Chapter Ninety-Four: It's All My Fault
Chen Qing lit a cigarette: "Do you want to take a puff?" Your usual pressure is really enough. ”
Ling Xiyan waved his hand: "I don't need it, you can also smoke a little less, tobacco will anesthetize a person." ”
Chen Qing chuckled: "I know, my little leader, but little leader, have you thought about yourself?" ”
Ling Xiyan turned around and walked towards the police station: "Have I thought about it, this is not unimportant, and the facts don't need me to think about it at all." Settle this case first, I'm back, I know what I'm doing, you don't need to worry about me. ”
Of course, Ling Xiyan also knew that this group of people was for their own good, even so, Ling Xiyan still insisted.
For Ling Xiyan, she also has her own persistence, her mission and beliefs, which are her strength.
Ling Xiyan raised her eyebrows: "Are you very irritable?" Why is this case still a robbery? ”
"It's all right, a lot of things have happened lately, and you get hurt every time, so I think it's a lot of pressure."
This team is not without people, but every time, it is basically Ling Xiyan who is injured.
"It's all an accident, we have an accident, we get injured, isn't it all a normal thing? You're a police officer, don't always worry so much about accidents, isn't it good that I'm injured? At least I'm recovering quickly. ”
Chen Qing smiled bitterly: "But that suitor of yours is really good, he rushed in regardless of the danger!" ”
"That's why I feel worried, it's like I'm dying, it's too dangerous."
When it came to this matter, Ling Xiyan still felt very unhappy, this person really didn't take himself seriously.
Chen Qing chuckled: "You're actually very happy, someone is doing this for you, right?" It's just that you don't want to be painful. ”
What kind of person Ling Xiyan is, Chen Qing is clear: "You don't seem to care about anything, in fact, you are just afraid." Fear of those who care about you, because you are hurt, you don't actually want to get married, you don't want to be in love because of this. ”
Ling Xiyan smiled self-deprecatingly: "Yes, how can a person like me be loved by others." ”
Chen Qing frowned: "Xiyan, you are a good boy, how can you not be loved by others?" ”
"Love me? Do you know the price of loving me? You don't know anything, why do you say that? ”
"I don't know anything, but Ling Xiyan, what do you know? Are you so closed off yourself? ”
Ling Xiyan looked grinning, usually good to everyone, and was still thinking about the team. It's just that Chen Qing knows that she still hasn't fully integrated, otherwise it would be impossible to choose, and every time she will take risks by herself.
In the past, Ling Xiyan relied on his own team, and this was true in everything.
Because Ling Xiyan always knew that he couldn't do anything by himself, only with the team.
But now, it is said that a new team will be formed, but Ling Xiyan is still alone.
The performance is not obvious, and if you are not familiar with the leader, you will not even notice it.
Ling Xiyan smiled sarcastically: "Chen Qing, don't always be so self-righteous, what are you?" ”
Seeing Ling Xiyan enter the police station, Chen Qing lowered his eyes helplessly, he still forced himself too hard.
On a sunny morning, there are just a few white clouds floating leisurely in the sky. In such a morning, even if you don't want to go to work, you can feel that you are in a good mood and feel at ease.
Chen Qing bought breakfast and planned to apologize to Ling Xiyan: "I know it's me who is not good, so I shouldn't say this." ”
"I'm just worried about you, I didn't question you, you're working too hard, I can't bear to look at it."
"Don't be angry, eat something, we'll make peace, aren't we a squad now?"
Ling Xiyan was almost unconvinced, she was angry before, and she was also coaxed back. Because Ling Xiyan was young, everyone let her and treat her as a baby in the group.
Ling Xiyan clearly remembered that the bits and pieces she had experienced before had also been confirmed, which made her more painful. It's almost the same scene again, because she's still young, so she has the right to humanity, and because she's small, anyone will put up with her. But why? Why do these people have to go through such pain, just because she is small? Ling Xiyan is holding grievances for others, and she is also suffering for those who let herself survive.
Chen Qing looked at Ling Xiyan with an expression that was about to cry, and hurriedly squatted down and continued to coax.
"Don't be angry, I'm wrong, it's all my fault, can I buy you ice cream?"
Under such comfort, Ling Xiyan finally couldn't help crying: "Why am I the only one left?" ”
"I'm young, everybody says so, so I survived, why? Why did I survive? ”
"I should have died, if it wasn't for the captain, if they hadn't protected me, I would have died."
"I'm the damn one, I shouldn't have survived, Xiaoqing, I'm the damn one, in the end she protected me, she told me that I was her sister, she told me she wanted me to live."
"Xiaoqing, I killed her, it's me! She's all out, she's safe. ”
"She still went back to look for me, she rescued me, I'm sorry Xiaoqing, it's all because of me."
Ling Xiyan knelt in front of Chen Qing, if it weren't for Chen Qing's sister, Ling Xiyan wouldn't have survived.
When she saw Chen Qing again, Ling Xiyan just felt that for this family, full of apologies rose.
Chen Qing knew that because her sister always told herself, Ling Xiyan in the team was a very cute little girl. Chen Qing was in pain when her sister died, but Ling Xiyan survived, and that was enough.
Seeing Ling Xiyan kneeling in front of him, Chen Qing knew what this person had endured.
Ling Xiyan was born and died, endured everything, and even couldn't sleep well at night, just because of guilt.
The death of those people was exchanged for her life, how could Ling Xiyan bear it with peace of mind?
Ling Xiyan knelt here crying bitterly, but Chen Qing didn't blame her at all, this was his sister's choice.
And no matter who was there at the time, it might have been such a choice, not only because Ling Xiyan was still young, but also because Ling Xiyan was a genius that no one else could replace. People don't know how many years to wait for such a genius, and they must not die because of it.
"Xiyan, good, listen to me, my sister won't blame you, and our family can't blame you."