Everything has changed, when she was 20 years old, the Ying family can be said to have experienced a catastrophe, during that time, the entire Ying family was shrouded in a layer of gloom, and everyone's face was gloomy and gloomy.

That day, Qian came back from England to attend a family party, and his uncle went to the airport to pick him up, who would have thought that on the way back there was a car accident, and the uncle died.

The only thing she was happy about was that Qian had finally returned, and he was never going to leave.

It's just that Qian's personality has suddenly changed, he has become very indifferent, and he has become like another person, a cold-blooded person that everyone doesn't know.

She thought he was overly sad, thinking that as long as he was attentive to him, he would definitely recover and might even accept her love. It is said that adversity sees true love, and she will definitely guard her every step when he is most vulnerable.

However, it backfired, and he rejected her courtship, which was not the first time, but this time he said it was more resolute, and it could even be said to be cruel.

said that he would never be able to fall in love with her, and if she continued to be obsessed, friends would have nothing to do, and even said that there would be no need to meet again!

This was to completely cut off her contact with him, and she had to admit that she was afraid, and the sentence of not seeing each other again made her tremble.

So, she didn't dare to be more radical, nor did she dare to behave too much in front of him, just quietly by his side, as in the past, resting and accompanying, silently waiting, and waiting stupidly.

Even if she didn't get a look from him, even if she didn't have a word of thanks, she didn't care, the only thing she wanted was to be by his side and breathe the breath of the same sky as him, and that would be enough.

She believes that time will heal everything, and she believes that her uncomplaining and unrepentant infatuation will definitely move him, because he has never had someone he likes, hasn't he?

Even if he rejects her, even if he says there will never be a chance between them, she is still the one who is most likely to be his bride!

Grandpa is one of her biggest sources of confidence, no matter what Qian does to her, she always believes in Grandpa's words, Qian will still be jealous.

Taking a step back, even if Qian doesn't like her, he will be very sad if he wants to marry another woman and his grandfather.

Therefore, she doubled her favor with her grandfather, and it is no exaggeration to say that her grandfather's liking for her is not inferior to that of the Ying family's grandchildren.

may be the reason why Qian has never been ruthless to her.

However, except in front of her grandfather, Qian has never been gentle with her again, even if she is like a friend, he is not willing, as if she is some kind of virus, and he stays away.

She was sad and sad, but she endured it, because of her grandfather's liking, and the established fact that Qian didn't have a girlfriend, she never had the slightest idea of giving up Qian.

She thought that Qian was too self-blaming, felt that her uncle's death was related to her, and felt that if it wasn't for taking him home, her uncle would not have died.

This extreme self-criticism made him completely insane, or rather psychologically collapsed, making him impersonal and unreasonable.

She felt that as long as she was patient and considerate, she would definitely be able to make him soft again, and return to the humble and warm him he used to be.

However, two years have passed, and there has been no progress, he has always been cold to her, even if he softened after that, it was not because of her, but because of a strange woman who suddenly appeared - Lin Feifei.

He actually fell in love with someone else, and her twelve years of love was simply a joke, and instantly turned into a bubble flying shadow.

Finally, her mentality completely collapsed, and her heart suddenly became empty, so when Ying Licong showed favor again, she chose to fall, chose to have sex with him, and owed it, to fill the loneliness and emptiness of her body and mind.

It's strange to love this kind of thing, it can continue even without love as a support, and once it is contaminated, it will sink out of control.

Even if she understands that she loves Ying Liqian in her heart, she can still have a warm relationship with Ying Liqian without scruples and mustard.

She knew she was completely depraved.

It turns out that her body, mind, spirit, and body can also be divided.

It turns out that she and Ying Licong are the same kind of people.

However, there is a difference that she has never been willing to be controlled by others, nor is she willing to completely integrate her life with interests, and eventually become an accessory or even a victim of interests.

Whether it is her father or Ying Licong, she will not choose to sit still because of fear.

As before, she will argue with her father or resist refusal, and will never back down even if she fails.

So, this time will not be an exception!

Although she can't be the master of her marriage, she won't be obedient, no matter what the result is, she must fight for herself.

Whether it is dying or struggling, or a grasshopper shaking a tree, in short, she will not be willing to become a plaything in their hands and a pawn in the balance of their power.

Ying Licong is the kind of person who will never let go once he gets it, and he would rather destroy it than let it go.

Today, he said that he wanted to get engaged at the end of the year, but he didn't mention the time of the wedding.

But it is impossible for her to get engaged, although it is only an engagement, but as two families, an engagement is enough to completely cut off the possibility between her and Qian.

Otherwise, she will really become a joke in high society, the rumors and ridicule of a daughter marrying a second husband are enough to swallow her and even the Ning family, and her father cares about reputation the most, even if Qian falls in love with her and accepts her father, he will not agree.

Once she is engaged, Ning Yu really has a completely extra label on her body - Ying Licong's wife.

And the term is a lifetime!

No, you can't!

Seeing that the end of the year is still a few months away, and the wedding date is approaching, she still has a lot to do, and three months is simply not enough for her to turn the situation around.

Therefore, she must get her father's support to at least let him delay the wedding a little.

……

Seeing that Yu Zhen didn't speak for a long time, Ning Tengfei was finally reluctant to raise his head and look at her, "If you want to refuse this marriage, then you can go out now." ”

Ning Yuzhen came back to her senses at this time, tightened her fingers, and said with a straight face, "It's not a refusal, I just hope you will postpone the deadline a little!" ”

As if he hadn't heard her, Ning Tengfei got up and took his coat and was about to go out, as if she didn't exist.

Ning Yuzhen hurriedly blocked in front of him, "Dad, don't force me, otherwise ......"

"How else?" Ning Tengfei interrupted her.

"Yu Zhen, you are no longer an eight-year-old girl, any threats you make are useless to me, I said, before you speak, you have to see if you have that weight, even if you have, you must also consider whether you are qualified to fight against me now."

Ning Yuzhen's eyes suddenly drifted a little, what Dad said was right, no matter whether she could threaten Dad or not, she had no ability and qualification to do so, because there were really too many things she cared about, she couldn't be impulsive, let alone willful.

"Don't blame Dad for not reminding you, your mom can't afford to wait."

Hiss......

The sudden feeling of her heart being torn apart made her breathe.

Sure enough, she is no longer an eight-year-old girl, and the act of self-harm is the most childish and useless method.

But he still won't compromise easily, he raised his eyes and calmed down, his tone was cold and hard, Ning Yu really raised his volume a little, "Then do you know what kind of person Ying Licong is?" ”

"I don't care who he is, I just need to know one thing, he is about to be my Ning family's Chenglong fast son-in-law."

Ning Tengfei blocked her words again, and continued, "Yu Zhen, how did I teach you, talking about your husband behind your back is not what a woman should do, because her husband is your heaven and your everything."

It doesn't matter who he is, what matters is that you should support him unconditionally. ”

"So, that's why mom is crazy!" Ning Yuzhen's voice trembled a little, but her eyes were always firm, even with a hint of resentment.

When she was very young, her mother went to a mental hospital, she missed her mother so much, she wanted to see her mother, but her father said that her mother was sick, she had a very serious disease, she was frightened, she cried heartbreakingly, and her heart was even more anxious to see her mother, because she was afraid that she would not even see her last face.

However, Father's attitude was still tough, that is, he refused to agree to her, and no matter how she cried and begged, he was indifferent.

Mother's departure, father's coldness and hardness made her little heart no longer able to bear so much pressure, but she was depressed and bored in her chest, a mouthful of blood gushed out, and she fainted directly to the ground.

Maybe it's because her father still has a trace of paternal pity for her, because she is his only daughter, and of course it may be just because she is an important chess piece on his way to power, and she can't give up!

In her opinion, it is because of the second reason, the great cause has not been accomplished, and her father will not allow her to have an accident. It's just that she was still young at the time, and she thought that her father still had a trace of pity for her.

But in any case, under her strong insistence, her father still agreed to let her go to see her mother, but she would not do it until she was older, of course she refused, she was afraid that her mother was terminally ill.

However, Dad then dismissed her terrible thoughts, and Dad said that although Mom was seriously ill, it was not life-threatening.

To be honest, she didn't believe it at the time, she was afraid that this was her father's delaying tactic, and when she was older, she might see her mother's grave.

Grave?

She didn't know what it was, but she understood that the grave meant death, that there would be no more such person in the world from now on.

Because she had been to that kind of place, people called it - the cemetery.

Her grandparents were there, buried in the dark and impermeable loess.

Every year on a certain day the whole family goes to worship, and my mother says that they are asleep, forever, and this is their last home in this world, their final belonging, and of course, the beginning of another world.

Another world? When she was younger, she didn't understand it even more.

But she knew that the word 'last' meant that she would never see them again in this world.

She doesn't want that, so she has to see her mother to be reassured.

Seeing her emotional and heart rate pounding, Dad was frightened, but finally compromised, and that was the only time Dad compromised her.

But instead of letting her go to see her mother, she asked her mother to have a video with her.

That's mom, a living mom, who laughs, who can talk.

She had a lot of questions in her heart that she wanted to ask her mother, but her mother didn't give her this opportunity, because her mother's tenderness and mother's care completely wrapped her, like molasses, which made her lose her judgment.

The only thing she remembers is that she must let her mother come back and come back to her.

But no matter how hard she begged her mother, she didn't answer her, but just repeated the exact same words as her father, saying that when she grew up, she would be able to see her mother.

Mom is so calm and beautiful, if she is a little more sensible and more mature, she will notice the tiredness, sadness and sadness in the corners of her mother's eyes.

However, when she was only eight years old, she couldn't understand the emotions hidden on her face at all, she was just immersed in the conversation with her mother, listening to her mother's voice, she felt that her whole body was smooth, and the stuffiness and depression in her chest suddenly opened up, and it was the smooth feeling of sudden healing.

Compared with her father's hesitation, she didn't have a trace of doubt about her mother's words. She believed in her mother, and when she grew up, she would definitely be able to see her.

The video was not long, and my mother cut off the video after ten minutes.

Although she is sad, she still turns her sadness into motivation because she wants to grow up quickly.