Many people ask, why not stay in the army?

Wrap up, wrap up, wrap up...... Even wrapped to sleep, so comfortable.

And after staying, there will be a lot of salary every month, and at the same time, this income is also beyond the reach of many people who go out of school and work hard, not only expensive, but also stable, and will not be deducted for no reason. Of course, it will not be added for no reason.

Even if you don't do anything for a day and spend a month lying in the hospital or dormitory, this salary will still be credited to your card on time at the beginning of the month.

How fast.

Say bitter, tired, torment...... In fact, these are floating clouds, and if you stay in one post for a long time, you will naturally form such a kind of nihilistic complaint.

Two years, there is an invisible sense of longevity, two years of youth, dedicated here, when I walked out of the door, I had a clear conscience, enough.

When leaders from all walks of life asked me why I didn't stay in the team, I had mixed feelings in my heart, but now I have long lost my childishness and no longer like to twist.

"This job isn't for me."

I think this sentence is already the best explanation.

The so-called "love, hobbies, dreams......" are probably just words that cover people's ears.

A manly man, it is natural to be a soldier to fight and defend the country.

I don't like moral kidnapping, especially myself, everyone has their own aspirations, staying is against their will, leaving is what they want.

It's not that you can't get along with money.

Everything in the world is vaguely changing, and sometimes I really feel that if the things around me change, but they don't change, day after day, until birth, old age, sickness and death.

Is it better this way.

There is a puppy in the yard, called Xiaobai, he was very cute when he was a child, every time he went to take out the garbage after work, he ran when he saw me, and he ran when he saw me!

From strange to familiar, it took nearly a year, and she soon became a mother, giving birth to little paparazzi who were cuter and more active than the other.

Later, they were slowly given away, and in the end there were only two left, one was timid as a mouse, and the other was extremely clever. It happens to be a brother and sister.

Later, the timid sister suddenly fell ill and died, so Xiaobai was left to take her only son Ice Cream everywhere.

Recently, Xiaobai disappeared.

On the day of my disappearance, no one seemed to know, and the nameless indifference made me feel a little uncomfortable.

I like dogs very much, and I used to have a little white dog, which was sold by my grandfather, and when I got home, I cried all night and didn't sleep all night.

So Xiaobai's departure made me feel a little sad and lonely.

Rice cake has become very thin lately, and he was sick a few days ago, but luckily, at this moment, he is resting at my feet......

From strangeness to familiarity, it's a long time, but it's right.

From active to depressed, it seems that the difference between yesterday and today is incredible.

I can't dictate the fate of others.

Even if "they" are not people.

It's impossible for things to change forever.

If tomorrow is the same as today, it will make me feel anxious, and only by making it different, only by making it unexpected, can I focus my rest on it.

Otherwise, it will not go your way......

August 22, 2018

Shadow Man explored

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