After a love, is there warmth left? Is it indulgence?

Gu Xi didn't know it, and he had no way of knowing.

Guan Hui is a woman, bold and confident, and she is also free and generous in the face of feelings, she can leave very simply and neatly, without leaving any friendship.

So much so that what love is in her eyes, Gu Xi can't understand.

The night outside the window was still very beautiful, Guan Wei was lying on the bed, tired and didn't want to move, Gu Xi hugged her from behind, closed his eyes, and kissed her back.

Guan Yu didn't move, but said in a faint voice, "It's late, you go back!" ”

Gu Xi's eyes twitched, he wanted to get her to keep him, but if he thought about it carefully, it was simply a fool's dream, what kind of character Guan Wei had, after so many years, he knew it clearly.

He went to take a shower and put on his clothes, but Guan Yu was still lying on the bed, covered with a thin layer of cups, his beautiful and fair back was half-naked, his eyes were closed, and he seemed to be asleep.

He walked over, stretched out his hand to pull the quilt all over her, covered her spring light, and finally couldn't help but bow his head, kissed her hair, and said, "Good night." ”

He was about to get up and leave, but Guan Yu suddenly opened her eyes, she turned over, pulled the quilt over to cover herself, stroked her messy hair, and said, "Good night, be careful when driving!" ”

Gu Xi nodded, raised his feet and walked towards the door, when his hand fell on the doorknob, he always froze, turned to look at Guan Bin, and asked, "Why can't we be together?" ”

Guan pursed his lips and smiled, "What?" Do you think it's bad that we're like this now? ”

Gu Xi's heart suddenly buried a breath, he said, "Doudou needs a father, her father is me, and you and me, we need a normal life, we need a home!" ”

Gu Xi said, "Guan Bin, you are twenty-nine, I am thirty-five, how many more years do you think we need to miss?" ”

After Gu Xi finished speaking, he had already opened the door and said two words to her again, "Good night." And he lifted his feet and went out.

Guan was stunned for a moment when the door closed, and then, she buried her face in the quilt and took a long and deep breath.

Love is the devil.

Mother was right.

……

Guan Wei once asked herself if she loved Gu Xi, and she felt that she should love it.

once had a heartbeat for Lu Yinchu, but he couldn't, a man like Lu Yinchu didn't have a woman who wasn't impressed.

But after being euphemistically refused, she chose to let go.

There are some things that are not your own, and it is not interesting to force them.

What kind of man Lu Yinchu is, she knows it clearly, and there is a person in her heart, other women, no matter how good they are, he can't look down on them.

Because there is no place for it, in that case, wouldn't it be better to be free from it?

As for Gu Xi? To be honest, when she first met him, she felt very flat about him, no waves, no surprises and no joy.

But I think this person is talking very interestingly.

At that time, she was still immersed in her little infatuation with Lu Yinchu, although it was all obscure and unknown, but she always felt that Gu Xi could see it.

That's right, that man is two years older than Lu Yin's junior class, and he knows a lot about human feelings.

is six years older than her, and the vicissitudes of life in six years, I don't know how many edges and corners can be worn off!

I still remember one time, probably a party, Han Shaojing invited a guest, she was in a bad mood that day because she was annoyed by a customer, so she drank a few more glasses of wine.

Gu Xi was sitting next to her at that time, in fact, she had a good amount of alcohol, but she was still drunk that day.

Later, I don't know how to distribute it, it became Gu Xi to send her home.

She leaned in the car, her brain still had a trace of lucidity, and she looked at the street lights flashing outside the car window in a daze, and suddenly, a little sad.

She asked Gu Xi, "Have you ever loved?" ”

Gu Xi was stunned for a moment, glanced at her, and then let out a faint "um".

Then she asked, "So you tell me, love, what does it feel like?" ”

Guan Wei heard that Gu Xi once had a very good girlfriend, but later because Gu Xi was obsessed with medical research and didn't take much care of his girlfriend, his girlfriend couldn't bear it and broke up.

Since then, he doesn't seem to care much about love, in Guan Bin's opinion, a man can do this, it must be to a previous woman, such as his girlfriend, the old love is unforgettable, it will be so.

But Gu Xi just smiled faintly at the time, and he said, "What does love feel like?" It seems like I'll have to think about it, but I think if the woman I love happens to love me too, I'll feel very warm in my heart, the kind of warmth that is about to melt. ”

Guan Hao smiled at the time, feeling that Gu Xi was not too young, and he still had such an innocent and dreamy time.

Her gaze fell back on the window, and she didn't notice that Gu Xi was slightly distracted when she stared at her side face.

Later, the intersection between her and Gu Xi was not very special, time flew by, and many things happened, others didn't know, and she felt incredible when she thought about it carefully.

But one day, Gu Xi suddenly said to him, "I like you very much, you know!" ”

How did she feel at that moment?

She couldn't tell, but she trembled slightly, and a warm current hit her heart, and at that moment, she knew that she was heartbeat.

However, she has always been afraid of love, Lu Yinchu is a special case, and as a woman, she is attracted to her without that exception, but what about Gu Xi?

Maybe she never thought about it, so that one day the relationship was broken, and she found out that there was a man named Gu Xi next to her, so she couldn't react.

……

In the car, Gu Xi lit a cigarette again, the night was very blurry, and it was a little intoxicating.

Just some time ago, when he saw his good brother Chang Linsheng proposing, he also said that he wanted to believe in love, and he believed that Guan Wei was also infected by the scene at that time.

However, that time gradually faded, and he found that this woman was still calm and cruel.

Gu Xi, thirty-five years old, almost half of his life has passed, a wife is not like a wife, a woman is not like a woman, he has really lived enough in this half of his life.

He picked up his phone, dialed out, and twenty minutes later, stopped at the door of a bar.

When he entered the door, Han Shaojing was drinking and frolicking with a group of friends, and there was a scantily clad woman next to him, he frowned slightly, but Han Shaojing knew that he didn't like it, so he immediately waved these people out.

A box was arranged next door for them to continue playing.

Several brothers graduated from the Department of Economics and Management of H University, but to be honest, Han Shaojing thinks that he is the stupidest one among several people.

I don't have a business mind, and occasionally I have to ask these brothers what to do, but there is one thing he is particularly good at, that is, he is smooth enough, he can be a man, and all his customers and partners are served by him very well.

He can have fun, do things very thoughtfully and meticulously, and wander around the mall for many years without forgetting his original intention, which is a rare thing in itself.

Gu Xi admires Han Shaojing.

The two of them sat down, Han Shaojing poured him a glass of wine, and after seeing him take a sip, he asked, "What's wrong?" Where did Guan Huan come back just now? ”

Gu Xi smiled, "How do you know?" ”

Han Shaojing raised his eyebrows, "Just look at your face, on the other hand, you just took a shower, and the smell of shower gel and shampoo on your body is obviously not your style, women use it!" ”

Gu Xi looked at him, "I didn't expect your kid's observation ability to be quite fine!" ”

Han Shaojing also took a sip of red wine and said, "Observation ability aside, tell me about you, what's going on, is Guan Wei difficult for you or like that?" ”

"Unabated!"

"Damn!"

Han Shaojing couldn't help but scold, Gu Xi looked at him, "Pay attention to brother, Han Shao, Mr. Han!" ”

Han Shaojing coughed lightly, and then said, "I don't understand, what did you do to make Guan Yu hate you so much, you don't know anything about your own affairs?" ”

Gu Xi shook his head, "I really don't know!" ”

Then he looked at Han Shaojing and said, "Do you think I have intermittent amnesia or something?" What did I do to be sorry for the shutdown and then I forgot? ”

Han Shaojing thought for a moment and nodded, "I don't think it's impossible!" ”

Gu Xi: "Damn! ”

This time it was Han Shaojing's turn to be depressed, "Pay attention, Doctor Gu, Professor Gu!" ”

Gu Xi glanced at him, picked up the wine glass and took a sip.

……

Although it was just a joke to see a psychiatrist, after Gu Xi went back to sleep all night, he felt that maybe it was not impossible to see a psychiatrist.

Thinking like this, Gu Xi immediately contacted a friend of his, Fang Xu, who was also quite accomplished in psychology in H City.

I made an appointment with Fang Xu in a western restaurant, which was near Fang Xu's work.

Fang Xu and Gu Xi are about the same age, now they have both children and a happy family, and they are quite concerned about Gu Xi's situation for so many years, seeing that he has not married a wife and a half concubine at the age of thirty-five, he is really anxious.

So the first time he saw Gu Xi, he immediately leaned in and asked, "Do you want me to introduce you to someone?" Hey, don't say it, we recently came to the psychiatrist, 26 years old this year, good-looking, gentle and virtuous, good cooking, very suitable for you......"

"Stop, stop, what's going on...... Gu Xi hurriedly stopped him.

Fang Xu was a little surprised, "What, could it be that you are looking for me for this?" Then you are anxious to say that there is something important, for you, in addition to marriage and blind date, is there anything more important than this? ”

Gu Xi coughed lightly, he was indeed stumped by Fang Xu's words, and breathed a sigh of relief, he said, "...... Actually, that's the case, I want to ask you to do a psychological hypnosis, you see, when do you have time? Make an appointment! ”

Fang Xu was stunned, "Professor Gu, are you kidding me?" ”r1148()