023 Breakup Truth

"You say...... Who's going to die? You Lan felt her head "buzz" loudly, if she heard correctly, the name that Pan Yueyao said just now was Qin Fenghua.

"Do you still care about him? Or...... Did you really love him? He proposed to break up, and you want to give up on him without even asking the reason? Do you have a long heart? ”

Pan Yueyao's eyes were soaked with tears, she stretched out her finger and poked at You Lan's chest like a knife, and You Lan's heart twisted fiercely.

Wan Ruyi said that she didn't have much love for Qin Fenghua, and Pan Yueyao also angrily scolded her for not being in Qin Fenghua.

Indeed, when he was with Qin Fenghua, he always kept paying attention to her feelings.

Qin Fenghua proposed to her at the airport before leaving Huacheng, and the reason why she agreed was that the man should marry the woman when she was married, but she never thought about whether she loved him or not!

"What the hell is he ...... What happened? ”

You Lan saw the bed photos of the two of them at that time, and she had already made a decision in her mind, she had no way to accept the man's betrayal at all, but she never thought that there would be anything hidden in the matter.

"He went to Africa to shoot male lions, and he was infected with a very serious scrub typhus virus, which will continue to have a high fever and cough, and eventually die, and there is no specific medicine at present. In order not to drag you down, he pretended to be with me after returning home, and your heart ...... It's so ruthless, I didn't even pay attention to it! ”

Pan Yueyao's facial features are very distorted, as the eldest lady of the Pan family, she has wanted stars and stars since she was a child, and the moon and moon. was determined to be the bride of Fenghua's brother, but was intercepted by You Lan halfway.

"He pretended to be with you in order to be inappropriate for me? Those photos, those photos that you sent me from WeChat were all technically processed? ”

You Lan remembered that Cheng Hongming had said that those photos had traces of PS, Qin Fenghua's weakness when he saw him for the last time, and the warm pictures of them once together poured into her mind, and more and more pictures picked up, and she felt that her heart was burning and hurting.

"Even if you do this to him, he doesn't put you down for a moment, he calls your name when he is unconscious. You Lan, do you know how much I hate you! I love him to the core, I can do anything for him, why is his heart all in you in the end? I can't even occupy any of them. ”

Pan Yueyao burst into tears, she has always been arrogant and domineering, and at this moment she felt that her emotions were collapsing a little bit.

"That's the truth of the matter?" You Lan felt like a dagger was inserted in her chest, and the pain was a little terrible. She has been in love with Qin Fenghua for a year and a half, but she didn't know that Qin Fenghua's love for her was so selfless and so hard.

She hadn't done anything for him, she hadn't even really trusted him, and her deep guilt turned into countless little worms gnawing at her.

The red dates and longan soup in his hand fell to the ground, and the red dates and longan, which had been boiled for a long time, ran out of the thermos bucket and rolled down to the ground.

"I wouldn't have told you this, but the doctor said his time was running out. I was lying on her bedside last night, and he was still calling your name in his sleep. Weigh what to do yourself, you must still have a little conscience so that he will not die blindly! ”

Pan Yueyao touched the tears on her cheeks indiscriminately, and the whole person looked extremely decadent.

Although her love for Qin Fenghua is arrogant and domineering, it is deep in the blood, and she lives in fear of losing Qin Fenghua almost every day these days.

Sometimes she thinks that if the power of love can make Qin Fenghua get through, she would rather watch him be happy, as long as he can survive.

Obviously, it was Qin Fenghua who she met first, but love doesn't follow the rules, and it never comes first and comes first.

"People...... Where is it? You Lan felt her throat tighten, as if she had exhausted all the strength of her body before she spit out such words.

"Hematology, 36 beds in Zone A." Pan Yueyao gasped, if only You Lan was what he wanted, she didn't want him to leave the world with lifelong regrets.

You Lan dragged two legs that seemed to be filled with lead to Qin Fenghua's hospital bed, and through the transparent windowglass, she saw him lying quietly on the bed, not knowing whether he was unconscious or sleeping.

Qin Fenghua's face was a fiasco, she was already so thin that she couldn't help but cover her mouth and whimper.

She stood outside the door for a long time, and when her emotions slowly calmed down, she gently pushed the door open and walked in.

She sat down at the head of his bed, and he was probably asleep and woke up when he heard the movement.

The two of them glanced at each other, obviously so close, but it seemed to have passed through the vicissitudes of the sea.

She remembered the parting at the airport three months ago, and he told her that he would come back and propose to her after filming the lion.

But after returning to China, he broke his promise and split his legs to be with Pan Yueyao.

She saw him hugging Pan Yueyao with her own eyes, and saw those photos of him and Pan Yueyao with her own eyes.

People say that hearing is false, seeing is believing, but seeing is not credible.

Just like Pan Yueyao just accused, if she cares about Qin Fenghua a little more, and loses her love, maybe she can find out the truth of the matter.

"Why are you here?" A hint of surprise appeared on his sick face, he thought he would never see her again since he was separated from her in the café that day, and his illness had gotten worse since he returned to the hospital.

"Why don't you tell me if you don't have faith in me, or in yourself?"

She was both sad and moved, looking at him on the sickbed with mixed feelings. She never expected that he would love her as such, and hide such a big thing in order not to drag her down.

"I betrayed you and deserve no sympathy." He turned his head slowly, staring at the ceiling with vacant eyes, trying to suppress the thoughts in his heart, and he still preferred that she had never appeared in front of him.

I hope she doesn't have any burdens and lives happily.

"Don't say anything about betrayal or non-betrayal, Pan Yueyao has already told me everything. When you were photographing a male lion in Africa, you accidentally contracted the scrub worm virus, and after returning home, the disease became more and more serious. Why? Why are you lying to me? I'll be with you. ”

You Lan gripped his arm tightly with both hands, and her guilt and sympathy for him were eroding her senses every moment.

"I'm just afraid that you will fight with me, so ...... I had to lie. Lan'er, I'm sorry, I'm afraid I'm going to break my promise for the rest of your life. ”

He tugged at the corners of his lips, and the smile that had finally come out was so pale and sad.

"You'll be fine with me! I will be with you, and I will always be with you! ”

You Lan grabbed his hand and put it on her face, trying to transmit her temperature to him.

You Lan's mobile phone rang, and the caller ID was Cheng Hongming, she originally came to the hospital to deliver soup to Cheng Hongming.

She pressed the reject button, the bell rang again, and she pressed the reject button again.

Cheng Hongming didn't call again, and Qin Fenghua, who was lying on the hospital bed, seemed to realize something and didn't say anything more.

You Lan lay quietly on the edge of his bed, maintaining the position of his hand on her face.

"Do you remember one time I had my birthday, and you happened to be on location, and you missed your last flight? So I took the high-speed train first, then took the car, and finally called me to bring me a cake, and it was already past twelve o'clock when you entered the door. I'm still angry and ignore you! When I opened the crooked cake, I realized how hard it had been to you. ”

She was reminiscing about the past that once belonged to them.

"Another time, we were walking in the park and I was targeted by a mad dog. You are so nervous that you immediately go up to fight the dog, and you are bitten several times and you are admitted to the hospital. I came to Sushui for fear of the taste, and I haven't been with you for a day! ”

You Lan's voice was choked, Qin Fenghua had done a lot of things like this, and in the relationship between the two of them, he was always a giver regardless of returns.

"Are you allergic to Lysa water? How did you get to the hospital? Are there any discomforts? ”

Qin Fenghua, who was lying on the hospital bed, still cared about her as always, and that strong love never diminished for a moment.

You Lan bit her lip and raised her head, the reason why she came to the hospital was entirely because she was worried about Cheng Hongming.

And that kind of worry easily overcame her fear of coming to Sushui, and it wasn't until she was in her twenties that she really tasted the feeling of liking someone.

It is undeniable that the person she likes is Cheng Hongming!

can't avoid it, the person in front of her is Qin Fenghua!

"There is no discomfort, I am not afraid of the taste of Sushui." She got up and walked to the window, opened the curtains, and a good beam of sunlight shone in, "Look how good the sun is today, any kind of shadow can melt away." I will be with you until you are cured, until you can put a ring on me. ”

"Ahem......" This promise made him cough twice with emotion, she hurriedly poured a glass of warm water and handed it to him, he took it and said lightly: "The scrub virus I am infected with is a new mutation, and there is no special medicine in China at all, I am afraid that this life will ...... There is no blessing to marry you. ”

"Trust me, you're blessed. And I, in this life, can meet you, the most blessed. ”

He gave her a rare love, and the plot that only appeared in the TV series fell on her. Although his love was not earth-shattering, it was touching, and You Lan knew that she had nothing to repay except to hand over herself.

Pan Yueyao, who was outside the door, looked at the scenes inside, and finally turned around and left with despair in her eyes.

You Lan took a long vacation, and began to take care of Qin Fenghua without clothes, I don't know if it was because of her spiritual pillar, Qin Fenghua's state really got better, and even the various data indicators of her body were also developing for the better.

A few days later, in the evening, You Lan came back from eating out and met the man on crutches.

Her heart suddenly skipped a few beats, although she was staying at Qin Fenghua's bedside these days, the figure of the man in front of her always appeared in her mind.

She knew it would take time to get over that feeling......