of relationship, why can't it compete with reality?
Why?
Li Fan sat on the sofa again and lit a cigarette.
I took a sip and suddenly coughed violently.
Suddenly remembered that when I was in college, I seemed to have quit smoking, and Pepe said that she didn't like the smell of smoke.
If you don't clean up the room, you won't be able to find any cigarettes at home.
And now, he just took a sip, and his face was full of snot and tears, and he didn't know where he choked.
Throwing away the cigarette in his hand, Li Fan leaned back on the sofa again, looked up at the ceiling, and his heart was in a mess.
At that moment, his cell phone rang suddenly.
He turned his head and saw that it was "daughter-in-law".
Yes, not long ago, he had changed Li Xiaopei's name to daughter-in-law, because he felt that the two of them might go all the way, get married, have children, and stay together for a lifetime.
The phone stopped ringing, and after a while, it rang again.
When the phone rang again, he answered: "Hey? ”
"It's me, I want to go back and get my stuff."
Li Fan tilted his head to look at the bag thrown at the door and said, "Where are you?" I'll send it to you. ”
"......" was silent for a moment, and said, "Then see you in the old place." ”
Not far from Xucheng TV, in a small restaurant, Li Fan saw Li Xiaopei again.
It was already evening, and she was still wearing big sunglasses and sitting in the corner with her back to the door.
After seeing him, she took off her sunglasses and looked at Li Fan.
"Li Fan, here."
Li Fan walked across from her, and just as she wanted to say something, the waiter had already walked over and said with a smile: "I haven't seen you for a long time, what are you going to eat today?" Is it still the same? ”
Li Fan didn't know what to say, so he and Li Xiaopei glanced at it silently, and finally sighed and sat down.
In order to maintain his figure, Li Xiaopei's recipe is very narrow, and every time he changes back and forth between the few dishes that are bland and tasteless, Li Fan himself will order a meat dish, and young people are not happy without meat.
I don't know if it's because I'm used to eating the food in the manor in the past few days, or because I'm in a bad mood, Li Fan feels that the food here is bland and tasteless.
Li Xiaopei also seemed to be a little overwhelmed.
Li Fan didn't even know what to say, he had seen Li Xiaopei's decisive departure, and he had seen Li Xiaopei change his mind, but whether he left or came back, it was not because he loved him, but because he had more opportunities, because he had a very awesome classmate.
Is this still the same Li Xiaopei who discussed his dreams and the future with him?
When did strangeness become like this?
"Is it worth it?" After being silent for more than ten minutes, Li Fan suddenly asked.
"What's worth it?"
"Is it worth everything and sacrifice everything in order to be famous?" Li Fan was suddenly a little excited, he still loved Li Xiaopei, he loved the Li Xiaopei a few years ago, although he knew that it was impossible, but he still wanted to redeem something.
"It's worth it." Li Xiaopei's answer was very crisp.
Looking at Li Fan's expression, Li Xiaopei shook his head and said, "You don't understand...... How can someone like you understand? ”
Li Fan shook his head, he didn't understand, but he didn't want to understand, he only knew that even if he put everything in the world in front of him, there were some things he would not give up.
"Money, power, status, fame...... There are always things in this world that cannot be separated. For me, fame is everything, once you've tasted fame, you can't live without it, and you can give ......everything to stay popular," says Lee.
This is probably the first time in the past two years that Li Xiaopei has spoken to Li Xiang.
After breaking up, they can make heart-to-heart friends, which can't be more ironic.
"We are destined to be different people, and there are some things that you won't understand." Seeing that Li Fan was still shaking his head, Li Xiaopei said.
At this moment, two girls suddenly walked over, and then suddenly fell back and secretly raised their mobile phones, wanting to take pictures.
"Look." Li Xiaopei said to Li Fan, "This is the charm of fame, there are people who seek you everywhere." ”
She sat up straight, smiled and turned her head in the direction of the two girls, and let the two girls click a few photos.
When the two girls finished taking photos, the two wanted to leave but were reluctant to go, so they pulled each other's hands and walked over.
"Excuse me......"