Chapter 353: After Leaving, I Miss You So Much!
Although Nanxi started to fall in love very early, at the age of ten, he was still very young, and he accepted Li Weihuan, who was like a benefactor, and got along with each other for a few years, and had the feelings of both relatives and lovers!
Nanxi in her freshman year, eighteen years old, just became an adult, and for the future, she didn't think as much as Liu Feifei thought!
Liu Feifei's personality has some of her own theoretical maturity, perhaps, it is also related to some of her experiences or a year older than Nanxi!
About two months after the first semester of his freshman year, Liu Feifei started his first relationship in college!
The other party is a junior boy from the Department of Economics and Management, who is not very outstanding in appearance, wears glasses, and looks very good.
Liu Feifei said that the two of them met when they were studying at night, and the process was reading dog blood, as if it was, Liu Feifei dropped the book, and the boy sitting next to him kindly picked up the book and returned it to him, and then asked her what her major was, and they chatted with each other, which was quite speculative!
After self-study that night, the boy sent Liu Feifei back to the dormitory, and he felt like he hated seeing each other late!
After that, the two of them took a few evening self-study sessions in the same classroom together, and they got along quite well, but Liu Feifei said that she didn't think in other directions!
Liu Feifei thinks that when men and women fall in love, it is the initiative of the man, the opportunity to fall in love, and the first step must be grasped, which is of decisive significance to who owns the initiative after the two people fall in love in the future!
Once Liu Feifei went to study at night as usual, and when he entered the classroom that day, he was very surprised because the boy was not there!
Liu Feifei didn't care, who stipulated that he would come if she came?
Liu Feifei will not admit that he has a moment of loss, and continues to read his book as if nothing happened!
Reading around the night, Liu Feifei didn't have the heart to continue, collected his things and prepared to leave, and then, he met a boy running out of breath at the door.
The boy was empty-handed and didn't hold a book!
Explanation, he is here specifically for her!
Maybe it was the momentary heartbeat and the frustration of not seeing the boy when he went to the classroom first, Liu Feifei agreed to be with the boy when the boy confessed!
This relationship has a pretty good start, and Liu Feifei quickly devoted himself to this sweet love!
It happened a week after the relationship between the two people was confirmed.
That day, Nanxi, Yang Su and Lan Qi'er once had dinner with Li Weihuan and others in the small restaurant at the school gate, although it was a small box, but the sound insulation effect of the box was very poor, and the people at the next table were drinking, very noisy!
Nanxi heard a few boys teasing and chatting, and then someone mentioned Liu Feifei!
A boy asked, "The elementary school girl in that department was chased by you!" ”
Someone replied, "Is that Liu Feifei?" Look at her stupidity, it's normal for me to catch up, brothers, it's less than a week before and after, am I amazing? ”
Someone next to him immediately chimed in, "Amazing, how many little junior sisters have you captured with this trick, I'm ashamed!" ”
When Nanxi and the others heard this, their faces immediately turned cold, and they could distinguish the voice of one of their men, as if it was Liu Feifei's boyfriend!
Yang Su and Lan Qi'er couldn't control their tempers, and immediately rushed out of the box, in front of everyone, Lan Qi'er slapped the boy and said, "Fight for Feifei, don't accept one by one!" ”
Liu Feifei's love is therefore broken!
But she said it's okay, she hasn't been dating for long, she hasn't been distracted yet, and she won't feel sad!
Liu Feifei's second relationship began in the second semester of his freshman year, the other party is a talented person in the music department of the same level, and he looks good, Liu Feifei said that she likes the way he looks when he sings!
So when the boy took the initiative to show affection, Liu Feifei agreed!
But within a few days of dating, Liu Feifei's enthusiasm decreased a lot, she said that the second time they met and dated, the two of them sat on the grass, and the boy touched her ankle!
Liu Feifei said that in ancient times, ankles were part of a woman's "sex", and he touched her ankles, which was a kind of sexual innuendo, which showed that the boy wanted to sleep with her.
She said that a boy in his twenties may have been in love before, or maybe not, but he has just fallen in love, and he has sexually implied to you before they have a deep understanding of each other, either this boy is too superficial, or he is not interested in you at all, and the purpose of dating you is to comfort his body rather than his soul!
Liu Feifei said, I guess that boy must not be a virgin for a long time!
Nanxi, who was still very pure in thought at that time, listened to "sex is not sexual", virgin-male-female, her scalp was numb, and she felt that she really couldn't resist this topic!
Liu Feifei said, what is shy, everyone is at least an adult or in the process of gradually moving towards adulthood, many things need to be understood, such as sex between men and women!
Sex is a very basic element of the emotional world, but this element is linked to responsibility, a man who is very responsible and willing to be responsible for you has sex with you, why is this not acceptable?
Everyone is a person who wanders in an adult stage, and has a lot of curiosity about the adult world, and there is a saying that curiosity kills the cat, and you don't give it to him, but his curiosity will not be reduced because you don't give it.
If one day this curiosity extends to a stage where it begins to outweigh feelings, then it is very likely that he will have mental stimulation, such as you don't love him, don't care about him, etc., and leave you......
Liu Feifei said that sex is one of the catalysts of feelings, and he can make the relationship between two people more stable, so she does not reject this kind of thing from happening, but the premise is that the boy is worth delivering!
But there is no absolute disappointment in this world, and no one can stand in a position of long-term victory in the world of feelings, so she only wants the present to be worthy of her heart, and does not force the future!
But while cherishing the present, we must have the heart to imagine the future!
Liu Feifei said that based on this level, she really does not exclude two people from having a relationship in a relationship, but obviously this boy has not even reached this level!
Nanxi difference, since Liu Feifei can see it so thoroughly, and even knows the other party's impure purpose, why do he continue to associate with that boy?
In Nanxi's view, becoming a boyfriend and girlfriend with a person, no matter what, is a kind of responsibility for the other party for a period of time, and everything he does to you will affect your future life!
So being so frivolous wants to let a girl who has just met and dated not long be handed over to her body, obviously not a good boy!
In the bottom of Nanxi's heart, she has no prejudice against that boy, but she can't get used to his behavior!
Liu Feifei said, "If he wants, I may not give it, I also think that I and him will not go long, but I just want to see now, a boy who can sing love songs to the heart of everyone who listens, how long can he endure without being controlled, if he can endure for a long time without being controlled by **, if he can endure it for a long time without giving up on me, this shows that he still has the possibility of transformation, I should not give up this relationship so easily, give up on him......"
But to Liu Feifei's disappointment, after the other boy's attempt for a month was rejected by Liu Feifei for sex-insinuation, Liu Feifei saw him and other girls coming out of the school's hotel early in the morning!
The two broke up because of this.
Liu Feifei said that she is not sad, because she is only distracted by his songs, not his people!
But now, the person who knows him is like this, and when he hears his song again, he only thinks that this person is too tender and talented!
Later, Liu Feifei didn't fall in love for a long time, until the beginning of the second half of her sophomore year, she began to like a boy like crazy!
The boy was not a student, but an amateur racer outside the school, who usually did odd jobs and repaired cars at a car repair shop!
Yang Su teased her, saying how she fell in love with a car repairer, she laughed at Yang Su for not understanding art, and said that if there is a chance, she must find a chance to let Yang Su see what he looks like when he is racing!
But it's a pity that there was no chance later, and then Liu Feifei said that the other boy's rejection of her!
said that she is not feminine, like a little girl who doesn't grow up, he is more enthusiastic about sister and brother love, and has a crush on a woman who is older than himself in his heart!
Nanxi also discussed with Li Weihuan at that time, "Before you boys fall in love, will you give yourself a hint in your heart?" For example, I like this type of girl, even though I think the other girl is very good, but not the type I like? ”
Then she asked Li Weihuan, "What about you?" When you saw me, did you realize that I happened to be your type? If it weren't for the fact that I just was, wouldn't you be going to treat me as a stranger without asking?
Li Weihuan frowned, "What's the matter!" I like you! Whatever you look like, I love it! It's because I like you that I know what I like, and if you're a different type, then I'm sure I'm a different type! ”
Later, Liu Feifei had never been in love, and it seemed that he had no confidence in love at all, and it was not necessary that he had three failed experiences that left a blow to his soul!
Then, Liu Feifei suddenly transferred to another school and left, as fast as a gust of wind!
The four of them sat down to eat together, except for Nanxi who replaced wine with tea, Yang Su and Lan Qi'er both accompanied Liu Feifei to drink, mentioning the days when they were fooling around together, laughter, tears, all the same!
Liu Feifei said, "What I said before is true, after leaving, I miss you very much, I really miss you!" ”
In a word, a few people who said it immediately turned red and had sour noses!
Lan Qi'er adjusted the atmosphere, raised the wine glass in her hand and said, "Don't mention those heartbreaking things, let's all work together, for the sake of friendship, cheers!" ”
"Cheers!" Everyone raised their glasses together and drank it, and it was the kind that was erected in one sip, Nanxi found that Liu Feifei's alcohol was getting longer!
She said with a smile, "It's just that I have practiced in the past two years, I felt hurt my body at the time, but now I feel that I have practiced a good amount of alcohol, and it is not easy to suffer losses in the workplace!" ”
Liu Feifei remembered something, suddenly turned to look at Nanxi, touched his chin and asked with interest, "By the way, Nanxi, what about you and Li Weihuan?" He must have come back from abroad! What do you think? When are you going to get married? ”
Liu Feifei's words fell, and the box fell silent instantly, and for a while, no one spoke!
ps: I forgot to vote for the monthly ticket, good night~╭(╯3╰)╮(.. )