Chapter 1, the hand-torn scumbag (1)
Sunshine is the best gift from God to the early morning, and the early morning is the most beautiful time in people's hearts. The most beautiful time is like a beautiful girl or a handsome boy, who is always chased and loved.
Zhuang Xiaomeng's work and rest time is very regular, he likes to get up early and go to bed early, and prefers morning exercises. Except for rain and snow, he would get up on time every morning to go for a run in the park not far from his house, and he could be regarded as a good runner.
Zhuang Xiaomeng used to sit on a bench next to a small forest in the park to rest after running, not so much to rest, but to empty his mind. He is happy every time he runs, but he is a little sad after running, because the ideal running state in his heart is to run with two people, not he runs alone, how can Wu Tong not like morning exercise, let alone running, never get up early to accompany him to exercise.
Zhuang Xiaomeng once asked and was angry about it, but in the end Wu Tong still insisted on himself, and did not compromise because of his anger or petty emotions, and he finally compromised. Sometimes I really feel a little helpless when I think about it, but for the sake of love, he still chooses to accept it silently.
In the early morning at this moment, it was not as cold as in winter, nor as hot as in summer, Zhuang Xiaomeng did not feel cold or hot in a thin sweatshirt, he listened to his favorite song with headphones, sat on the bench and never got up to go home. Because he is alone when he returns home, it is very boring, it is better to sit on a stool in the park and breathe in the fresh air.
Zhuang Xiaomeng used to go to a breakfast shop near his house to eat breakfast after running. He knew that Wu Tong liked to eat hot fritters and soy milk the most, and he would also bring a breakfast home for Wu Tong after breakfast. Now that Wu Tong has been away on a business trip for more than a month, he is too lazy to hurry to eat breakfast after he finishes running, anyway, it is the same when he eats.
Zhuang Xiaomeng is the kind of person who is used to staying together but is not used to separation. Every time Wu Tong is not at home on a business trip, Zhuang Xiaomeng will feel idle when he comes home from work, looking absent-minded and listless, sitting on the sofa in the living room and being in a daze all the time, feeling that his soul has been taken away by Wu Tong. On Sundays, the situation is even more severe, and sometimes you can even feel a flurry of panic. And when Wu Tong was at home, although sometimes the two of them didn't have too much language communication, Zhuang Xiaomeng would feel relieved and down-to-earth when he looked at Wu Tong. This feeling stems from the two of them who have known each other for six years, shared weal and woe in the same boat for six years, and also stems from Zhuang Xiaomeng's trust and dependence on Wu Tong.
"Hey, handsome guy, do you want to eat a fritter?"
Zhuang Xiaomeng closed his eyes and immersed himself in his own world, as if he was isolated from the outside world, and he didn't hear or notice that there was a young man eating fritters standing in front of him.
"It's okay to have a cup of soy milk without eating fritters."
Zhuang Xiaomeng still ignored him.
The young man chewed the fritters in his mouth and muttered, "Do you want to be so arrogant?" Why don't I ignore talking to you? After finishing speaking, he kicked Zhuang Xiaomeng violently.
Zhuang Xiaomeng was frightened by the sudden kick, and felt very angry when he saw the unknown person in front of him kicking himself inexplicably. He wanted to ask the other party why he kicked him, but after thinking about it, wouldn't he be making trouble for himself if the other party was insane, after all, you can meet mentally abnormal people in the park anytime and anywhere, and now that Wu Tong is not at home, no one will help him solve the trouble if he gets into trouble. So he dismissed this idea and didn't want to argue with the other party.
"Did you hear me when I spoke to you? Don't think that you can pretend to be deaf and dumb with a headset. ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng leaned down and kept rubbing his aching calves with both hands, although the other party's kick seemed to be very light, it was very powerful, it must be someone who had practiced. He saw that the other party was talking, so he took off the headphones, stared at the other party with a frown, and then pointed to himself and said, "Are you talking to me?" ”
In fact, Zhuang Xiaomeng saw that the other party was dressed appropriately, and his speech was not incoherent, and he did not look like a person with mental problems, so he dared to squeak.
"Am I talking to a ghost?" The other party was a little annoyed, he didn't wait for Zhuang Xiaomeng to reply and continued: "I won't go around the bend with you, I came today because I want to talk to you about something, this matter is also very important to you, I hope to cooperate with me, otherwise I will bear the consequences." ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng felt a little inexplicable, thinking about what the other party just said was like filming a Hong Kong police movie, but he is not an actor, it is impossible to film in this life, and the other party does not seem to be an actor, and there will be no filming crew in the park early in the morning, so meeting such a person in the park early in the morning will indeed remind him of three bad words - neurosis.
In fact, the neuropathy in the real world is sometimes not as sloppy as in the TV series, so in order not to have unnecessary disputes with him, Zhuang Xiaomeng still asked very friendly: "Who are you?" Do we know each other? ”
The other party shook his head, "My name is Luo Hanxuan, you don't know me, but I know you." Otherwise, I wouldn't have found you. ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng looked the other party up and down, and then asked cautiously, "What do you do?" ”
"Police?"
Luo Hanxuan nodded very majestically and forcefully.
Zhuang Xiaomeng suddenly became nervous, he had never committed any crime, he had never been and was not, how could he be questioned by the police?
"Actually, you don't have to be nervous, I'm resting today, and I'm coming to you purely to learn about some private matters." Luo Hanxuan smiled proudly, as if Zhuang Xiaomeng was the criminal he needed to interrogate. Although he took off his uniform and was not in a working state, the aura emanating from him still existed, which scared Zhuang Xiaomeng a lot. Indeed, Zhuang Xiaomeng at this moment was as if he had really committed a crime, and he was so frightened that he didn't dare to face Luo Hanxuan.
"Do you want to eat a fritter to relieve your nervousness?" Luo Hanxuan handed the remaining fritters that had been cold to Zhuang Xiaomeng.
Zhuang Xiaomeng waved his hand to refuse, he was not in the mood to eat now, and he didn't want to eat. He was trying to figure out what he had done wrong and was questioned by the police. I didn't think about what crime I had committed.
"Shall you have a cup of soy milk?"
"I don't like to eat fritters, and I don't like to drink soy milk!" Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't like to eat these two things since he was a child, and he didn't know why, if it weren't for Wu Tong, maybe he would never touch these two foods in his life.
"Brother policeman, what are you looking for me for? I can't think about it, but I can't think of what sin I've committed. ”
Luo Hanxuan smiled, stared at Zhuang Xiaomeng in surprise, and asked suspiciously, "Don't you like to eat these two foods the most?" ”
"Who told you I like to eat these two things?" Zhuang Xiaomeng was a little impatient, and even more nervous, his heart really couldn't calm down before Luo Hanxuan didn't say anything. "What the hell are you looking for me? Say it! ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng has a sense of awe for the police profession since he was a child, as long as he cried when he was a child, his grandmother would sternly tell him that he was crying, and the police would arrest him, and as long as he heard the word police, he would stop crying, and he would not be happy. When he grew up, this fear was still buried deep in his heart, and every time he saw the police, he would feel an inexplicable nervousness, so that now he never dared and would not do anything to steal chickens and dogs.
Zhuang Xiaomeng sat on the stool and wanted to get up and leave, but he was afraid and didn't dare to go. Luo Hanxuan sat beside Zhuang Xiaomeng very casually, patted him on the shoulder and comforted, "Don't be afraid, don't be nervous, I'm here today to talk to you about your private feelings." ”
"What does my personal relationship have to do with you? Is it also illegal for me to do things about my private feelings? Zhuang Xiaomeng stared at Luo Hanxuan with some doubts, could it be that the police also care about personal feelings these days. That's too wide, isn't it? "Are you police idle every day?"
"Who said that I am idle every day, I am busy to death every day. If it weren't for Wu Tong's incident, I wouldn't have bothered to come to you. Luo Hanxuan crossed his legs, lit a cigarette, and slowly exhaled a puff of green smoke.
"What's wrong with Wu Tong? Did he break the law? You guys arrested him? Zhuang Xiaomeng felt even more nervous and scared after hearing the name Wu Tong from the police, he was afraid that Wu Tong had committed something, he was afraid that if Wu Tong was really arrested by the police, he didn't know how to save Wu Tong. Say it quickly! Zhuang Xiaomeng stood up from the stool and looked at Luo Hanxuan anxiously.
Luo Hanxuan raised his head slightly, frowned and looked up at Zhuang Xiaomeng, thought for a long time, and sighed softly, "I really feel worthless for you, and I also envy Wu Tong for being able to find such a good lover as you!" It's a pity, it's a pity. ”
At this time, Zhuang Xiaomeng's brain was in chaos, and he didn't have time or mood to think about anything other than Wu Tong, so he wanted to know what happened to Wu Tong, "Can you not talk like squeezing toothpaste, saying half and leaving half." Can you make it clear. ”
Luo Hanxuan was very angry when he saw that Zhuang Xiaomeng cared so much about Wu Tong, because he felt that Wu Tong was not worthy. "Wu Tong is a scumbag, why do you care so much about him?"
Zhuang Xiao dreamed that someone said that Wu Tong was not good, which immediately aroused the anger in his heart, and regardless of whether Luo Hanxuan was the policeman he was most afraid of, he roared at Luo Hanxuan, "You are the scumbag, your whole family is scum." ”
Luo Hanxuan threw away the cigarette that he had only smoked a few puffs, and then crushed the cigarette with his foot, "I didn't come to quarrel with you today, and I didn't have the time to quarrel with you, I came to you today just to explain to you the fact that Wu Tong is a scumbag." He didn't wait for Zhuang Xiaomeng to answer before continuing: "Haven't you ever thought about how I know that you and Wu Tong are lovers? You two are men. ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng calmed down and thought about it seriously, he was really too excited just now, the relationship between him and Wu Tong is very secret, it is impossible to tell outsiders, outsiders only know that they are good friends, but they don't know that the two of them are lovers, and there are only a few people in the world who know about it. And he didn't know Luo Hanxuan at all, how could Luo Hanxuan know so clearly? "Who are you? What the hell do you do? What are you looking for me for? What is your relationship with Wu Tong? ”
"I've already answered your first three questions, I don't want to answer them a second time, about your last question, I can answer you." Luo Hanxuan replied solemnly. "I used to think that Wu Tong and I were lovers, but after thinking about it, I thought about it and felt that it was not. Because I know you exist, but I don't mind. According to the normal thinking logic, if I am a lover with him, then I will care very much about your existence, and I will not and do not want to share Wu Tong's love with you, after all, it is the twenty-first century and not ancient times, so the relationship between me and him is to solve my physiological needs! Luo Hanxuan smiled after speaking.
"Neurotic!"
"Don't believe me?" Luo Hanxuan smiled ghostly, "What I said is the truth!" ”
To believe or not to believe? Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't know either.
"No way, he won't do anything sorry for me."
Luo Hanxuan smiled helplessly, "I used to be the same as you, I felt that he was the most sincere and trustworthy person in the world, because he personally told me about your existence. Once he said he liked you, couldn't live without you, didn't want to be separated from you and be with me. But I like him, so I choose to accept this fact that cannot be changed. I sometimes think that even if the two of us can't be lovers, it's okay to be friends with physical needs. But then I found out that there was more than one person of my kind in his world, and I realized that everything he had ever said to me was a lie. ”
"I've been with him for six years, how long have you been with him? Don't I know what kind of person he is? What is it about him that has offended you? Do you have to slander him like that? ”
"Six years!" Luo Hanxuan repeated these two words softly, raised his head and sighed softly, "Six years is really a long time, so long that it makes me jealous." ”
"What is there to be jealous of!" Zhuang Xiaomeng said disdainfully, "If two people really love each other, six years is really not a long time." ”
"You've been with him for six years, and you haven't found out that he's cheating, so you can be so stupid!" Luo Hanxuan sighed softly and continued: "As far as I know, I am not the first object of his cheating, nor the last object of his cheating. Six years will always leave some evidence of cheating, but you didn't notice it at all, I really don't know whether to admire your low IQ or Wu Tong's high EQ? ”
"What did he offend you about? If he offends you, I apologize to you on his behalf, and please stop slandering him in the future, okay? Zhuang Xiaomeng was a little unbearable and roared.
There are many infatuated men in the world, but there has never been one like Zhuang Xiaomeng. Luo Hanxuan was really speechless. Luo Hanxuan looked at the infatuated man in front of him, and suddenly felt a sense of pity in his heart, as if everyone in the world woke up and he was drunk alone, and he was drunk in his own world and didn't want to come out.
The silly innocence may be really appropriate for Zhuang Xiaomeng, in this impetuous same-sex circle, there may be a lot less trouble and a lot of trouble if you can have this state of mind.
"It would be great if Wu Tong could have the same dedication as you." Luo Hanxuan sighed sincerely, he felt worthless for Zhuang Xiaomeng, and at the same time, he also had more pity and pity in his heart. Zhuang Xiaomeng has loved Wu Tong for six years, but in the end he loves a scumbag. It's ridiculous when you think about it, and it's even more ironic.
"Although I have known him for as long as you have known him, I have loved him no less than you. I used to love him madly, but I was just unladylike. Speaking of the word love, Luo Hanxuan smiled awkwardly. He felt that people like Wu Tong were not worthy of love.
"You're sick! What about early onset nerves? Zhuang Xiaomeng really couldn't listen to it anymore, turned around and wanted to leave, but was stopped by Luo Hanxuan.
"I'm not here today to show off my past with him in front of you." Luo Hanxuan forcibly pulled Zhuang Xiaomeng back, and pressed Zhuang Xiaomeng the bench to prevent him from leaving. "At the beginning, Wu Tong forcibly separated from me, I thought that he had a conscience and returned to you, I didn't say anything, after all, I still don't want to cause too much trouble between you, and I don't want to have any entanglement with the two of you, so it's good to quit silently. But when I learned that he was separated from me and was looking for someone else to replace me, I realized that my choice was not important, the most important thing was his attitude towards feelings. ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng put on headphones and didn't want to listen to it, but whether he wanted to listen to it or not, Luo Hanxuan still had to speak, "We all know in our hearts that the love of people like us is not visible, it is criticized by the world, and it seems very depressed in terms of love, everyone has a lot of bitter water in their hearts that can't be poured out, and there are many words that can't be spoken, so each of us is eager to find a person who can tell the heart and relieve the inner depression." If one day you can meet someone you like each other, it will be your blessing, if you meet someone who is full of lies and deceives you every day, it will be your sorrow. ”
"Wu Tong is full of lies, he is not a person worthy of your liking, you should wake up, don't keep sleeping in your own world."
"You fart, you talk nonsense." Zhuang Xiaomeng couldn't accept everything Luo Hanxuan said, he felt that Luo Hanxuan was deceiving him, "Why should I believe you." Pay attention to evidence in what you say and do, not to mention that you are still a police officer, so you can't talk about it. ”
"I'm not talking nonsense, I definitely have proof." Luo Hanxuan took out his mobile phone from his pants pocket, and then turned out many photos from his mobile phone, the behavior of the people in these photos is very intimate, and these photos all have a common person, this person is Wu Tong, "I think it is forgivable to deceive a person once, but it is not okay to deceive a second time, because with a second time, there will be a third and fourth time." I've been thinking for a long time about whether or not to tell you about it, but now that I look at you, I feel like I should come, I should tell you everything. You are a good person, a person worthy of the love of others, you should have a good love, you should love someone worthy of your love, instead of living in a beautiful illusion created by a scumbag for you without knowing, I don't want you to be deceived by Wu Tong all the time. ”
Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't see the photo before he refused to believe what Luo Hanxuan said, but when he saw the intimate photos of Wu Tong and many people mouth-to-mouth, he had to believe that everything Luo Hanxuan said was true. After all, men and men wouldn't have taken pictures like that if they hadn't had that kind of relationship.
Zhuang Xiaomeng left in despair, and his mind was already blank. He didn't know where he wanted to go, and his brain couldn't command his body right now. Zhuang Xiaomeng walked to a lake in the center of the park, and then sat on the bench on the edge of the lake like a puppet. He suddenly raised his head and looked up at the quiet sky, observing the most beautiful blue and purest white in the world, and the white clouds in the sky were like innocent children holding hands and gently scribbling in his eyes, but unfortunately Zhuang Xiaomeng couldn't feel that kind of beauty now. Zhuang Xiaomeng looked at and admired it expressionlessly, at this moment, he didn't want to praise or sigh. In fact, it was not that he did not feel that the sky was beautiful, nor that he was admiring the clouds that kept changing shapes, but that he just wanted to tilt his head so that tears would run down his cheeks, and he did not want to show his cowardice at this moment.
The breeze slowly blew Zhuang Xiaomeng's slightly immature and slightly vicissitudes of life, and he felt that the wind was like a loud slap in the face. The faint wind ruffled his hair, and it woke up his persistent heart, which was still immersed in the long river of love.
After looking up at the sky for a long time, Zhuang Xiaomeng's neck was a little sore and numb, but the most painful thing was his heart.
Zhuang Xiaomeng took out his mobile phone, and wanted to call Wu Tong to ask if what Luo Hanxuan said in the morning was true, but at this moment, two text messages were sent from an unfamiliar number.
- I'm Luo Hanxuan, this is my phone number! If you don't believe everything I've said today, then I can confront Wu Tong face to face when he comes back in a week.
- Maybe you think what I've done today is a bit cruel, maybe you'll think I'm nosy, but I have a clear conscience. Although God has made us this kind of person, I think that the love of people like us deserves the most basic respect from people like us. No matter if you hate me now or in the future, I only hope that you can get out of this perverted or even disgusting love as soon as possible, so as not to make you fall deeper and deeper and unable to extricate yourself. You are a sincere and kind person, if I were Wu Tong, I would love you even more, instead of attracting bees and butterflies outside. Finally, I want to say that in fact, Wu Tong is not going on a business trip, but living with a person in the photo.
Zhuang Xiaomeng didn't want to reply or pay attention to Luo Hanxuan's text message, but when he saw Luo Hanxuan's second text message, he felt that it was necessary to wait for Wu Tong to come back and let Luo Hanxuan come over and explain everything clearly.
- Okay, I'll let you know when Wu Tong comes back.