Chapter 61 Gnawing in the depths of the soul
In anger, Wang Fang proposed to Zhao Mingfa to break up, and also left this sad place and returned to Wangjiawan, Baishi Township. Wang Fang used to go home during the New Year's holidays, but this time she suddenly returned home, with a sad face and a bad mood, Wang Haozi didn't know what happened to her daughter.
It was winter, and Wang Haozi grew mushrooms at home. Ridges of mushrooms are covered with "stalks" made of grain grass and bamboo strips. Every morning, Wang Hezi unveiled the coat of the grain grass, and the white and tender mushrooms had emerged from the soil. Old mushrooms have already bloomed, and they are not easy to sell, so they generally eat them themselves. Medium mushrooms are the size of a medicine bottle cap and are best sold. Small mushrooms are the size of buttons and are usually picked the next day. Uproot the mushroom from the soil, pull it out neatly, without too much dirt and mycelium; The soil and a large number of mycelium, that is, the sons and grandchildren of the mushrooms, were uprooted, which is called a full slaughter. After the mushrooms are harvested, the soil from the roots is shaved clean before they can be sold. There are those that specialize in mushrooms, and the price is a little lower. You can also take it to the countryside and sell it in the restaurant, and the price is higher.
Wang Fang helped his father pick mushrooms, kept the mushrooms that did not look good, used a knife to cut the soil at the root of the mushrooms, and fried the meat at noon. Unexpectedly, during the meal, Wang Fang suddenly vomited, and she went to the hospital to check that she was pregnant. Thinking that Zhao Mingfa, a scumbag, went to climb the rich woman, and the "evil seed" in his stomach could not be kept, Wang Fang decided to beat the child down. Her belly hadn't grown yet, she couldn't tell that she was pregnant, and her parents didn't know about it, so she was going to the county hospital to quietly get rid of the baby.
Wang Fang thought that the child was "innocent" after all, her own "flesh and blood", and she thought about whether to have an abortion over and over again, hesitated, was restless all day, and had a nightmare at night.
Wang Fang dreamed that she was walking alone on the road, admiring the weeds and dewdrops on the leaves on the roadside, and was sighing at the magic of nature and the crystal clarity and purity of the rain and dew. She suddenly heard a trembling sound behind her, and when she looked back, a black piece of something was crawling towards her. I saw that all the grass on the side of the road was gnawed away, which scared her into running desperately to escape. Several insects that were running fast had already crawled in front of her, and she stepped on them without hesitation, and their black blood, feces, and corpses instantly turned into meat sauce. Wang Fang fixed his eyes and saw that these black animals were silkworms and hairy insects.
Wang Fang knew silkworms and hairy insects, and she had been dealing with them for a long time, that is, in her family's cotton field. When planting cotton, use a hoe to break the soil particles, splash water and form a thin mud, then smooth the thin mud, use a blade to cut the thin mud into criss-crossing tofu blocks, insert two cotton seeds into each mud block, and then cover it with plastic film, and soon the cotton seeds will take root and sprout. When the cotton seedlings are grown, they are transplanted into the soil. At this time, it is the world of silkworms and hairy insects, and the young cotton seedlings are their delicacy. When transplanting cotton seedlings, it is easiest to catch caterpillar worms and silkworms.
As the name suggests, the caterpillar is the size of a silkworm, covered in pitch black, and covered with fluff; The ground silkworm looks like a silkworm, and its body is hairless, but it is completely black. Wang Fang is most afraid of animals without hair on their bodies, such as earthworms without hair on their bodies, she is a little afraid; Yellow eels, snakes, and loaches have no hair on them, and she is also afraid. The rat has hair on it, but she is not very afraid. The silkworms raised at home are white, and she is not afraid, and the ground silkworms are similar to the silkworms, but the skin is black, and she is afraid. The caterpillar has hair on its body, and she is not afraid of it, and dares to catch it. When she was a child, Wang Fang used to catch caterpillars and silkworms with clips or leaves wrapped in leaves, and when she caught them, she either trampled them to death or put them in bottles and subjected them to special torture - that is, they were set on fire, and the melted liquid dripped on them, scalding them alive. In the old days, it is common to use melted plastic liquid to remove pig-hair, but children often use this torture to kill hairy insects and silkworms. Watching them flip and struggle, the children gloated on the sidelines. In front of these insects, they are like kings, inflicting cannons on the defenseless people. The difference is that the torture of the king is impeached and criticized by the historians, but the torture inflicted on the insects by children does not receive any criticism. Even if they scalded 10,000 small bugs, the historian dismissed their absurdity and cruelty. It can be seen that the children are even more lawless than the king.
Wang Fang knew that now those tragically dead hairy insects and silkworms were looking for her to take revenge.
She ran as fast as she could, and the bugs chased after her. She staggered to the edge of the mushroom soil, uncovered the grass coat, and tried to hide in the mushroom soil, but the insects had crawled to her, and strangely enough, the insects did not eat her, but ate the mushrooms. She thought it might be because bugs are herbivores, so they don't eat meat or people. Those white mushrooms, large and small, were instantly eaten by the black bugs. In the end, only a child-sized mushroom stood upright. She had never seen a mushroom of this size, with its large canopy open, glowing golden. When the worms have eaten the small mushrooms, they enclose the big mushrooms, like a pack of hyenas surrounding a lion and trying to rip out the lion's anus.
The insects collectively gnawed at the mushroom's body, and Wang Fang heard the mushroom's scream. The sound seemed to be the voice of a child, and it turned out that the white and chubby mushroom had become a white and chubby child. The child had been bitten by insects, dragging his mutilated body to chase after Wang Fang, shouting "Mom!" while chasing! Help me! ”。 Wang Fang was so frightened that he ran around, and the child chased after him, and shouted after a while: "Mom, my ears are gone!" After a while, he shouted, "Mom, my hand is missing!" After a while, he shouted, "Mom, my feet are missing". Wang Fang ran to Swallow Kouya, crossed a ditch, and saw that the child who looked like a mushroom was already standing in front of her, she couldn't tell whether the "creature" in front of her was a mushroom or a child, and heard him say: "Mom, my whole body has turned into blood!" And sure enough, it turned into a puddle of blood.
Wang Fang suddenly woke up from her dream, couldn't it be that the child in her belly gave her a dream and asked her not to have an abortion? Wang Fang killed a lot of bugs when she was a child, and these bugs retaliated in her dreams. Abortion is even more life-threatening, how can Wang Fang bear it?
Wang Fang thought of Zhao Mingfa's betrayal of him again, and decided the next day that he still wanted to have an abortion. The county hospital had abortions every day, and doctors placed her behind another woman. During the operation, Wang Fang clearly heard her screams when she had an abortion, and it was as if she saw the child in her womb being stirred into a pool of blood. Wang Fang remembered the dream she had at night, and the blood stains in the dream and the blood stains of the woman's abortion in the operating room kept haunting her mind, and she finally gave up the operation and returned home. Unfortunately, Wang Fang later died in childbirth when she gave birth and was buried in Tukouya, which is how the whole thing described above happened.