Chapter 1732: Soul Tears (1)
Introduction one
Ah Ye, do you know what the heavenly realm looks like?
I think it's better than the place where we've lived.
Because the people who went there never came back.
Recently, I have been having a dream like this, dreaming of this sentence that I heard a long time ago, I don't know who said it to me, and I have even forgotten the time and place of listening to it, but it has always been repeated in my recent dream.
In my dream, there was another sentence that touched me even more. A girl, she kept appearing in my dreams, murmuring to me, but I couldn't see her clearly.
- Ah Ye, what will happen to you if I am no longer with you?
Counting, so that in three days, there were as many as three times in the dream. The difference is that the first two times were said to me, and the last time I said it to others.
But no matter what, it seems that no matter how much you hear or say this, there is no doubt that the ghost sends the ghost to represent the end of a relationship in your dream.
In my dream on the first day, I seemed to be dating a girl for more than three months, and she forced me to look hard into her eyes and then said that to me. In my dream, I have a lot of bad habits, smoking, drinking, idleness, lack of progress, wandering and no goal in life, and worst of all, I can lie without guilt and panic. Bad man. During that time, I never dared to touch other people's eyes, especially her eyes, as long as they did, I would turn my head away.
- Ah Ye, what will happen to you if I am no longer with you?
After she said that, she began to prune my bad habits in a big way. No matter how much I bounced back, it seemed like she always had a way to suppress my resistance. When I suddenly realized one day that I had changed into a decent boy, she disappeared from my life......
In my dream the next day, I met the second person who said this to me, a woman who couldn't see her face clearly. Most of the time in her dreams that night was filled with her memories. It was a pleasure to be with her. Beauty, careful, can take care of people, will pretend to be stupid and ask me to coax, laundry and cooking are all national hand girls.
I learned a lot from her. She was a big influence on my style. In that dream, I was a showman, writing for others to make a living. I'm not used to writing delicate things, even if it's for someone to write a story, it's all roundabout, not intuitive, very small familyism, and the whole philistine family is rotten men.
In the dream, I felt that I had been with her for so long, and there was no quarrel between the two of us, or even a stiffen, which I have to say is a miracle. After all, the worldview and outlook on life of the two people are very far apart, and their personalities are not suitable.
If you are together for a long time, there will be contradictions. So she thought of many ways. The most obsessive thing is that every time I speak, I am forced to end with the words 'I love you'. Although I never said that. But she always did it unilaterally. I feel very guilty, many things are her unilateral efforts, I sit back and enjoy it, and I am not satisfied.
In my dream, I spent more than three years with her like this. Suddenly, one day, I don't know if she was funny, and suddenly said to me:
- Ah Ye, what will happen to you if I am no longer with you?
I was stunned, shook my head, smiled, and didn't pay much attention. Unexpectedly, this sentence soon became a fact. Nine days later, for some reason, I left her, and since then our lives have crossed paths, and we have separated more and more in a ray shape, and there is almost no possibility of overlapping......
On the third night, I met a very bad girl. Because she was very depressed when I met her, and because of some bad luck when I was a child, I owed her a debt for a scarf. So I took care of her for half a year, and her life improved a little.
- Hey, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore?
I don't remember when it was, but I said that to her or my birthday in a dream. At that time, I had a premonition that I seemed to want to do something. At that time, she smiled confidently and asked without thinking, "Why are you not by my side?" ”
A few days later, I broke up with her and left her for good after her life got better......
I woke up from the dream, but the three figures in the dream gradually merged into a person, a crying girl. I stretched, looked out the window at the sky, and was in a daze.
- Ah Ye, dear, what will happen to you if I am no longer with you?
Maybe there's a curse on this sentence.
In my dream, from the beginning, others worried about me, took care of me, and cared for me in every detail. Now I have begun to think about each other, take care of the people I care about, and be as careful as the sea. Although it was only three nights, it felt like three lifetimes.
What a long three nights!
- My dear, Ah Ye, what would happen to you if I wasn't with you anymore? Now I suddenly want to say this again.
On the fourth night, I dreamed that the girl who did not know what she looked like said to me.
Ah Ye, my dear, if I am gone, will you change? Stronger than ever? Getting faster than ever? Getting smarter than ever? Won't you lose it anymore and be confused?!
Perhaps, when a person is used to being taken care of, he will be too lazy to use his brain. But when the solid shoulders that you have always been able to lean on suddenly disappear, although there will be pain for a while, you will still have to go on and continue to live your life after waking up.
At that time, my dear, whether you want to or not, you have to force yourself to change and grow. Like a bird with broken wings, even if it can't fly, it can only learn to walk with its weak legs supporting the ground.
But how can I bear to let you break your wings, my dear?
But beloved, how can I bear to say that cursed word to you?
So let's change the story.
- My dear, what would happen to you if you weren't with me anymore?
And what will happen to me like this?
Ha, maybe I'll never know what the heavenly realm looks like. However, it doesn't matter anymore. The celestial realm, too.
I want to be with you forever......
After another dream, I was shocked. The heart was beating wildly, like that gentle dream containing some strange energy that could not be explained.
Dressed in white like snow, Xue Ying stood silently beside me, a circle of white mist lingering on her slender fingers. I looked at her and smiled slightly......
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I didn't like this place, not at all. I always felt like there was something in this town that I couldn't understand.
By the way, my name is Silent Night......
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