032. Knowing is much luckier than not knowing
Since there is one more Song Meina in her life, there is a little more laughter in the days.
Song Meina has always maintained her cold side at school, but she didn't expect that she was actually a very enthusiastic and energetic girl. These days, whenever she has time, Song Meina will take Yun An and Liu Cheng to run around various places where she does antique business, accumulating a lot of experience and knowledge.
Further contact will find that although Song Meina has an enviable family background, she is still very attentive to her studies, her professional knowledge is far beyond Yun An's imagination, and being with her is really helpful to herself.
Not long after the happy day, Yun An received a call from his grandmother.
The grandmother's voice on the phone was hoarse, and she seemed to be a lot older, and she calmly told herself to take the time to go back to her hometown, but she didn't say anything else.
Yun An didn't ask much, but fortunately, the next day was the weekend, Yun An got up early in the morning, and went back to the little guest without eating.
The weather is getting cold day by day, and the uncles and aunts who are walking at the entrance of the village are not coming out, and Yun'an is walking alone on the path in the village, with a lot of thoughts.
It seems that in the winter when he was still seven years old, Dad hurriedly returned to his grandmother's house, looked at himself and his mother, that day my mother was beaten hard by my grandmother with a feather duster because the rice was hard, my mother did not cry, just coaxed the frightened self, and when I saw my father, my eyes were indescribably wronged.
Dad said to Mom very calmly, "Simply clean up, let's go." ”
……
Yun An once envied the feelings of his parents, and every time he recalled that scene, he would feel very moved.
It was this path back then, Dad was holding a big woven bag in one hand, holding his mother in the other, Yun An was holding his mother's hand, she didn't know what Daddy's mood was like when he left his grandmother, but she could see the joy in her mother's eyes.
The whole village that grandma scolded behind her came out to see the excitement, and Yun An looked back and was immediately happy for this departure.
Thinking about it now, it just feels ridiculous.
Yun An is not a kind-hearted person, but she feels that her grandmother is very pitiful, she has been competitive all her life, and almost the whole village is afraid of her, but as a mother, mother-in-law, and grandmother, she has failed so much, and she is separated from each of her relatives, in the end, what is left of her?
Over the years, my grandmother has never thought of renovating the house, and she has seen it change from the best house in the village to the most dilapidated house now......
What do you do with the money you save?
Scold......
Yun An slowly stepped into this courtyard, which she was not allowed to step further into.
The old-fashioned windows could no longer be closed, and the cold wind "rattled".
Grandma sat alone in front of the window as if she didn't feel cold at all, her eyes blank and lifeless.
"Squeak-"
The sound of Yun An pushing open the door attracted the attention of grandma.
"You're coming, sit ......"
Yun An sat down calmly, and looked at her grandmother with beautiful eyes for a moment.
Grandma's eyes seemed to be struggling a little, and that struggle was clearly that she still couldn't let go of her extreme disgust with Yun An.
After a long time, grandma slowly spoke: "Kiki did a foolish thing a few days ago, I apologize for wanting you for her." ”
I didn't speak for a long time, and as soon as I said it, it was such an ironic sentence.
Yun An was no longer angry, she couldn't even raise any emotions, she just watched coldly, watching how far this situation could develop. 、
"But you weren't injured after all, so it's impossible to let Kiki go to labor camp. Her father has been sentenced to 12 years in prison, if Kiki has anything to do, how will you let her marry in the future? ”
Yun An was still silent, his eyes drooping, and his index finger went around the tassel of the scarf......
Grandma finally lost her patience, although she was still lacking in energy, but her tone was also raised a few points: "How can you let Kiki go!" ”
Yun An raised his head, and there was no wave in his eyes.
I don't know why, Grandma Yun looked at her like this, and her heart tightened.
What a strange look!
In front of herself, she looked at herself timidly most of the time, pretending to be pitiful and wanted to get sympathy? The way she hated it the most! is a little older, and he dares to contradict her, but there is still a trace of awe of the elders in his eyes.
But now? That look was completely like looking at an inconsequential stranger......
I only heard Yun An ask without warmth: "Grandma, what are you going to do to let me go?" ”
Grandma Yun was stunned.
"In your eyes and hearts, you are your obedient eldest son, and well-behaved eldest granddaughter, you treat me as an outsider, then I will do my duty to do what an outsider should do, and not appear in front of you to make you unhappy. But why do you have to come to me as an outsider whenever you are in trouble? ”
"You, you're ......" Grandma Yun was angry. You fart you! You're surnamed Yun! You have the blood of our old Yun family in your body! ”
"At this point, are you finally willing to admit that I am the Yun family?" Yun An smiled, his smile extremely bitter. "Okay, grandma asked, then I will go back to the Yun family. It's just grandma, the person who doesn't have any Yun family blood, why does it make you so worried? ”
Grandma's hands were shaking, and she didn't seem to react yet, or she didn't want to face it at all: "You, what did you say?" ”
Yun An took a deep breath and took out the video.
The phone was placed in front of her grandmother, Yun An got up and walked out of the house, she didn't want to see her grandmother's expression after knowing the truth, and she didn't want to stay in that room for another second.
The heavens are gloomy, and the heart is gloomy......
couldn't help but look in the direction of Mo Zhiye, he refused to show up in front of him, she couldn't see him, but Yun An has also recently practiced a tracking skill, not only Mo Zhiye's breath, Yun An found that she became more and more sensitive to the breath of the soul body.
This result, I don't know if Mo Zhiye did it intentionally, Yun An always felt that Mo Zhiye seemed to want to make himself independent and deal with his sudden disappearance one day.
Thinking that he might disappear suddenly, Yun An had an indescribable feeling in his heart. And every time I see his peace of mind, it doesn't seem to be a day or two. It was as if he had been by her side for a long time that she didn't know......
Back in the house, the video had ended, the phone was quietly on the table, and Grandma was sitting quietly.
Yun An had no sorrow or joy at the moment, just looking at her grandmother calmly.
Grandma suddenly picked up the crutch in her hand in a rage, and swept the mobile phone and kettle and glass on the table to the ground.
When the porcelain came into contact with the concrete floor, it shattered to pieces, just like Yun'an's heart that was once shattered beyond recognition.
Picking up the phone, Yun An said very calmly: "If it's okay, I'll go back first." ”
Grandma didn't say anything, Yun An had the right to take her as a default, and walked out with her legs.
In fact, I still expect such a scene in my heart: my grandmother ran out crying, saying that she was sorry for her.
But Grandma sat there as she had come......
Yun An didn't understand, where did her grandmother's disgust for herself come from, and she didn't want to understand, after experiencing this incident, Yun An suddenly realized that sometimes, it is much luckier not to know than to know.
Since they are all here, Yun An plans to go up the mountain to see the Seventh Wife. But when I walked to the entrance of the village, I met a middle-aged woman who was very familiar.
The woman was wearing a purple mink coat, and she knew that it was expensive to look at the shiny coat. An exaggerated gold necklace around the neck shows the owner's nobility and tackiness, and the sparse hair is dyed in a bright red color, permed into small rolls and combed high on the top of the head, typical nouveau riche dress.
Yun An lowered his eyes and didn't want to pay attention to her, but as soon as he passed by her, the woman suddenly turned around and asked with some hesitation: "Yes, Yun An?" ”
Yun An was stunned for a moment and turned his head to look at her.
The woman smiled: "It's really true! I'm your Aunt Tang! ”
To say that Yun An was just stunned just now, his face was not very good-looking at this time.
I have always known the situation of the Tang family, and I also know Aunt Tang's arrogance, but I haven't seen them for more than ten years, and Yun An's appearance towards them has long been blurred, and now I suddenly saw it, I should have said a few words of greeting, but because of what my grandmother said a few days ago, Yun An just wanted to pretend to be deaf and run away at the moment.
Especially in the face of Aunt Tang's censorship-like gaze, Yun Anxin was even more uncomfortable.
"Aunt Tang!" Yun An tugged at the corners of his mouth, but he couldn't laugh. "I haven't seen you for a long time, I've forgotten."
In Aunt Tang's opinion, Yun An's appearance was undoubtedly succumbing to her own obscenity, and Aunt Tang couldn't help but feel a little proud, secretly thinking that this daughter-in-law would definitely be very good at discipline in the future!
"Are you going to see your grandma?"
Yun An nodded: "Yes, but I still have something to do, so I won't stay long, goodbye!" ”
After speaking, Yun Anbian pretended to be in a hurry and was about to leave.
But Aunt Tang obviously wouldn't just let Yun An go, stretched out her hand wearing a huge gold ring, and vigorously grabbed Yun An.
"Hey! Don't be in a hurry! Aunt Tang only thought that Yun An was afraid of her, so she couldn't help laughing: "Why can Auntie still eat people?" ”
Aunt Tang came over, with a malicious smile on her face: "Your grandmother told you, right?" In fact, you don't have to be so nervous, your aunt is not such an unsympathetic person, your child can be regarded as an aunt who grew up, and if you marry into our family in the future, you will definitely not be able to lose you! ”
Yun Anxin sneered and watched her grow up? She clearly remembered that before she was seven years old, when everyone shouted and beat her like a rat crossing the street, she was the only one in the crowd!
Too lazy to say anything, Yun An just said indifferently: "Aunt Tang, I think you misunderstood, I didn't say that I wanted to marry into the Tang family." ”
Aunt Tang frowned and said unhappily, "What do you mean?" What's wrong? Your family wants to repay the money after receiving it? I told your grandmother about your uncle, his matter is too serious, and it is just in time for the crackdown, what can we do? ”