Chapter 41: Bad News from Childhood
This is the second night of the wedding, and in the cave room, her husband Fang Ming is telling the story of his experience in the countryside. Bai Ling listened and lost her mind......
The story told by her husband Fang Ming is a copy of her childhood experience, the deepest pain buried in her heart, a lifelong unforgettable shame, a scar that is difficult to heal, and a lifelong hatred, even though she was only ten years old at the time......
Bai Ling started school early, and she entered the fifth grade at the age of ten, and her grades were excellent. The teacher praised her more than once and called on her classmates to learn from her. When the teacher saw his father, he often complimented: You have such a smart daughter. This often makes Dad proud. Bai Ling, who is just ten years old, has a height of 1.6 meters, and she is like a big girl, a budding peony flower.
The aunt and aunt in the neighborhood often joked about Bai Ling in front of her father: "Yushu wow, you see my precious niece, she has grown so tall." You can't delay my niece's youth, marry when it's time to get married......
Dad often smiled and hurriedly entertained, and then sighed: "Sister-in-law, my girl has grown so tall when she was just ten years old, it seems that we are really old." ”
Actually, Dad is not old at all. Just entered the year of not being confused. This year has just started spring, and it is the wheat regreening season. Dad died suddenly and unexpectedly. This gave Bai Ling's life a blow to the head. This happy little family disintegrates in an instant, and life is in trouble. Because Bai Ling also has two twin brothers, who are only three years younger than her.
Life is such ups and downs, and fate is such an injustice. Bai Ling, a little girl who was just ten years old, began to pick up the burden of family life because she was the eldest daughter.
Yesterday, she was still a "daughter" and enjoyed generous treatment; Today, she is doing the hard work that a big man does, and has become a long-term laborer who sells coolies. Stubborn, she began to fight against fate and began to challenge life. She still insists on studying, and her academic performance is still far ahead.
The harvest of wheat without his father was spent with the help of his neighbors. At a young age, Bai Ling said with sincerity in her heart: "Uncles, uncles, aunts, and aunts, I Bai Ling will not forget your great kindness......
This heartfelt immature child's words made these elders' eyes warm and their hearts sour.
This spring and summer, Bai Ling felt that the time was so long. The sun in the sky seemed to stop moving, and the wall clock on the wall stopped moving. It seems that I have gone through a new decade.
It's a Sunday in late summer and early fall. When the family returned from working in the fields, the sun had set. Mother went down to the ground to make a show. She kept scolding. She scolded the ancestors of the Bai family and the three children in front of her. When I walked to the entrance of the village, I happened to meet the village director Hu Zheng.
The mother immediately changed her smiling face: "Director Hu, you see that we orphans and widows have a very difficult life. Can you help us. Does the state have any policies to help the poor and the poor? ”
The village chief immediately replied, "This is not easy to do. ”
As soon as he turned around, he saw Bai Ling standing beside him. Then he changed his words and said, "Come to my house and fill out the form first." I can only apply for the report for you, and I dare not say if it is successful. ”
The mother thanked her and promised to go over in a while.
Her mother can't write and has to fill out forms, which is naturally Bai Ling's business. Mother cooks and two little brothers. Therefore, no one accompanied Bai Ling. Besides, it's all a village, and Bai Ling knows whose door is open there. Bai Ling entered the village director's house alone.
The village director Hu Zheng's home has been lit up. Only the village chief was home alone.
"Where's the aunt?" Bai Ling asked with concern.
"It's been more than half a month since your aunt took the child back to her parents' house. I'm so panicked, you're here, just do me a favor. The village chief replied with a grin.
"I have a child, how can I help you?"
Of course, Bai Ling didn't understand the meaning of the village chief's words.
"You're no ordinary child."
As the village director spoke, he reached out and held Bai Ling in his arms, and pressed it on the side of the bed face up.
In the late summer season, the weather is still very hot. There are few clothes on the body. Bai Ling was originally a ten-year-old girl. Although she struggled desperately, how could she resist the rudeness of a beastly man. The bottom of the shirt was stripped clean all of a sudden, and then, I felt a heart-piercing pain in my lower body, and I lost consciousness.
Bai Ling stumbled home and cried to her mother about everything. Mom didn't say a word, neither comforted nor angry, and didn't have the slightest idea. Her mother's performance disappointed Bai Ling.
"Daddy, Daddy" ...... Bai Ling cried loudly and called for her father.
"Ling, my mother is a woman's family, I really don't know what to do about this."
Bai Ling raised her head suddenly, touched her tearful face with her hand, and shouted at her mother: "Where is your fierceness and ruthlessness towards my father?" How did you see my dad so hard to kill him with a knife? Why are your elbows all turned outward? With my dad here, no one dares to bully me like this! ”
Once a brutal and domineering mother, this time, in front of her ten-year-old daughter, she did not dare to reply a word.