Chapter 174: The Truth

The beautiful ones are in / "Bad fate?" Brother Xu Ying's eyes widened and muttered, "I don't understand what you mean."

"That is to say," Zhang Yizheng put his hand on her cheek, traced it carefully from her picturesque eyebrows and eyes, rubbed her back and forth on her lips for a moment, and finally pinched her fleshy little chin and whispered: "I should actually be looking for a gentle and generous kind woman, instead of bringing you heartless and lungless 'woman' home to toss myself, but I did it, do you think I'm stupid?" ”

Brother Xu Ying pondered for a moment, looked up at Zhang Yizheng and said very seriously: "It's stupid, and it's not ordinary stupid, it's very stupid to lure wolves into the room, that's what you did."

Zhang Yizheng laughed: "It's really stupid" He could have looked at her from afar, revenge, revenge, kindness, and no longer entangled with her, but he chose a path of no return, and tore himself apart and torn apart

Brother Xu Ying cautiously probed the hidden emotions in the depths of his eyes, and said tentatively: "Do you regret it?" "This book was first published and read without pop-ups

Zhang Yi is looking up at the dim roof, I don't know when a large cobweb has formed under the beams, the candlelight reflects the cobweb, flashing bright mosquitoes falling into the cobwebs desperately struggling, a spider ran quickly along the web line and viciously threw itself into the net, cocooning himself, talking about him, but if he didn't pounce into the web, he could only watch her eat others, or others ate her, since he was destined to be entangled, then only he ate her or she ate him to this point, As soon as she leaned over, he stretched out his hand, and he smiled bitterly: "No regrets" The words came out, and his mouth was full of bitterness and astringency

Brother Xu Ying looked at Zhang Yizheng, her smile bloomed little by little, the more she smiled, the sweeter it became, she held his face, kissed his hard chin passionately, and said in a low voice: "I don't know what the secret in your heart is, and I don't know what you are afraid of, or what you are sad about, but I want you to know that in fact, your advantages and likables are far more than what you show If I can eliminate you after you come back this time, you can be a normal couple with me, you can quarrel and be jealous, and you can occasionally look at each other unpleasantly, But try not to hide me, I don't want to be another Xu Ying, and I don't want to be another kind of woman."

Zhang Yizheng looked at the spider and the poor insect in a daze, his eyes were so sour that he wanted to cry, he didn't want Brother Xu Ying to see it, so he pressed Brother Xu Ying's head on his chest a little rudely, and said fiercely: "Then you make it clear Cui Cheng Zhao Huang, I, who do you like the most?" Have you ever had them in your heart? ”

Brother Xu Ying didn't speak for a long time, and just when Zhang Yizheng thought that she was going to lie to him again, he heard her say, "Do you care about this matter very much?" ”

"Of course, who would like their wives to sleep next to them and think of everyone else? It's not that you don't know, I've always been a cautious eye, not to mention that I may not be able to come back if I go, you don't want me to die uneasy, right? He tried to say it lightly in a joking tone, but he didn't know that his heart was beating so fast that his stomach was trembling

"If I want to put you at ease, I should say a lot of good things, and I have always been loyal, but I think you probably don't want to hear me show loyalty" Brother Xu Ying lay quietly on Zhang Yizheng's chest, feeling the vibration from the depths of his chest, the sour and bitter taste stirred up her chest and abdomen, she took a deep breath, closed her eyes and whispered: "I was very sad when Cui Cheng died, at that moment, it was like someone stabbed in the heart, and it hurt so much that I couldn't breathe, he was a very good and clean person" She was sitting at the time, she wanted to stand upBut she found that she was so trembling that she couldn't stand up at all, she wanted to speak, but found that her upper and lower teeth could only fight, she couldn't even say the simplest word, and the autumn and winter of the previous year were second only to her and Xu Fu when they fled in panic after losing their families, and they were frightened and hungry

Zhang Yizheng lowered his eyes and looked at Brother Xu Ying in his arms, Brother Xu Ying's face was a little pale, and his long eyelashes trembled slightly, if he was the most fragile stamen, but she didn't cry, her tone was very calm, so calm that the Buddha was not describing the death of her own fiancΓ©, but describing an incident that happened to someone else many years ago Even so, he instinctively felt that she was not lying, so he asked her again: "In this case, why have you never been to his grave to take a look?" If he knew underground, wouldn't he think you were too unkind? ”

Since Cui Cheng chose to die, he probably didn't want to see her again, and she was actually not very happy to face him After the Cui family caused the death of the Xiao family, the Xiao family caused the death of the Cui family, which is a fixed number between a peck and a drink, but for Cui Cheng, his death is her peck to see him, do you know if he is happy to see her again? Just as she hates a person and is not happy that person will shed tears for her when she dies, Brother Xu Ying was silent for a long time before saying softly: "A person dies like a lamp going out, he is already dead, and he can't come back, and I'm still alive, many people are still alive."

No, he's alive! It's just a different way to live! Zhang Yizheng suddenly wanted to shout out to Brother Xu Ying, but in this kind of fatal secret, reason is always greater than emotion, he thinks he is brave, but in fact he is still afraid of death, he thinks that he wants to gradually become Cui Cheng, but in fact, he is still very afraid that the people around him who have just become familiar and close look at him with an incredibly strange gaze, coldly repelling and guarding against him

No one is braver than anyone, no one is more selfless than anyone, he understands this truth, but he still can't help but say unfairly: "Yes, he is dead, and you are still in your youth, of course you have to live well, it is best to let others forget him, forget that you have been married, and then you can find another good family"

Brother Xu Yingfo didn't understand his sarcasm, and only replied quietly: "Then have you forgotten about it?" Have you forgotten about it? It turns out that you haven't forgotten, and I haven't forgotten, facts are facts, it's not that you can pretend that it doesn't exist just because it doesn't exist, I just think he probably prefers purity, and I just want to make the life of the people who are still alive in front of me a little better."

If you do it, you will never look back, even if you regret it, right? Sure enough, it was Xu Ying's brother Zhang Yizheng took a deep breath, trying to calm down his churning mood, until he confirmed that he could continue the next conversation, he opened his mouth: "Okay, that is, you once liked him, and you were reluctant to let him die"

A faint smile appeared on Brother Xu Ying's lips: "Anyway, he has also protected me for many years, and he has also taken care of me for many years, since I was a child, he has been close to me for all good things, if I don't have the slightest temptation, no reluctance, then I probably don't know me."

But she still watched him die, watched her family push down the wall, but did not say a word for nearly ten years, he laughed and played with her, chased and leaned, in the spring he took her to dig the bird's nest, picked the apricot blossoms, in the winter he took her across the sparrow bridge and stepped on the snow to enjoy the lanterns, he told her that the earth was wild, and made countless promises, but after all, she watched him die, and she was an important chess piece of the Xu family's "mystery" and "confusion" Cui family

Zhang Yizheng was suddenly very sad and sad, for Cui Cheng's short life and short love, and for Zhang Yizheng, who is now entangled and difficult to bear, he pressed Xu Yingge's head hard, not allowing her to look up at him, and at the same time opened his eyes hard to prevent tears from spilling out of his eyes for a long time before he could say the next sentence: "What is the matter between you and Zhao Huang?" You and he are childhood sweethearts, I heard that he also treats you very well as a child, and even told people behind his back that you don't marry him so affectionately, you haven't been moved? Don't say no, you're obviously willing to marry him."

Is there an end? Brother Xu Ying's neck was sore from him, so he became impatient, broke his hand away from his head, and said seriously: "But I'm also married to you!" So agreeing to marry a person doesn't necessarily mean that you like that person, because seeing Zhang Yizheng standing up and staring at her, she seemed to be a little annoyed, so she continued: "When I was a child, no matter how good Zhao Huang was to me, Cui Cheng was not good to me, and when I grew up, Zhao Huang didn't want to marry me, and I didn't get you, not to mention that they are all dead, no matter how Zhao Huang is, he is not dead, is it difficult for the third master to get along with the dead?" ”

Zhang Yizheng lay back again: "Who is impatient to get along with the dead?" I think you just said that you were reluctant to Cui Cheng's death, and in a blink of an eye, you talked about marriage with Zhao Huang, and then married me, so soon that you felt that I was good, so I couldn't believe what you said, what is false, you want to know what I think in my heart, you have to let me know what you are thinking, right? ”

How did you come back around? Brother Xu Ying grabbed two handfuls of his hair painfully, leaned over to Zhang Yizheng's eyes and said, "To be honest, the third master is quite similar to Cui Cheng in some aspects, except that you are very unreasonable and cautious, and you repeatedly entangle yourself in one thing."

Resemble? What is it like? Zhang Yizheng was startled, opened his mouth to argue, but was choked by saliva, he took the opportunity to turn over and cough hard, Brother Xu Ying hurriedly patted him on the back, and sneered: "It's not a child, it's actually choked by saliva" This book was first published without pop-ups

Zhang Yizheng stabilized his mind, cautiously looked at Brother Xu Ying's expression and sneered: "He can also compare with me?" That's just a fool."

Brother Xu Ying stared at him and whispered: "He can't be compared with the third master, one of you is the son of the prince, the grandson of the saint, but he is just the son of a rebel minister with a different head, but why, the third master looks down on him, but he will be so upset with him, and he will attach so much importance to his family and friends?" ”

Zhang Yizheng was stunned, jumped up and shouted loudly: "I told you, that's because I was entrusted with loyalty!" I promised Wang Shunerd, of course I have to do it! Are you not satisfied? Didn't you just say you hadn't forgotten him? Why do I help his family and you have so much to say? Could it be that his family has a deep hatred with yours? ”

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