Chapter 27: Confiding in your heart
"Thank you." Nan Shan gently closed the door and bowed to Wen Chengran, who was leaning against the wall.
"There is nothing to be thankful for. Although it wasn't my intention, that woman would come here to harass you and cause you so much trouble, and it was indeed my mistake. Wen Chengran said lightly.
Nan Shan smiled faintly, she looked at the sky in the distance, her eyes were a little dazed, as if she had entered a memory.
"Actually, that is indeed Lu Yueyue, what she said is not completely unreasonable. Out of jealousy and resentment, she came to me to trouble me and wanted to make me unhappy, but it turned out to be an accident that made Justin sick. At the beginning, I also wanted to take revenge on Ruan Yifeng because of jealousy and unwillingness, but I hurt Bai Xue. Thinking about it this way, when Bai Xue was pushed down the stairs by me, I was no different from this Lu Yueyue in her eyes. I have no right to blame Lu Yueyue at all, because we are all such hateful people in nature......" Nan Shan muttered under her voice as she looked down at her hands.
Wen Chengran frowned and interrupted Nan Shan's whispering: "This is completely different, that incident was an accident at the beginning, you don't put all the responsibility on yourself." β
"When I was in the hospital, you were the only one who was willing to trust my explanations to help me speak. To be honest, I didn't want to accept your kindness at all, because for me, there will be nothing more funny and ironic than this," Nan Shan smiled a little self-deprecatingly, "Wen Chengran, although I really hate you, I used to be, and I still am, but I can feel from these things that you have no real ill will towards me. β
"You don't have to think too badly of me, but you don't have to think too badly of me either." Wen Chengran covered his mouth with his fist and turned his head slightly to block his slightly reddened face.
Nan Shan didn't notice his small movements, still staring ahead and laughing: "You are like an ignorant child in kindergarten, naΓ―ve and immature, and likes to make bad pranks make others unhappy." But..... If you do make a mistake, you will want to make up for it as best you can, as you did today. β
Nanshan paused for a moment and then said: "Unlike me, if I make a mistake, I will only run away, like a turtle with a shrunken head, running to a distant place to wrap myself layer by layer, thinking that in this way I will not be harmed, and I will not let everyone discover my secrets. But as everyone knows, Skynet is restored and not leaked, as long as I return to S City, I will have to face all the sins I have done. β
The first time I heard Nan Shan confide in herself in a sober state, Wen Chengran said in her heart that it was fake to be unhappy at all, but it was more distressed. He remembered that after accidentally meeting Ruan Yifeng in the restaurant that day, Nan Shan's fragile appearance of crying and laughing had been lingering in his mind.
"You can do it, one day, you can break through this haze, because you are Nanshan." Wen Chengran's voice was low and slow, but it was full of confidence that came from nowhere. Even Nan Shan himself was not so sure, but he was as serious as if he had already made a conclusion.
"Poof!"
"Laughing at what?" Wen Chengran looked at Nan Shan, who suddenly couldn't help laughing, with some puzzlement
"No," Nan Shan waved her hand, "it's just that a terrible thought just flashed through my mind that maybe we could be friends when we weren't fighting." β