Chapter 185: I'm Sorry, Mom!
November 6, 10:00.
"Mom, I'm leaving!" Lin Feifei reluctantly hugged Zheng Ling, and refused to let go in her arms.
It's been a long time since I've hugged my mother like this, so warm, so happy, all the fatigue has disappeared at this moment.
My mother lost weight, and she couldn't return to her previous plump state, which was a side effect of cancer, and the doctor couldn't do anything about it.
But she is already very satisfied, although it is not as good as her mother when she was healthy, but it is much better than last year's yellow-skinned and skinny state.
And for more than a year, my mother has not been sick again, it is all a small problem, taking medicine, taking injections and then observing in the hospital for two days and it will be fine, Dr. Qin also said that the condition is well controlled, and there is no sign of recurrence or even deterioration.
This news is very good for her, she has no luxury of hoping for a cure, it is not realistic at all, she just wants to be able to spend more time with her mother, even if it is one more day, she has not let her mother enjoy enough happiness.
So, she went home to accompany Zheng Ling most of the time this holiday, but today she is leaving, because the holiday is coming to an end, and tonight is ......
"Okay, I ate cake just now, and this birthday is also celebrated together. I've had 20 birthdays for you, well, I'm really tired of it.
So, for the rest of the time, go and accompany him. β
Zheng Ling didn't care about what she said, and even felt a little disgusted, but the palm that comforted Lin Feifei never let go.
Her Feifei has grown up after all, and the people who will accompany Feifei on her birthday in the future will be her husband and her children, so it's okay, it's okay!
"I'll hug it for a while, it's okay for a while, Mom's arms are the warmest!" Lin Feifei hugged him tighter, and the whole person shrank in Zheng Ling's arms.
Zheng Ling's eyes flashed with tears, and she looked up at the ceiling and forced her tears back, "Feifei, in the future, accompany him more." β
Mom doesn't want to take up your time, if you can, Mom wants you to spend more time with him, so that he may love you and love you more.
Perhaps, Ying Liqian is really different; Perhaps, you will be happy.
"Mom, you...... When have you been so nice to him? Lin Feifei got up and looked at Zheng Ling, the surprise in his eyes overflowing.
Zheng Ling flicked Lin Feifei's forehead angrily, Lin Feifei retreated in pain, tears glistening, "Mom, you actually beat me for him?" β
"Stinky girl, you're on the show!" Zheng Ling was not angry.
Lin Feifei stuck out his tongue, laughed twice, the tears faded, his face was beautiful, where was there still half a point of injury and grievance, obviously, he was pretending just now.
Well, now she can retract her expression freely, and it seems that her acting skills have improved again, so good!
However, her shock is not pretended, and her mother's opinion of Ying Liqian is really different.
Although her mother had accepted the fact that they were together, her mother was still very repulsive when she mentioned Ying Liqian, and obviously didn't want to discuss him more.
Maybe it's because of who he is, or maybe it's because he's uncomfortable that he pursues himself in a contractual way.
In short, I have always had no good impression of those high-ranking and noble mothers.
But as the days passed, my mother's rejection gradually subsided, and my mother would take the initiative to ask her about Ying Liqian, and she would also ask her how the two of them got along.
Perhaps it was her happy state that infected her mother, and made her mother understand that Ying Liqian really cherished her and loved her, so her mother had less and less affection for him.
Especially in the past few days, her mother urged her to go back at every turn, and said that she was lazy to do anything, and she was upset when she looked at it, so she asked her to leave quickly.
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Cooking, washing dishes, cleaning, what did she not do?
She is a very filial daughter, but her mother actually said that she was lazy to eat?
She is really more wronged than Dou E!
She knew that she was disgusted, and even fell out of favor!
Is it really the mother-in-law who looks at her son-in-law, and the more she looks at it, the more satisfied she becomes?
She should have been happy about this result, but she just felt that something was weird, and her heart was panicked.
Is it jealous? Jealous should leave Qian and her to rob her mother's love?
Well, she thinks it should be! She now feels that her mother cares more about Ying Liqian than she cares about her.
Take the past few days, my mother has made a lot of delicious and nutritious dishes, she thought that her mother was caring and considerate of her body, but she was so happy, just when she was about to send a fragrant kiss and tearfully thanked her, the next second, her mother's words made her petrify on the spot.
Mom said to her very seriously, "Do you remember the steps, if you can't remember I'll do it again, in short, you have to study hard, and you will do these things for Liqian to eat in the future."
Isn't he having a bad heart, I researched a few nutritious stews by myself, and when the time comes, you have to remember to make them for him. β
Hearing this, Lin Feifei was speechless and choked, like a fish in his throat.
I thought sourly in my heart, no wonder my mother had to let her watch the whole process when she was cooking, and the co-author was to teach her.
It turned out that these were all prepared for Ying Liqian, and it turned out that she was able to eat such a nutritious and delicious meal with Ying Liqian's light, ahhh
Now, seeing that her status has lagged behind Ying Liqian, Lin Feifei is crazy in her heart, so she immediately called Ying Liqian that night.
questioned him angrily, asking him if he had used any improper and despicable means to curry favor with Zheng Ling behind his back, causing her status in his mother's heart to plummet.
However, Ying Liqian said very innocently, "I didn't do anything, this is a character problem!" β
Hearing this, Lin Feifei was even more angry, and he couldn't wait to go back and bite him a few times immediately, make him sassy, make him proud, and hate him to death!
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But the anger comes and goes quickly, and even Lin Feifei feels that he is a little naΓ―ve, his mother likes Ying Liqian, which is a good thing, although she is a little depressed, but it is only a little bit, and the anger is only for a short time, and her heart is more happy.
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Although she said dissatisfied, she was really happy in her heart, "Thank you, Mom!" β
Thank you for caring so much about Ying Liqian; Thank you for not blaming me too much for my outrageous behavior; Thank you for being so optimistic about us, with your support and encouragement, I will definitely be happy to show you.
"Mom, I really feel so happy, so happy!" With a good mother like you, and a man as good as Ying Liqian, you are the greatest happiness in my life.
Lin Feifei's words and smile touched Zheng Ling again, the sand seemed to be blinded, Zheng Ling quickly turned around and stuffed the prepared food box into Lin Feifei's hand, and pushed her towards the door, "Less meat, hurry up, I'll find your Aunt Wang to go shopping for beauty later."
Also, don't run home if you have nothing to do in the future, my old bones don't have time to take care of your big Buddha. β
"Mom!" Lin Feifei turned around and held Zheng Ling's hand tightly, took a few deep breaths, and said solemnly and seriously, "Let's move away!" β
It wasn't the first time she had made such a proposal, but every time her mother refused.
This time, there are no exceptions!
I saw Zheng Ling shaking her head and smiling indifferently, "I'm used to being here, there are my friends and many familiar people here."
As I get older, it's not easy to meet new people, and I don't want to go to those bustling places and start from scratch.
It's a good place, the sparrows are small, but they are all in place, not to mention that my Feifei has made this place so neat and luxurious. β
Saying that, Zheng Ling looked at her with satisfaction at the small nest where she had lived for eight years, the size remained the same, but the furniture and supplies inside had all been replaced and rearranged, don't look at the old outside of the house, but the facilities and decoration inside were no worse than those apartments.
It's convenient and comfortable to live, why does she have to move, isn't that looking for guilt in vain?
Seeing that she didn't care, Lin Feifei felt very uncomfortable, his eyes were hazy with tears, and he lowered his head apologetically, "I'm sorry!" β
"Silly girl, what are you talking about, where are you sorry for me?
Let's go, let's go, I'm running out of time. Zheng Ling pushed Lin Fei out of the door, said goodbye, and went back to the house directly.
Lin Feifei didn't insist anymore, took out his sunglasses and put them on, covered the embarrassment in his eyes, and turned to leave.
"Yo, Feifei is back!"
"Feifei is a big star, can you sign for me?"
"Feifei is getting more and more beautiful, and now she really has a style."
"Well, it's even better than Lin Qian's girl!"
"It's a good fate, you have to come back to spend more time with your mother in the future."
"Feifei, although you are developed now, don't forget about our neighbors."
"Aunt Li, look at what you said, Feifei is not one of those people who forgets her righteousness, when did she come back and not bring gifts to us old neighbors? Don't say you didn't receive the nutrition from Feifei's mother a few days ago. β
"Oh, I'm not kidding, the old woman's mouth is forked, Feifei, don't mind, auntie, I'm happy for you and your mother!"
"That's it, now that you're out, we're happy for you and your mother."
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Along the way, Lin Feifei met many acquaintances, all of whom congratulated and complimented her, Lin Feifei politely greeted and thanked her one by one, but under the dark sunglasses, his eyes became more and more condensed.
With her fists clenched and her brows furrowed, an evil and cynical face suddenly came to her heart-Lin Qian!
That's right, those people seem to be complimenting her, but in fact, they sneer at her and disdain her in their hearts, if she can't still give them benefits, I'm afraid that Zheng Ling won't be able to stay here.
Since Lin Qian chewed the root of her tongue and said to her mother that she was under the unspoken rules, these words quickly spread in this community, this should be the masterpiece of Uncle Lin and Aunt Lin, and it is really a big mouth.
After that time, she began to persuade Zheng Ling to move, she knew very well that although those people would not say anything in front of her mother, they were all saying behind her back that she Lin Feifei was a lowly billet, and she was only changed by selling her body to become the current Feihuang Tengda.
One to ten, ten to hundred, Zheng Ling will naturally hear these words, but Zheng Ling didn't hear them, and continued to live a stable and ordinary life like a person who had nothing to do.
Lin Feifei was very afraid that Zheng was pretending to be calm, and in the long run, it would not be good if she became ill, so she begged Zheng Ling to move, and told her again and again that she was sorry, because all this was caused by her.
Although the truth is not as bad as the neighbors say, she has no way to explain it, and others will not believe it, and these crazy words cannot be stopped.
But she wasn't afraid of these, but Zheng Ling ......
She was afraid that Zheng Ling would not be able to stand it if she heard too much, and such a place surrounded by rumors was no longer suitable for Zheng Ling to live and recuperate.
But Zheng Ling just refused to move, and she had no choice, so she could only pay more attention to the situation here.
Fortunately, her mother is still doing well, and those gossips really don't seem to affect her quality of life, so Lin Feifei is a little relieved, but she has not given up persuasion, if she can, she still doesn't want Zheng Ling to continue to live here.
Just now, she proposed to move again, but Zheng Ling still refused, and Lin Feifei couldn't refute the reason given by her mother.
Yes, I'm used to a place, and suddenly I want to change to another unfamiliar environment, anyone will be reluctant, and no one will want to leave.
Therefore, what she can do is to give more benefits to those who listen to the wind and rain.
In fact, there are not many, every time I come back, every family brings a small gift, and my mouth is sweeter Uncle and aunt, aunt and uncle call affectionate. The so-called cannibalistic mouth is short and soft on people's hands, so those people can be regarded as restrained, and the rumors have disappeared a lot.
But this is only a symptom but not a cure, but Zheng Ling insists on not moving her.
Maybe she is mediocre and disturbing herself, her mother already knows everything about her and Ying Liqian, so that's enough, why should she care too much about other people's nonsense?
Mom said it was okay, and it could be seen that Mom hadn't been to her heart at all, so why did she bother and refuse to let go?
But Mom, it's because of me that you're subject to all these controversies and discussions.
I'm sorry, Mom, really, I'm sorry!