Chapter 189: Finally Learned the Truth
Every time Su Linmo asked how to deal with Li Yechen, she always avoided talking about it.
In Ye Yuxi's view, letting go is the real letting go.
Despite some injuries, it doesn't matter, hasn't she pulled out yet? Isn't it already gone?
Isn't it all over?
But why, Li Yechen, why are you still pestering me? Why?
"Why? Why do you say it's over? "Isn't affection a matter of two people? Why do you say it's over?
It's not fair!
"Okay Li Yechen, let's calm down first." Ye Yuxi really didn't want to argue about this issue, she just wanted to get away from here and stay away from this man.
I don't want to get involved in Li Yechen's life at all.
Although she is strong, her heart is also fleshy, and it hurts, when she was a mother for the first time, Li Yechen's attitude really hurt her.
"You never believed me, so you didn't tell me anything, you always wanted to know me, but never let me know about you, you hid, tucked, you have your own secrets, you seem to have always been a person, never let anyone go into your world, you think you love me, you are wrong, the person you love, from beginning to end, is just yourself."
Ye Yuxi tugged at the corners of her lips and smiled poignantly.
"So Li Yechen, you don't have to lie to me, you don't have to lie to yourself, you don't have to show that you love me very much, if you love me, it is impossible for me to give up my child when I know that I am pregnant!" Ye Yuxi's eyes were red.
For two years, this conclusion has been tormenting Ye Yuxi, she is reluctant to mention it to anyone, and she doesn't want anyone to know that her child is an undesirable existence, an existence that even his biological parents want to give up.
Li Yechen suddenly fell silent.
Ye Yuxi was waiting, she still wanted to hear an answer, an explanation, an explanation of why she didn't let this child be born.
However, Li Yechen didn't.
After a long time, I heard Li Yechen say slowly: "Xiaoxi, things are not what you think." ”
"So what? I admit that I am not generous enough, I am not that open-minded, I just want to know why, and this is also the last time I ask you this question, and if you don't say it in the future, I won't ask it again. Ye Yuxi put away her emotions, she wiped her tears, and became more and more mindful of the truth that Li Yechen was hiding.
In fact, Li Yechen was also thinking about whether he should tell Xiao Xi about Han Zhishu.
But in this situation, he was worried that she would think too much.
The atmosphere suddenly became awkward, Ye Yuxi sat on the side and wiped his tears silently, he wanted to comfort, but he didn't dare to stretch out his hand.
"Xiaoxi, I admit that I did wrong before, I hope you can forgive me." Li Yechen spoke very slowly, but the words were clear.
"How can you ask me to forgive you?"
"It's over, I've been punished, you've been missing for two years, I can't find you, isn't this torture for me?" Li Yechen took a step forward.
"You don't know how worried I am about you, you don't know how much I have been in pain for countless nights, you don't know anything, why do you say I only love myself? I can give up my life for you, you know? The more Li Yechen spoke, the more lost and sad he felt.
In the past two years, how painful he has been, Xiaoxi doesn't know at all.
"Xiaoxi, it's that you never believe me, it's that you always want to hold on to the past, I don't want to tell you the truth, it's not that I want to hide it, but I don't want to tear open such a bloody wound at all, so many years, the scar that has finally healed, but you want me to open it again and again, haven't you considered it? I also have pain, I am also human, and my heart is also fleshy? ”
"Speaking of the past, it will not be good for you and me, it will only make our relationship more estranged, no matter how you think about it, I have no reason to take out the things that have passed, the people who have died, and tell you over and over again, right?"
"You want to know about the festival between the Li family and the Han family, you want to know why I condone Han Shuche so much, do you want to know? Well, I'll tell you today. ”
"I owe the Han family a life, is this enough?"
"Han Zhishu, she once died on the operating table because of childbirth, she died in front of my eyes, she was covered in bright red, for a child who shouldn't exist, a living person, just like that, died defenselessly in front of me, are you satisfied with such an answer?"
"Mo Yuxi, you are cruel to me, really cruel." After Li Yechen finished speaking, his expression was very contemptuous.
He took two steps back, extremely disappointed in Ye Yuxi.
What he said...... Who is Han Zhishu?
Han Shuche's sister? That's why Han Shuche hates Li Yechen so much, so he wants to think of a way to go against him!
Yes, knowing such a truth, Ye Yuxi, are you really happy in your heart?
It doesn't seem to be.
Li Yechen is right, the past is a scar, why do you always have to uncover it?
Ke Ye Yuxi......
She opened her mouth to explain something, "I ......"
But he could only say one word of me, Li Yechen turned his back, "Mo Yuxi, if you insist on wanting to clear up the relationship, okay, you can leave now, from now on, there will be no relationship between you and me." ”
Li Yechen clenched his fists tightly, he was gambling, betting on whether Xiaoxi's heart had his own existence.
If Xiaoxi really left here today, Li Yechen, should you think about it, do you want to let go?
Is it that all along, you are just wishful thinking to be good to her and pay for her, but she doesn't like you at all?
Are all the good things before fake?
Could it be that Mo Yuxi is the same as those women? Approaching yourself, just for the sake of the family, just for the money?
Be......
Again, it's not.
Li Yechen's heart was extremely complicated, he suddenly regretted that he said such a thing, without thinking about the consequences of the matter, with Xiaoxi's personality, it is not that he can't do such a thing.
If she turns around and leaves, if it is because of the child's matter, she will not forgive herself, Li Yechen, you indirectly, killed Mo Yuxi and your own child with your own hands.
At this time, Ye Yuxi's mood was not much better.
Li Yechen has always been a serious person, if he opens his mouth like this, it means that he must have thought about it in his heart.
If she really left here today, she would no longer have anything to do with this man, Li Yechen gave the answer she wanted, and also explained the reason for the matter.
What he didn't know was that she lied to him.
Ye Yuxi, do you really want Musheng and Muyang to have no father?
A tangled emotion of previous behavior surged in her heart, and she froze in place for a moment, not knowing whether to leave or stay.
Looking at Li Yechen's back, Ye Yuxi thought a lot, and the more silent he was, the more Li Yechen's mood was filled with hope little by little.
Did Xiaoxi regret it? Is she unwilling to leave, is it Xiaoxi...... Do you still have your own in your heart?
Thinking of these thousands of possibilities, Li Yechen wanted to turn around and hug this woman.
Just when he wanted to do this, he listened to Xiao Xi's faint voice: "Li Yechen." ”
"What?"
"Can I think about it?" Ye Yuxi's thoughts are really too chaotic now, so chaotic that he doesn't know what to do.
“…… Good. "This result is like a reprieve.
He was about to put his mind at ease, but suddenly he couldn't help but get nervous again, for Li Yechen, he didn't want to give up Mo Yuxi.
From the time they met to the present, from beginning to end, there was only one woman he was attracted to.
It seems unrealistic for him to give up on her and fall in love with a different woman.
Ye Yuxi's voice was very tired, "So, can you let me go?" ”
"Okay."
After dialing a phone call, Li Rui, who was waiting below, canceled the Do Not Disturb mode, Ye Yuxi finally pressed the elevator and left the suite with some exhaustion.
Originally, she thought that something would happen, but later she realized that everything was just her own thoughts.
It's okay, that's fine.
At least this time, she got the answer she wanted, and that was enough.