He tried his best to control his voice so that it sounded the same as usual, but the low voice line, the fluctuation of the vocal cords, and the depression in his heart made it sound so obscure and bleak.

The faint tremor expressed his unwilling and depressed heart vividly.

But Feifei didn't pay attention, because she was already immersed in her memories, sad, desolate, helpless, and confused!

She said that at that time, she was really desperate;

She said that she really couldn't trouble him anymore, the 530,000 was like a giant peak pressing her breathlessly, because she had no ability to pay it back.

In the future, this giant peak will be like a snowball, rolling bigger and bigger, pressing her to stand up, unable to raise her head, and even crushing her;

She said that every time she asked him to borrow money, she had to struggle for a long time, because she was afraid that her endless demands would one day make this loved one feel bored and disappointed, and finally choose to stay away.

After all, they are not related by any blood after all, and people's hearts and feelings cannot withstand the test of time and money!

Hearing this, he really wanted to laugh, it turned out that in Feifei's heart, he was so untrustworthy; It turns out that she is walking on thin ice for him, always worried that he will one day dislike her and stay away from her, hehe......

But can she be blamed for this?

Isn't that human?

The more you owe, the more you feel inferior and depressed, and you are always prone to cranky thoughts.

So, he still didn't give her enough security and trust.

Then she said again, maybe it was her villain's heart that took the belly of a gentleman, but she was really afraid, people are warm and cold, and the world is hot and cold, she has tasted too much in the past few years.

Although others have no obligation to help her, this deliberate coldness and alienation make her feel inferior.

So, she was anxious to return the money to him, because she really didn't want to lose him as an older brother.

But what made her even more anxious was Zheng Ling's illness and huge medical expenses, she needed money so much, but she didn't, and she couldn't earn it in the short term, so the only thing she thought of was - unspoken rules.

In the two years in the entertainment industry, she has seen too many three-no artists soar overnight, both men and women, and the reasons for their popularity are different, but there is one thing that has the same goal, that is, the unspoken rules.

Therefore, there was a backlog of various reasons, which finally led her to this point of no return.

……

I see, I see!

It turned out that he was also one of the culprits who pushed her to the point of no return.

His heart really hurts, he obviously cherishes and loves her so much, but he never really finds out what the problem is.

His unconditional help to her did reduce her pressure, but his uncomplaining and uncaring approach pushed her further and further.

In the face of him, she only has low self-esteem, humility, admiration, and even negative emotions accompanied by fear, fear, and fear.

So, how could she fall in love with him?

In fact, their hearts have long since drifted apart.

……

She cried, and after all that she had said and done, she finally cried.

But she smiled too, a pure smile he hadn't seen in a long time.

It was a kind of relief and relaxation, and the weight of her heart, along with the secret being said, and with the return of all debts, she was finally able to let go.

She walked over and gave him a hug and said, "Brother Kaneshiro, I'm sorry, and, thank you!" ”

It was the first time he had held her so intimately, more intimate than the one she had fainted in the hospital.

Feeling her fragrant scent and touching her elastic soft and delicate body, his heart beat wildly.

He was infatuated, he was reluctant, he wanted to grasp it, but this wonderful feeling was fleeting, he couldn't grasp it, and I'm afraid he would never be able to grasp it.

She retreated from his embrace, with undried tears in her eyes, under the illumination of the light, flickering, the smile of relief at the corner of her mouth still stayed, at that moment, she was like a fairy descending to earth.

However, she was leaving, leaving completely!

……

No, no, he quickly stopped her, he didn't know what else he could do, he just asked, "Is he good to you?" ”

In her eyes, he saw pain, pain, entanglement, and a hint of loneliness.

He immediately understood that she was not good, very bad!

Also, in Ying Liqian's eyes, Feifei is no different from a female branch, how can he be kind to Feifei?

It's just that if you like it, you can coax it, and if you don't like it, I'll hang you aside, and when he's done enough, he'll kick you away like a waste.

But Feifei said, "I'm fine, he's good to me, it's just that we've had a little unpleasant recently."

But it doesn't matter, it's going to be fine, it's going to be okay soon, everything will be back to the way it was. ”

How could he possibly believe it?

Revert to the original? How to recover?

And what is the so-called "as it is"? Like a slave, begging for the mercy of his master?

He stubbornly thinks that Ying Liqian is a heinous stinky man, insulting and torturing his Feifei in every way, and he doesn't treat Feifei as a human being.

He couldn't wait to rush to the Ying Group immediately to find Ying Liqian and take Feifei back, but he knew that it was impossible at all.

So, he didn't say anything more, because it was useless to say anything now.

With his current ability, he couldn't save her from Ying Liqian's hands at all, and he didn't want to discuss these unspeakable things in front of her, it would be tantamount to tearing open her scars, which would only bring her more pain.

He just told her, "Feifei, no matter what, I will be your brother Jincheng and your solid backing for the rest of your life."

So, don't feel inferior, don't be afraid, no matter what happens, I won't change, so please don't change. ”

He wouldn't dislike her, and if he could, he would guard her for the rest of his life, so her worries were completely unnecessary, and he wouldn't let her run away from him.

He was still so calm and calm, but when he returned home, the anger in his heart could no longer be suppressed.

He went crazy, went berserk, vented......

Another destruction accident, and the new items in the home were ruthlessly destroyed by him again.

However, his calm and forbearant personality allowed him to quickly regain his composure, and he did not lose as much as last time, because Feifei was still waiting for him to rescue.

But what can he do now?

Regret not finding something to confess to her? Even if she refuses, he has an IOU to hinder him?

Oh, but now he has nothing!

Not only did he have no chips, but he also had no ability to fight.

In the face of Yang Tianling, he didn't hesitate or flinch, and he immediately started his deployment without even thinking about it.

But now, the opponent is Ying Liqian, a majestic mountain that cannot be shaken.

He is not afraid of losing everything he has, but he is afraid that even if he loses everything, he will not be able to restore the freedom of Feifei, and this kind of moth to fire behavior is not only stupid but also meaningless.

For the first time in his life, he had a sense of inferiority complex and powerlessness, and it was clear that the problem was in front of him, but this time, he was helpless.

This time, he had to compromise with reality, because he couldn't fight Ying Liqian.

But his heart did not give up for a moment, even if he knew that he would not be able to catch up with Ying Liqian in this life, he would infinitely shorten the distance between him and Ying Liqian, and never stop!

With this breath and this seemingly unrealistic ideal and goal, he moved forward more courageously and passed all the way......

This year, at the age of 28, he finally stood on his footing, and now, no one can shake his position in Guoqing, even Yang Tianling has to weigh the consequences of dealing with him.

Of course, this is just an assumption, Yang Tianling is too late to weigh him, how can he deal with him?

Unfortunately, it's still not enough!

Even if Guoqing is on a higher level than before after catching up with Ying, even if his status is advancing by leaps and bounds, he is still not qualified to compete with Ying Liqian.

Heaven is fair, although he can't resist the front, he can find another way.

Finally, he waited for an opportunity, or rather an opportunity to find him.

A chance to regain Feifei even if his status and ability are not qualified enough.

……

Cafe

Thinking back, Feifei is still telling about the good past, although it is not much, but it is not finished in a while, but he doesn't dare to listen to it anymore, otherwise, he is afraid that he will not be able to make up his mind.

Interrupting her recollections, she asked, "Is he good to you?" ”

It's still this sentence, whether it's a meeting or a phone call, he always can't help but ask her this question.

At first, he was worried that Ying Liqian would treat her badly, and wanted to give her comfort and warmth, but the more he went on, he realized that he was still so ridiculous when he was worried about her, decadent for her, and striving for her.

Because Ying Liqian was so good to her, so good that he had completely lost his motivation and motivation.

Because, he is actually serious about Feifei!

This conclusion was undoubtedly terrifying, and it was even more unbelievable than when he heard that Feifei had chosen Ying Liqian as his goal.

It's not that he wants to belittle Feifei, but Ying Liqian's noble family, or even Ying Liqian himself, will he fall in love with Feifei's poor family, drop out of school early to enter the entertainment industry, and still accept the unspoken rules of the upper position?

It's ridiculous!

This is not a fairy tale, if he doesn't know Feifei's personality, if he doesn't know Feifei for so many years, he can't look down on Feifei.

But what's the use of him not looking down on it? It's just another self-righteousness.

After all, he was not Ying Liqian, how could he understand the thoughts of such a noble and noble person as they were?

What's more, Ying Liqian is a unique and eclectic existence in high society, and no one has ever been able to understand his mind.

So, even if he didn't believe it in his heart, he had to lose to reality.

……

Feifei didn't hide too much about Ying Liqian, he asked, and she would answer.

Every time he asked Ying Liqian if he was good to her, she would say yes, at first he could comfort himself and say that Feifei didn't want him to worry about it, but as the days passed, the more he could feel the sweetness, lightness and happiness in Feifei's words.

If the voice on the phone is the result of her repeated practice, but what about in person? Is it also acting?

Maybe, after all, Feifei's current acting skills have been well received, and just last year, she successfully deceived him once, so it is not surprising that there are second and third times.

But what about five, six, eight, nine, or even more?

Finally, he can no longer deceive himself, even if he is unwilling, he must accept the fact that Feifei has fallen in love with Ying Liqian, and Ying Liqian loves her even more, spoils her, and loves her.

Such an excellent and perfect Ying Liqian, what does he fight for, and why does he fight?

Feifei's heart was never on him, and this was the most fatal blow.

If Feifei and Ying Liqian are not in harmony, he can continue to work hard, struggle, climb, and fight for that faint hope.

But they are already together, and they still get along so well, like a pair of beautiful people, in such a perfect situation, how can he intervene? Will he be able to plug in?

Feifei, I really paid all my efforts and energy for you, but at the last moment, you proved to me with practical actions that all the efforts from beginning to end were just my one-man show, and my efforts and hard work have become a laughing stock again and again.

Do you know Feifei, it's not reality that defeats me, it's you, it's your heart!