Chapter 58: Helpless
"Sister, what did the doctor tell you?" Su Fang saw her sister come out and asked loudly.
"Oh, the doctor said that you are fine, but your body is not well nourished, and it is best to recuperate and recuperate in the hospital." Su Lan showed a reassuring smile.
"Really? But why should you recuperate in the hospital? Isn't it okay to recuperate at home? I don't want to recuperate in the hospital. Su Fang asked.
"Of course, it's because all the facilities of the hospital can allow you to recuperate faster, let's go, let's go home first, and my sister will make you your favorite fried shredded pork with green peppers!"
Su Lan didn't want to tell him the true situation of Su Fang now, she really couldn't bear to let a young child suffer so much, so she could only hide it first, and then tell him slowly.
On the way home, Su Lan bought a lot of vegetables, thinking that she wanted to make some delicious food for Su Fang, and make up for it, if she had to go to the hospital for treatment, her body would definitely become more and more unbearable.
Looking at the big table of dishes made by his sister, Su Fang was very happy, picked up the dishes and chopsticks and ate them in a big gulp, since his parents left, he had not eaten such a delicious meal for a long time, usually because his sister was busy, so he just coped with it and ate a few bites, Su Fang didn't know why his sister would cook so many delicious food for him today.
"Sister, is there anything good today? How can you cook such a large table of dishes? Su Fang asked curiously while eating.
"It's nothing particularly good, I just think Xiaofang hasn't eaten anything delicious for so long, and my sister happens to have time today, so I thought I'd make you a meal." Su Lan pretended to be a relaxed explanation.
"Alas, I wish my sister could be by my side every day like today." Su Fang said.
"Silly boy, what do you think, of course my sister will always be with you, don't worry."
Looking at Su Fang, who had a simple and kind face, the bright smile on her face pierced her eyes. She looked at him worriedly, and had already planned to send him to the hospital in two days to be treated by the doctor.
On Tuesday, Su Lan had already gone to the hospital the day before to contact the doctor, arranged the beds and everything, and asked for leave from the school. I took Su Fang to the hospital early the next morning.
"Sister, how long am I going to the hospital?" On the way there, Su Fang asked.
"We don't have to stay long, we can be discharged from the hospital after recuperating our bodies." Su Lan showed a big smile.
"Alright then, then you remember to come and see me often." Su Fang admonished.
"Of course my sister will visit you every day, so don't worry!"
Hearing Su Lan say this, Su Fang felt a lot more relieved, as if he was not so afraid of the hospital, thinking that he would just stay for a few days, and he didn't know that he had such a dangerous disease.
After arriving at the hospital, after Su Lan discussed with the doctor a few days ago, the doctor was not sure how far he could be treated, so he could only be hospitalized for a long-term diagnosis. Su Lan took out all the money on himself and paid for a week's hospitalization first.
"Xiaofang, my sister is going to school, you have to listen to the doctors and nurses in the hospital, and I will come to see you after school at noon, you know?" Su Lan explained before leaving.
"Don't worry, sister, I'll be obedient!" Su Fang, the child, has been docile and sensible since he was a child, and he never caused trouble to adults, and Su Lan was quite relieved to put him alone in the hospital.
After coming out of the hospital, Su Lan hurried back to school, but fortunately entered the classroom at the last moment when the bell rang. Panting breathlessly, he sat in his seat, picked up his book and began to listen carefully.
After school at noon, Su Lan was always the first to rush out of the classroom, go home and cook something for Su Fang, eat two bites by herself, and then send him over. Then I rushed to school and the time was very short.
It was already eight o'clock in the evening after self-study, and she had to rush over to do two part-time jobs, otherwise, the money she earned would not be enough to pay for the hospital treatment and maintain the lives of the two of them, and the burden of life fell on a growing child.
Su Fang has been in the hospital for two months, but his health has not improved, and it seems that Su Lan can't hide it anymore.
"Sister, I've been in the hospital for so long, when will I be discharged?"
Su Fang asked with a cough. In fact, in his heart, his body doesn't need to be so healthy, and he just hopes that his sister can not work so hard. After being in the hospital for so long, he probably knew that he had a serious illness.
"If Xiaofang persists a little longer, he will be able to go home soon." Su Lan said as she prepared a meal for Su Fang.
"Sister, I think I'm almost well, why don't we go home and recuperate?" Su Fang asked.
"How can there be a hospital at home, what do you want, listen to my sister, let's go back."
"But what if I can't get better? Do you want to live here for the rest of your life? Hearing this, Su Lan's hand preparing lunch was obvious.
"Xiaofang, what do you mean by that?"
"Sister, don't hide it from me anymore, I know everything, I'm not here to recuperate at all, I'm here to heal, right?" Su Fang also became serious at this time.
"Haha, of course not, Xiaofang, don't think too much, eat quickly, my sister will go to class in a while!" Su Lan avoided this topic, she was not ready to tell Su Fang the truth.
"Sister, don't fool me like a child anymore, I know best how my body is, so sister, just tell me what kind of disease I have, don't worry, I can bear it." Su Fang cheered up and looked at Su Lan with a righteous and awe-inspiring expression.
Looking at that incomparably firm face, Su Lan didn't know how to explain for a while, and her heart was a little more distressed when she looked at Su Fang's eyes, she reached out and gently touched Su Fang's hair.
"Xiaofang, it's my sister's fault, it's my sister's failure to take care of you that made you get such a disease. The doctor said that you have a primary tumor that is difficult to eradicate, so you have to be treated in the hospital all the time. After saying that, Su Lan's tears flowed uncontrollably.
"Primary tumor, it turns out that this is the disease, is there really no way to completely cure it?"
Although he had been mentally prepared in advance, Su Fang's eyes still had an unconcealable loss and fear, and he didn't expect that he was really sick.
"Of course you can, Xiaofang, don't worry, believe my sister, your illness will definitely be cured." Su Lan hoped that he would be positive, which would also be good for his recovery.
"Okay, I know, sister, you should go to class quickly, or you will be late later."
Su Fang couldn't accept it for a while, he needed a little time to slow down, he didn't have no understanding of primary tumors, and the teacher had extended it when he talked about tumors in school before, so he still understood his illness quite well in his heart.
Seeing Su Fang's indifferent expression, there was a lost face. When Su Lan saw him like this, it was like seeing himself who had just learned about it, and knew that no matter how much comfort she said at this time, it would be useless, so it was better to let him be quiet, so she gently closed the door and let Su Fang stay alone for a while.
When he was waiting for the elevator at the elevator door, Su Lan heard someone calling him, and when he turned around, it turned out to be Xiaofang's attending physician.
"Su Lan, you come with me, I have something I want to tell you." Dr. Wang stepped forward and said.
"Oh, okay."
Regardless of whether she was going to be late or not, Su Lan followed Dr. Wang to the office. Doctor Wang called her, it must be something that has changed in Xiaofang's affairs, after all, she has been treated for so long.
"Doctor Wang, is there anything wrong? Is there any change in Xiaofang's illness? Su Lan asked expectantly.
Seeing her like this, Dr. Wang shook his head helplessly, and couldn't bear to meet her disappointed eyes, so he had to pick up the patient report in his hand, open it and hand it to Su Lan.
"So far, Su Fang has been in the hospital for two months of continuous treatment, but his body has not improved in the slightest, and we have used all the methods that should be used, but we still can't do anything." Dr. Wang also said with some frustration.
"What then? Is there really no way around it? Su Lanzhun asked, she always believed that there was no way to heaven and man.
"That's right, I heard that there is a hospital in City C that has relatively developed methods and technology for treating this disease, so you can take Su Fang there to have a look." Dr. Wang advised.
"Okay, thank you, Dr. Wang."
The storms of life always knock you to the ground one after another when you are caught off guard. After Su Lan came out of the hospital, she was no longer in the mood to go to class, and walked home, but found that the home that had been deserted for a long time looked different today, and it seemed that Su Yan had returned.
After Su Lan entered the door, he saw Su Yan sitting on the sofa with Erlang's legs crossed and watching TV comfortably, and heard movement at the door, but he still watched the drama without raising his head. Su Lan didn't want to pay attention to her, and walked straight to the living room, poured a glass of water and sat down to take a breath.
"Why are you back at this time?"
Su Yan asked casually, but he didn't get a response for a long time. Su Lan's mind was still planning to take Su Fang to see a doctor, and she was too focused on it, so she didn't hear Su Yan's inquiry.
"I'm talking to you, are you deaf?" Su Yan's speech was still so ugly, and he could raise his voice, as if he was afraid that no one would hear him.
"What did you just say? I didn't hear it. Su Lan came back to her senses and asked.
"It's not modest to say you're deaf. I said, why are you back at this time? Su Yan repeated it word by word.
"I just came back from the hospital, Xiaofang is sick, you can go and see him when you have time." Su Lan replied.
"Sick? I think you want to ask me for money because of Xiaofang's illness! "Su Yan has always liked to maliciously speculate on others.