135 The Past Is Like Smoke (Finale)
It seemed that it took all his strength to open his misty sleepy eyes, and his head sank as if he had been poured into a thousand pounds, You Lan forced her body to get up from the bed dizzily, and her fingers inadvertently touched the man next to her.
Cheng Hongxin was lying on the other side of the bed, closing his eyes with a faint smile on the corners of his lips, as if he was sleeping contentedly.
"Ah......hA piercing scream seemed to pierce the air in the room, and You Lan shouted loudly like a conditioned reflex, her mind was already white, and she only relied on instinct to make the most basic reaction.
"Lan'er...... You're awake, you listen to me...... I won't allow you to go back to that person anyway, something like this won't happen, at least...... It can't happen while I'm alive. ”
Cheng Hongxin grabbed her hands, his dark eyes were full of deranged threats, he looked panicked, as flustered as You Lan.
You Lan glanced down at her thin pink pajamas, and suddenly remembered the scene of last night in her painful mind, he coaxed her to drink two glasses of Mouton red wine, and then she began to get drunk unconscious.
"You...... What have you done to me? You Lan bit her lower lip fiercely, she was defenseless last night because she trusted too much, but she didn't expect him to attack her after all.
"I've done everything you can think of!" His gaze didn't even shy away from it, so he looked at her directly, probably once the hideous face leaked out, he no longer had the stamina to continue to disguise, "You have been slept with me, whether that man admits it or not, I am his eldest brother, do you still have the face to return to him?" Or tell him the truth, let our two brothers continue to kill each other for you, you should understand that he is the last willing to kill each other with me! ”
You Lan whimpered and shook her head, shaking her head desperately, she couldn't believe what was happening in front of her, and she didn't dare to accept everything that was happening in front of her, as if a hand had plunged into her chest and crushed her heart in the palm of her hand.
"You let me go...... Let go of ......" came out with a sharp voice that bordered on madness, and it was so shocking that it reverberated throughout the room, perhaps the bedroom was too big, and there were echoes of her in every corner, terrifying.
But the man was like a rakshasa from hell, he didn't expect her extreme reaction at all, one hand grabbed her hands, and the other hand moved gently to stroke her hanging down sweat-soaked hair, but there was a little perverted in this gentle action. There is no peace, no undulating sound, but it seems to be mixed with some kind of deeply hidden anger, "He will not like you to be defiled like this, especially if it is his own brother who defiles you, so there will always be a thorn in his heart, and that thorn is very thin and long and will take root in his heart." ”
You Lan slowly restrained her crying and choking, her little face was miserable and white, and she no longer struggled and escaped, and her originally good-looking apricot eyes were very empty, as if there was no longer any color and content.
Cheng Hongxin saw that she had finally quieted down, and the strength that imprisoned her wrist was withdrawn little by little, thinking that his words had moved her.
You Lan stretched out her hands and pushed him down on the edge of the bed, running towards the bathroom barefoot and embarrassed, the cold water kept lapping on her cheeks, and the falling droplets soaked a large part of the pajamas on her chest.
There were dark purple kiss marks on her fair neck, and the messy marks stimulated her senses fiercely, and there was a continuous knock on the door outside, "Lan'er, Lan'er, open the door, hurry up and open the door......"
The words he said just now had to drill into the deepest part of her heart, like a steel needle, stabbing his chest fiercely, "Cheng Hongming will always have a thorn in his heart, I am his eldest brother, you should know that he doesn't want his brothers to kill each other." ”
Step by step, she stepped in the direction of the bath, she raised her long white legs and stepped on the cold bottom of the pool, the bath was pure white, and the maid had to clean it several times a day, clean and spotless.
The corners of her lips curled into a self-deprecating smile, and she felt that she was not worthy of this bath, and the pure white color seemed to have never been stained with any dirt.
She ripped off her pink suspender nightdress and lay down in the cold porcelain bathtub, turning on the faucet and letting the water slowly fall from her shoulders.
The man outside seemed to hear the sound of the water, and did not knock on the door again, but just sat back on the edge of the bed, no matter how much she hated it in her heart, he would trap her for the rest of her life.
The mobile phone on the bedside table vibrated slightly, he knew that her mobile phone password was Xing'er's birthday, entered those familiar numbers and then slid away, as expected, it was Cheng Hongming's WeChat, "When to move out, I'll go over and pick you up in advance!" ”
The corners of Cheng Hongxin's lips suddenly hooked up a sinister smile, he imitated You Lan's tone, and edited a WeChat message to go back, "You don't have to pick me up, I changed my mind, and I won't be with you." I'm used to living with him, and you should know that habits are actually hard things to change. ”
Three seconds later, a phone call came directly from the other side, and he chose to refuse without thinking about it, and then turned off the phone.
You Lan rubbed the dirt on her body vigorously, she was originally a person who loved cleanliness very much, and she would take a bath every day, so she couldn't rub any dirt off.
The more I can't rub anything, the more dirty I feel, and I don't know how long it will take for a tank of hot water to slowly turn into cold water.
She stood out of the tub barefoot, grabbed spare clothes from the bathroom and put them on, took out a hair dryer to dry her long hair, and accidentally touched a bottle of toner with her fingers.
With a "pop", the bottle fell to the ground, and the ground was covered with glass shards.
A desperate smile tugged at the corners of her lips, and the man outside seemed to hear the unusual noise, and began to bang on the door outside the bathroom again, faster and faster.
The broken glass pieces that fell down fell one after another and lay on the smooth floor tiles, the sharp edges refracting the dazzling luster, her nerves suddenly tensed, and the thoughts in her head became monotonous but clear.
Slowly bent down and crouched in front of the broken glass, a few strands of long hair hanging down to cover her pale and blood-fading cheeks, her empty eyes staring at the broken glass pieces, the shards lying on the ground seemed to send out an evil temptation, she picked up a piece uncontrollably, the corners of her lips hooked into a bloodthirsty smile, and she was deaf to the increasingly rapid knocking outside the glass door.
Bright red droplets of blood flowed down the white wrist and fell on the white floor tiles, turning into irregularly shaped dots, as if they were getting denser and denser, and they were shocking and terrifying.
The pain fades little by little with consciousness, like the ebb tide by the river, and all the stormy waves will eventually lead to deep peace. When the man broke down the door, she fell asleep quietly like a poisoned Snow White.
Her complexion was calm, there was no resentment, no waves, and her deeply closed eyes seemed to be unable to open them again.
She no longer seemed to hear the hoarse shouts of men, and all the hustle and bustle, complexity, ugliness, and sorrow of this world had disappeared in her life.
Cheng Hongxin's car ran a lot of red lights all the way, and his scarlet eyes stared at the closed door of the operating room, every second was torment, like putting his nerves on the fire to roast, heart-burning torment.
Fingers reached into the short black hair, playing with her life, if it was someone else, she might not be so careless, he was always a relative-like existence in her eyes.
The double pain and betrayal made her never show that she was vulnerable and had nowhere to hide for a moment, and she wanted to use death to escape. She should be in pain to despair, and she doesn't want to live up to it but can't face it anymore.
The doctor said the stylized closing sentence in a high-sounding manner, and Cheng Hongxin rushed into the operating room like crazy, her chest had not risen and fallen at all, and the white cloth strips were pulled down little by little, revealing a pale and lifeless face.
"Lan'er, Lan'er, wake up, I lied to you! Actually, I don't have the ability to be a man at all, nothing happened to us last night, I'm just too scared...... Too scared you'll leave......"
Her smile turned illusory, sinking in his mind, his eyes turned scarlet, and he suddenly rushed out, and the bustling streets were filled with hurried, laughing pedestrians and speeding cars on the road.
Seeing that a double-decker tourist bus was about to approach, he pulled a strange smile on his lips, and actually paced to the middle of the road, and heard the shrill and rapid sound of the car horn, and he walked quickly to the car.
The pedestrians on the side of the road let out a high-pitched "exclamation", and he was almost knocked into the air, and then fell the hard asphalt, and a large amount of blood quickly stained his clothes. The driver of the high bus had to walk down in a panic, took out his mobile phone to dial 120, only to find that he was no longer breathing.
Thirteen years later, the cemetery.
The girl with a ponytail wears a white shirt and a light blue skirt. Clean, pure and generous, like a flower.
"Mom, Xing'er is an adult today. A few days ago, I received a notice from Pennsylvania, are you still happy to hear it? Dad was supposed to come with me, but his xiaolongbao hasn't come out of the pot yet. It's not that I don't wait for him, I think he should have something to say, I want to tell you alone, I won't be a light bulb! ”
Xing'er put a pot of orchids in front of the tombstone, and carefully divided its branches and leaves, with a faint smile on her lips, "Aunt Jian Lin has been waiting for her father for many years, and her father has never been with her, I think if you are still here, you shouldn't want your father to be lonely all the time, right?" So, before I go abroad, I want to match Aunt Jian Lin with my father, and I have a good idea like this......"