"Sometimes, I feel like you're so close, so close that I can see when I turn around. But, more often, I feel that you are so far away, so far away that it is like the scenery on the horizon, so far that even if I use all my life's strength, I can't catch up. ”

He still remembered that in the Baoyue Tower, the gentle hand gently embraced him, warming his body and heart. He still remembered that in the Weiyang Palace, his lips were entangled, so hot, a raging flame burned in his heart, and it has not been extinguished to this day.

But after only one day, she regained her eternal composure, just like everything in this world could not move her. The clear eyes are like a pool of water that can't be rippled for half a minute.

Xiao Yu lowered her brows, stroked Cui Yan's smooth face, and said lightly, "I thought you were like this, until I saw that you were desperate for Mo Bai, and you cried bitterly for Chang Rui's death."

I only know that under this seemingly indifferent face, there is actually an extremely eager heart, and you remember everyone's kindness to you and their affection for you. Even if that good and that love is originally ill-intentioned. ”

is so smart, how can he not see through Xiao Changrui's calculations. However, you deliberately ignore and forget, and only keep his kindness in mind.

God knows how deep and heavy the jealousy and resentment in his heart are.

"I don't understand, you treat everyone around you well, even people like Bai Zhi and Qinghe, why you are the only one who is an exception to me, why your heart has never been open to me. Is it just because of who I am? ”

In addition, Xiao Yu couldn't figure out what other reasons there were.

However, born in the emperor's family, he had to fight, grab, and rob. If he is not careful, he will never recover, and he has no choice at all!

The first emperor died, and only he and Xiao Changrui survived among the twelve sons.

Xiao Yu's voice was a little sentimental, even he didn't notice it, but he was all captured by Cui Yan. Cui Yan blinked, and an emotion called sourness spread in the bottom of her heart.

Yes, sour.

It's really sour, it hurts......

She looked at Xiao Yu, his obsidian eyes, like a mirror, completely illuminating his heart. It turned out that she had put him in her heart, but she never realized it.

Or maybe she's already aware of it, but she's just deliberately ignoring it.

Cui Yan lowered her head and stopped looking at him, "Your Majesty, you are the king, the master of this world, and your love will never belong to one person." And what Cui Yan wants is just to live, just a stability. ”

And this stability, as the emperor, you will never be able to give it.

The sourness in her heart was even worse, Cui Yan's eyes were stained with a thick mist, and her vision blurred.

"You like me, don't you?"

Xiao Yu stretched out his hand and wiped the corners of Cui Yan's eyes to endure the crystals that did not flow.

Cui Yan, what are you afraid of?

He is a person full of purpose, but also a man of action, for what he wants, he will hold it in his hands by any means, he doesn't understand, why Cui Yan's choice is to constantly evade and make concessions.

Cui Yan wiped her eyes, took a deep breath, suppressed the emotions that kept churning in her chest, and said lightly, "For a person in the cold winter, food and clothing are enough." And love is a luxury. ”

She couldn't afford it.