More than a month, between strangers, may not be long, but between two people, but it is like a year.

For more than a month, Ding Zi wanted to imagine that she would see Yan Chenqing again, but she didn't know what they would say to each other at that moment?

Or are you just silent, coldly and wrongly?

In short, no matter what, they can't go back to the kind of mutual dependence and protection they had before.

But she didn't expect that the first thing Yan Chenqing said to her was, "Xiaozi, I miss you." ”

At a certain moment, Ding Ziyu knew that she couldn't control her emotions, and she let this loss of control go and cried bitterly in Yan Chenqing's arms.

He misses her, how can she not think of him?

But is it useful to say this? It's useless, it's useless.

That day, the two men held hands and had dinner at a restaurant they frequented.

Not many words were spoken, or rather, all the language seemed pale, very pale.

When she came out after eating, Ding Ziyu felt that it was almost over, and she was satisfied after eating a meal peacefully.

Unexpectedly, what she was once accustomed to is now the only thing she can ask for.

She said to Yan Chenqing, "That's it, you can go back." Don't come back to me in the future. ”

Yan Chenqing's eyelashes trembled, and he took her hand, very tight, and he said, "What do you mean?" ”

Ding Zi wanted to sigh, her eyes were red, and she said, "Chenqing, let's end it." ”

"The end? You're going to break up with me? ”

"Yes, I'm going to break up with you, Chenqing, let's break up! Parted! ”

"Impossible!"

Yan Chenqing's emotions were suddenly very excited, he said, "Xiaozi, listen, I won't break up, I won't break up with you, I know what you're afraid of, don't be afraid, I'll let them divorce, even if they don't divorce, they can't stop us from being together......"

He said, "Xiaozi, you give me some time, we will be together, I am eighteen years old now, I am an adult man, I can protect you, I can ......"

"Chen Qing, don't be stupid!"

Ding Ziyu's tears fell.

She said, "Chenqing, it's not worth it, I'm not worth it for you to do this, because it's me, I don't want to continue with you, even if your father and my mother agree, I don't want to continue with you, I'm tired, I want to end!" ”

"You're lying to me!"

"Why should I lie to you?"

Ding Zixiang looked at Yan Chenqing, and said word by word, "Chenqing, in fact, you knew my concerns from the beginning, you are two years younger than me, you are now eighteen years old, and I am already twenty years old, we will never be able to cross this age gap, because you were an adult before, you are so young, you are still a high school student, I can't bring you to my friends in front of me openly, saying that you are my boyfriend, I don't want to hear others say that my old cow eats tender grass, I don't want to be pointed at behind my back......"

Yan Chenqing's eyes twitched and he didn't speak.

Ding Zi wanted to say, "Chenqing, you can blame me, blame me, hate me, but I really can't continue with you, you know, I've been trying hard to ignore the age difference, but there's no way, I can't ignore it no matter how hard I try, you treat me very well, very ** me, I admit it, in fact, I like you a lot, you are very handsome, so handsome that I can't take my eyes off, otherwise what do you think is the reason why I returned to the dessert shop that day?" I've only met you once? ”

"......" Yan Chenqing's face turned slightly pale.

Ding Zi wanted to notice it, and pulled the corners of his lips and smiled, "Because of this, I persevered, and I have persevered until now, in fact, if I can, I want to continue to persevere." But fate is so fond of joking with people, I didn't expect that our relationship would become like this, I think, the string I insisted on has been broken, so I'm sorry, Chenqing, maybe I'm really as you said, not as I imagined**You! ”

Yan Chenqing pursed her lips tightly, her face was pale, Ding Zi wanted to look at it, her heart ached like a knife, but she tried to control her emotions.

Although Yan Chenqing is eighteen years old, she is actually still a child, and she, twenty years old, she is more mature and stable than him, and she has to make decisions that he can't make.

Otherwise, this home will not be peaceful in the future.

"So, give up on me?"

Yan Chenqing asked almost word by word, his voice was a little dry and a little hoarse.

Ding Ziyu pursed her lips tightly and spoke, "Yes, I give up." ”

"Huh!" Yan Chenqing smiled, and suddenly lowered his head, Ding Zi wanted to see his expression clearly, but he knew that he must be sad.

Then, his voice came and he said, "Okay, I got it." ”

I know.

It turns out that you don't ** me.

He slowly let go of his hand, the power of his fingertips disappeared little by little, he took two steps back, and then, without a trace of nostalgia, turned around and left.

Ding Zi wanted to stand there silently, watching his figure go farther and farther away until he disappeared.

At that moment, her eyes were faintly astringent.

……

On the weekend, Ding Zixiang received a call from her mother, saying that she should go home and say that she had something to tell her.

Ding Zi wanted to sort out his mood and went home.

didn't see Yan Chenqing, Ding Ziyu didn't know what was wrong with him now, where he was, and he didn't dare to ask anyone.

Her mother told her that she was going to go back to H City with Yan Chenqing's father, after all, Yan's father's business was mainly there.

It's inconvenient to live in K city.

Her mother asked her, "Purple Desire, can you come with me, and I will help you with the transfer?" ”

After a pause, she said, "Chenqing, this child, has not been to school since that day, a month ago, his father suspended him from school, and it is estimated that he will also transfer to another school!" ”

Ding Ziyu's eyes twitched.

Mother said again, "Purple desire, my mother knows that my mother is selfish this time, and my mother doesn't know that you are with Chenqing...... But you are two years older than Chenqing, you have been sensible since you were a child, precocious, and know how to take care of yourself, but Chenqing is still a child! ”

Ding Zixiang bit her lip to control the wetness in her eyes, and she said, "Mom, I understand, don't worry, I know how to do it." ”

Ding Zixiang did not go through the transfer procedures, she chose to stay in K City to study at university, her mother did not object, maybe she also felt that this choice was right.

At dinner that day, Yan's father, her mother, and her, there was no Yan Chenqing.

At the dinner table, Yan's father treated her very well, sandwiched a piece of chicken wings for her, she smelled the smell of frying, inexplicably felt nauseous in her stomach, rushed into the bathroom and began to retch.

Her mother rushed over and asked her what was wrong, but she retched so hard that she couldn't answer.

After all, the mother was a person from the past, and immediately knew that something was wrong, she took her daughter with trembling hands and asked her, "Purple desire, are you ......?"

Before she finished a sentence, she had already covered her mouth and cried, and three words came out of her mouth, "Evil......"

That night was the first time that my mother slept with her after many years.

Her mother took her hand and asked, "Purple Desire, how long has it been since you told your mother?" ”

Ding Ziyi's eyes flashed and he didn't speak.

The mother said, "Then you tell your mother, Chenqing...... Obey him, do you know? ”

"Don't you know?"

"Mom, this matter has nothing to do with him!"

"His child, how can it not be related to him?"

“……”

Tears fell from her mother's eyes, and she said, "Purple Desire, why are you so stupid!" ”

Ding Zi wanted to bite his lip, and the faint sadness in his heart spread.

"Purple desire, listen to Mom, let's beat this child!"

"What?"

Ding Ziyu was stunned for a moment, and she said, "Mom, what did you say?" ”

"Do you want to give birth to this child?" The mother was stunned.

Ding Zi wanted to bite his lip and spoke, "Yes, Mom, I want to keep this child!" ”

"Purple Desire!"

"Mom, don't persuade me, I know what I'm doing!" She said, "I've calculated, next month, you and Uncle Yan will be in H City, I will stay in K City alone, I am going to take a leave of absence, give birth to the child first, and then find someone to help me take care of the child, I continue to go to school, I am a sophomore, two years at most, I can graduate and find a job in two years, and raise children in the future, no problem at all!" ”

"Nonsense!"

The mother screamed, her voice trembling faintly, and you could see how angry she was at the time.

She said, "Purple Desire, this child can't stay, you have to beat it!" ”

Ding Ziyu flashed his eyes and looked at her, "Mom, this is a life, it's my own flesh and blood, how can I kill him like this!" ”

"Purple Desire!" The mother took her hand and said, "Purple desire, you heard my mother say that you are only twenty years old now, you are still so young, and you will have a very brilliant life in the future, child, the child will have it in the future." But if you don't kill the child now, what will happen in the future? ”

"You will be a single mother, will you be able to meet a good man who is willing to want you in the future? And, can you imagine what it would be like for a child to be born without a father? Can you bear the colored glasses that your child faces when he grows up and knows that his parents are in that relationship? You can't ......."

"I will hide, I will never see Chen Qing again in my life, I can never see him for the rest of my life!"

"Then you don't even want your mother and me?" Mother's tears fell, she said, "Purple desire, you listen to your mother's words, beat the child, this child, really can't give birth, as soon as he is born, your life, the life of Chenqing, the life of the child, the life of all of us, but it will be messed up......"

That night, Ding Zi wanted to cry hysterically in her mother's arms, she didn't even know who she was crying for, she just felt very sad, very sad, very sad.

The next day, Ding Zixiang, accompanied by his mother, went to the hospital.

When lying on the operating table, she shed tears and silently thought in her heart: baby, I'm sorry, in fact, my mother is really not afraid of her life being ruined, but my mother is very afraid of ruining your father's life, because your father is only eighteen years old!

He still has a long future ahead of him, and his mother can't be so selfish and can't ...... R1148(.. )