Chapter 603: Cherish the Present and Live in the Moment
After leaving the park, Gu Weixuan and Si Weichen didn't talk about the topic in the park, the question was too heavy.
Si Weichen opened his mouth, but he couldn't say anything, not to mention that the training of soldiers in peacetime is harsh, hard and dangerous, and soldiers are also ready for combat at any time.
Life is impermanent, the battlefield is changing rapidly, and no one can guarantee that he will not have accidents, so Si Weichen can't make promises.
"Ah Xuan, I will try to live." When he finally arrived at the station, Si Weichen still held back such a sentence.
Gu Weixuan pursed her lips and smiled, and asked a question, "If you sacrifice, do you want me to keep it for you for the rest of your life, or do you remarry?" ”
As soon as this question came out, Si Weichen's whole body stiffened, and his breathing became light.
People are selfish, and in their selfish hearts, they naturally hope that their other half will be loyal and keep them for a lifetime. I don't want anyone to share my lover with me, just think about Gu Weixuan marrying someone else, living with other men, and doing the intimate things he longs to do in the arms of other men.
Si Weichen just thought about it, and he breathed a sigh, some couldn't accept it, and even became irritable, wanting to destroy.
But.
If he is gone, what right does he have to ask his lover to be alone for him all the time, then his selfishness is also a cruelty to his lover.
Si Weichen thought of his grandfather, when his grandmother died, he was still young and had no memory, but he could see the old grandfather, lonely and painful.
In the second half of his life, his grandfather lived in memories, and Si Weichen couldn't experience the loneliness of losing his lover, but he thought that if he thought about it from his standpoint, he felt that if he lost Ah Xuan, that loneliness and boundless despair would be felt.
"Ah Xuan, we all have to live well, live well, and grow old together." Si Weichen said such a sentence and stopped saying it.
"There are still long days ahead, we should cherish the present and live in the present."
Gu Weixuan nodded, life is not long, it is not short, when I was young, couples and husbands thought about growing old together, but there are still a few people who really grow old together in the end.
But Si Weichen's wish is not Gu Weixuan's wish.
After getting into the car, Si Weichen and Gu Weixuan chose the seat in the back corner, where the backpack was blocked, Si Weichen's hand held Gu Weixuan's hand, and he never let go.
The car went all the way to the provincial capital, it was already evening, Si Weichen and Gu Weixuan went to find the guest house first.
How do you think that the guest house can be strict, not to mention Si Weichen and Gu Weixuan, who came later, the two who are married, in front of them is a newlywed, not only to check the letter of introduction, marriage certificate, but also to be questioned, reciting red quotations, and after the end, the husband and wife are not allowed to have a room, one for the man, and one for the woman.
At this moment, Si Weichen didn't want to live in the guest house, "Let's go to my aunt's house." ”
"Okay" Gu Weixuan said: "There is no room at my aunt's house, and it is not too late for us to come over again." ”
"Then let's go eat first." Si Weichen and Gu Weixuan went to the restaurant, and one of them ordered a bowl of lean noodle soup and simply ate it like this.
At this time, the noodle bowl was very large, the soup base was good, the taste was pure, and it was also very real, Gu Weixuan was full after eating half a bowl, and the remaining half bowl was still handled by Si Weichen.
After eating, the two went to the department store again, and when it got dark, they brought a large bag to Fu's house.