Chapter 93: Sorrow
In this way, Zhang Lanying was able to go to the Workers' and Peasants' University through recommendation.
For a girl who has grown up in the countryside for more than 20 years and has walked the farthest place in the county seat, the outside world is undoubtedly extremely exciting, even if it was in a special era at that time, the outside world was not all beautiful, but it was enough to make Zhang Lanying, who went to the outside world for the first time, a novelty.
If she continues on such a trajectory, Zhang Lanying will also have a good future after graduation.
After all, although the graduates of the Workers, Peasants and Soldiers University are regarded as people who have taken shortcuts in the eyes of college students after the resumption of the college entrance examination, and they are not college students at all, they are already extremely rare intellectuals in this era.
But no one expected that Zhang Lanying's college life would take a turn in the fourth year.
She fell in love with a teacher at school.
If it's just like this, it doesn't matter, although it is a teacher-student relationship, as long as the two endure it for two years, after Zhang Lanying graduates and works, no matter how openly they are together, no one can say anything unpleasant.
But on the contrary, the teacher who fell in love with Zhang Lanying was a round older than her.
Moreover, before Zhang Lanying graduated, the relationship between the two was discovered by other classmates, and it became known to the whole school at a very fast speed.
That's a big deal.
At that time, the ten-year special period had not yet ended, and the atmosphere in the Workers' Peasants' and Soldiers' University was far inferior to that of later universities.
And after arriving at the university, a considerable number of them did not think about how to absorb knowledge, but just like in their hometown, they just didn't hold a magnifying glass to look at everyone, as long as they caught the slightest mistake of others, they went on the line.
Even the whole school was a little miserable by these people.
However, in those days, the principal and teachers of the school really didn't dare to provoke these people.
Under such circumstances, these people knew that Zhang Lanying had a personal relationship with the teacher, and they can imagine what the consequences would be.
During that time, for Zhang Lanying and the teacher, it was probably the darkest period of their lives, facing all kinds of disdainful eyes every day, and from time to time they would be dragged to the school playground with a broken shoe around their necks to criticize.
Zhang Lanying never thought that people's hearts would be so evil.
And during this period, one of those red soldiers originally had a good impression of Zhang Lanying, and said more than once that as long as Zhang Lanying was willing to bite the teacher back and follow him in the future, he could rescue Zhang Lanying from such a sea of suffering.
But although Zhang Lanying is a woman, she also knows what kind of blow she will have to her lover, that is, the teacher, if she really does this, so no matter how hard she lives, she never lets up.
One can imagine the consequences of refusal.
After that, Zhang Lanying's life was even more difficult, and she was even pushed into the frozen lake of the school by some classmates who wanted to show their loyalty in the winter.
If it weren't for those people, they were afraid that they would kill someone, and then they rescued Zhang Lanying, I am afraid that her life would have to be explained in that era.
Such days lasted for several months, until the following year, when the ten-year special period officially ended, and those so-called red soldiers no longer dared to show off their might like this, Zhang Lanying and the teacher were relieved.
At this time, Zhang Lanying also graduated.
The previous hardships did not separate her from the teacher, and after the test of these hardships, the relationship between them became more pure.
Therefore, after Zhang Lanying graduated, the two discussed preparing to get married.
They are no longer teachers and students, and if they want to get married at this time, of course, no one can say a "no".
Before preparing to go back to Zhang Lanying's hometown, the teacher felt sorry for Zhang Lanying's hardships these days, so he decided to take Zhang Lanying to the hospital for a physical examination.
Zhang Lanying was originally going to resign.
She has just graduated and started working, and the salary is not high, and the teacher's salary is higher than her, but she has to prepare the things she needs to get married, so you can imagine that she will not have much money in her hands, rather than spending money on these unnecessary places, it is better to save them to live a better life after marriage.
However, the teacher insisted on taking Zhang Lanying for examination.
Zhang Lanying couldn't help it, and there was really something wrong with her body during that time, so she thought it would be good to check it out, so she followed her to the hospital.
The results of this inspection were undoubtedly like a bolt from the blue for Zhang Lanying.
She has an extremely serious disease of uterine cold, and it is very likely that she will not be able to have children at all!
Zhang Lanying remembered the time when she was criticized every day, after being pushed into the icy lake in the winter, although she was rescued, but then she had a serious illness, and it was her luck that she finally picked up a life, but even if she picked up her life, since then, she always felt that something was wrong with her body, especially in the days when she came every month, every time she could take half a life.
Zhang Lanying had heard many people say that the few days of the month would be very uncomfortable, so even so, she didn't think in other directions.
But it turned out ......
The icy water of the lake not only gave her that serious illness, but also took away her right to be a mother?
After knowing this result, Zhang Lanying locked herself in the room without eating or drinking for two whole days, and then broke up with the teacher.
A woman who can't have children, in the countryside, that's a hen that doesn't lay eggs.
Zhang Lanying can't accept that she is imperfect, and that teacher is a person who likes children very much, they get together like this, can they still be as affectionate as they are now?
Rather than arguing about this matter in the future, it is better to break it off now.
But the teacher refused to agree to break up no matter what, he felt that if it weren't for him, Zhang Lanying would not have been hurt like that, let alone today's result, since the cause of all this is in him, how could he leave Zhang Lanying alone?
The two of them screwed up like this.
This twist is a full five years.
In the past few years like this, when Zhang Lanying returned to her hometown, she accidentally saw Lin Xiu who wanted to study, and she didn't know whether it was out of love for Lin Xiu, or she saw her former self from Lin Xiu's body, and when she learned that Lin Xiu's parents intended to let her drop out of school and go home, Zhang Lanying offered to sponsor Lin Xiu to go to school.