046. You don't deserve to fall in love with me yet
"An An ......"
The concerned eyes of the two girls made Yun An's head warm, she shook her head indifferently and said that it was okay, but her heart was very bitter.
Song Meina hugged Yun An and comforted softly: "It's okay, it's okay!" She won't let you go back, and you won't go back! Stay at my house for the New Year! ”
Yun An smiled, although the smile did not reach the bottom of his eyes, but it did not make people see anything unusual at all.
"Don't worry! I'm really fine, I'm still going back for the New Year. ”
Liu Cheng couldn't sit still, and asked puzzledly: "She said that kind of thing, why did you ......?"
"There are some truths that I have to go back to find out."
In Yun An's heart, he had a very bizarre conjecture that he had to go back!
It's almost time for the exam, and after that, it's a long vacation.
"An An, are we going to work together during the winter vacation?"
The three girls, who had been reviewing all day, finally stopped to rest.
The exam was no problem for the three of them, especially with Song Meina, Yun'an and Liu Cheng's learning efficiency was greatly improved.
Song Meina listened to Liu Cheng's question, couldn't help but look over, hesitated for a moment before saying, "Why don't you go to my store during the holidays?" ”
"Your shop?" Liu Cheng and Yun An were a little surprised.
Song Meina touched her nose embarrassedly and said with a smile: "That's right! I'm planning to open an antiques dealership, so you two will be my assistants! However, I may not be able to make any money in the early stage, and the salary is ......."
When Yun An heard this, his eyes suddenly lit up, this is not a question of salary or not, this is a good opportunity to increase experience!
Liu Cheng reacted even more, and whispered excitedly: "Really? Can we really go? ”
Song Meina was infected by her agility and nodded with a smile: "Hmm! Absolutely, I had you in mind when I planned this. ”
Yun An naturally agreed, and said happily: "We're just here to help, if you don't want a salary, we should go to an internship!" ”
Song Meina was a little surprised, and hurriedly looked at Liu Cheng, seeing that she also nodded, her smile became brighter.
"Then it's decided! No repentance! ”
The three girls were laughing, but Yun An's face suddenly changed.
Song Meina was stunned for a moment, and hurriedly asked, "What's wrong?" ”
Yun An looked at her, turned his head to look at Liu Cheng again, got up in a hurry, and dropped the sentence: "I'll go back to the room!" He hurried out of the study.
The guest room prepared for Yun An was on the second floor, Yun An strode upstairs, tripped over the steps several times and almost fell, and the aunt who was in charge of cleaning on the side muttered in horror: "Ouch! Miss Yun'an, be careful! ”
Entering the room, Yun An casually locked the door and looked at the huge floor-to-ceiling window.
The white-clothed figure standing in front of the window, slender and straight, his back to him, his long snow-colored hair scattered casually, like a dream.
He turned his back to Yun An, looked out the window and didn't say a word, he knew that she was running in a hurry, but he refused to turn around and look at her.
Yun An didn't understand why he had been hiding from himself for so many days.
I can't help it, I want to walk over, I can't help it, I want to ask to understand.
Yun An did just that, one step, two steps...... The closer I got to him, the harder my heart beated.
"Ink Stops the Night......"
Mo Zhiye turned around, and in an instant, the sun and moon were gone, just because he was too dazzling.
Yun An couldn't help but pause, and met his unwavering gaze, but she didn't dare to step forward again......
There was a feeling of grievance in my heart, and another wave of irritability.
Yun An lowered his head and asked in a low voice that he didn't even notice of some grievances, "Don't you want to protect me?" ”
For no reason, there was a dull pain in his chest, Mo Zhiye frowned, seeing her so cautious, he was damn very distressed!
"Hmm." He had something to look into.
Of course, Yun An couldn't hear Mo Zhiye's inner narration, and she was completely stung by his indifferent and short answer.
Mo Zhiye said again: "Zhuxin will stay to protect you, the deity is gone!" ”
His eyes were a little swollen, Yun An hurriedly rubbed them with his hands, raised his head to look at Mo Zhiye, and said expressionlessly: "I don't have to be punished to protect me!" I'm not going to get you in trouble, thank you for bothering me so much. ”
Yun An's self-righteous face was expressionless, but in Mo Zhiye's opinion, it was so invisible, and her smart eyes clearly betrayed her!
Mo Zhiye, who wanted to say goodbye to Yun An, suddenly found that he couldn't indulge himself and her like this anymore!
"Yun'an."
Yun An, who was suddenly named, couldn't help but tremble, how long had she not heard him call her by her full name? He would call her "An An" like an orange, strange, pleasant, and emotional...... Even if she got into so much trouble, she had never heard him call herself by name so coldly.
I couldn't help but look at his narrow eyes, and at this time he narrowed his eyes slightly, and the sharp light that burst out from his eyes made it impossible for her to look at them.
He suddenly stepped forward, narrowing the distance between the two, and also made Yun An feel even colder, and his breath was more cold than ever.
His lips slowly approached his own, Yun An was stunned, and wanted to escape with some trembling.
But when his lips almost touched himself, he suddenly turned an angle close to Yun An's ear, and asked slowly in a tone that made Yun An feel very unfamiliar: "Are you in love with the deity?" ”
For no reason, Yun An's face was red, and he was red all the way to the root of his ears. The pink earlobes made Mo Zhiye endure it so that he didn't go up and take a bite.
As if he had found the strength to speak, Yun An whispered back: "No, no, don't, don't talk nonsense......"
His tongue was knotted, and Yun An's face was extremely red.
"Hehehehehehe......" A low laugh made Yun An's legs weak for a while, and he trembled and just wanted to push Mo Zhiye away, but he said extremely coldly: "There is no best!" Yun'an, you don't deserve to fall in love with the deity! ”
In an instant, as if he had lost all his strength, Yun An sat down on the soft carpet in despair, and in the room, there was no trace of Mo Zhiye, and his breath disappeared without a trace, and there was no trace to be found.
His face was cold, Yun An raised his hand to wipe it, but his hands were wet, and his face was still cold......
Why is she crying?
Yun An couldn't figure it out, so he had to sit here and think about it, thinking about it all the time......
It wasn't until his body was shaken vigorously that Yun An retracted his senses, and saw Song Meina and Liu Cheng looking anxious and about to cry, one of them holding their arms and shaking them vigorously.
"An An! Ann! ”
It turned out that Yun An's abnormality made the two of them too worried, and they rushed up to see that Yun An had locked the door, and it was easy to find the key to the door after looking for a long time, but as soon as they opened the door, they saw Yun An sitting on the ground.
Her eyes were hollow, her expression was wooden, her hands were on her chest, and her tears were like she couldn't finish flowing no matter how she could not end, how scary she was.
Yun An glanced at Song Meina, then at Liu Cheng, slowly pulled the corners of his mouth, and showed a smile that was more ugly than crying, but he couldn't support it for a few more seconds, and fainted without warning.
No matter how ugly grandma's words are, no matter how unbearable they are, Yun An's heart has never hurt so much.
Even after falling asleep, the pain in his chest still could not be relieved, as if there was an invisible knife, every time when the wound stopped bleeding and healed, he made up for another knife, and the pain repeated over and over again made Yun An unable to breathe.
In the dream, the pictures of him standing up again and again were rewound and played in a loop, every time I saw his back in front of me, every time I heard him say "there is a deity", it was so sweet and beautiful.
Yun An had to admit that she was in love with him, but what about ......
"You are the tonic of the deity!"
"Do what a tonic should do!"
"Yun'an, are you in love with the deity?"
"There is no best! Yun'an, you don't deserve to fall in love with the deity! ”
She's unworthy, isn't she......
It's just a tonic, so why do so much extra work?
I'm sorry! I won't love you anymore!
So......
Can you come back and continue to protect me?
When he woke up, he didn't come back, only a wisp of breath of Xuxin was not far away.
Unspeakable sadness.
There was some noise outside the door, and I could vaguely hear Song Meina and Liu Cheng talking to someone.
"Miss, there's really nothing wrong with Miss Yun'an's heart, it's just that the emotional ups and downs are too great, and it's okay to take a rest."
From his faintly impatient but undaring tone, it can be heard that this is not the first time that this doctor has explained like this.
Song Meina asked worriedly, "Then why aren't you awake?" Do you need to take some medicine? ”
"Miss, Miss Yun'an's medicine was taken half an hour ago......"
"Then why aren't you awake yet?"
Doctor: "......"
"Mina! Don't mess around! Song Yongchen's voice appeared suddenly, and the scene was immediately controlled. Aren't you two going to take care of Yun An, you both came out to make trouble for Dr. Ding, what should Yun An do? ”
……
Yun An let out a sigh, her chest was no longer so uncomfortable, and when she pushed the door, she came out with some guilt, and said, "I'm sorry for worrying you." ”
"An An!"
"An An!"
Two low shouts, and then Yun An was hugged tightly by the two girls.
Liu Cheng had tears in his eyes, and complained aggrievedly: "You scared me to death, do you know?" ”
……
It was Yun An who was obviously sick, but in the end, he asked Yun An to comfort the two girls, and in the end, Doctor Ding on the side couldn't see it, and coughed lightly: "Miss, Miss Liu Cheng, Miss Yun An needs to rest now." ”
Song Yongchen kept shaking his head on the side, his sister is good anywhere, but her IQ is offline at a critical moment.
Dr. Ding did a few more tests and asked a few questions along the way.
"Miss Yun An had a heart disease before, right?"
Yun An nodded, in fact, it has been much better in recent years, mainly because of the problem that I was scared out of when I was a child, and I have been taking medicine all these years, but after meeting Mo Zhiye, the uncomfortable feeling disappeared, and those medicines were also forgotten by her, if it wasn't for the onset of the disease, who would have thought about it?
Typical scars forget the pain!