758 It's Not Your Fault
After eating, Jiang Huanqing said that he was a little tired and was going to rest.
Yun Hua nodded hurriedly, but he was even more worried in his heart.
"Auntie, you go to rest, I'll send Uncle and Ji Yan to the villa to rest, see you tomorrow." Bo Siqing stood up.
Jiang Huanqing nodded: "I'm sorry, I'm slacking." ”
"Sister Qing, you're too polite." Bo Xiyuan hurriedly said.
Ji Yan was also a little worried: "That's it, little aunt, why are you polite to us." ”
Sent Bo Siqing away.
Yun Hua hurriedly hugged his mother's arm: "Mom, you're in a bad mood." ”
Jiang Huanqing shook his head a little tiredly: "I don't know, I'm just a little tired, really tired." ”
Yun Hua understood what Jiang Huanqing meant.
After so many years of no news, once I suddenly found it, it was not excitement, not excitement, but ...... Tired.
Tired.
Yunhua hugged his mother and didn't say anything.
She knew that she shouldn't say anything at this time, just hugging her mother and accompanying her, it would be the best!
"Drawing, I'm scared." Jiang Huanqing finally spoke.
Yun Hua was stunned for a moment, and the hand holding his mother tightened: "Why?" ”
Jiang Huanqing was silent for a while before he said, "My memory starts when your father saved me. I don't remember anything before. But I can imagine that you say that I sneaked into the village by myself to save people. I thought, I was stupid back then. ”
"If I hadn't been so stupid, I wouldn't have been one of the abducted people, I wouldn't have lost contact with my family, I wouldn't have stayed in that place for years, and I wouldn't have lost my memory......"
"Your dad saved me, saved me when I didn't have any memory in my head, saved me when I was blank, and I'm so grateful to him. So no matter how the Yun family bullied me, I endured it, because the grace of saving my life is greater than heaven......"
"But if it weren't for my stupid impulses, I wouldn't have been imprisoned at the age when I should have been educated, and I wouldn't have married your father and had children at the age when I should have gone to college, and become a village woman through and through."
"No culture, no knowledge, no upbringing...... Nothing. Jiang Huanqing's voice was extremely low.
Yun Hua immediately understood.
Ji family.
It's still because of the Ji family!
If the Ji family was just an ordinary family, then Jiang Huanqing would not have thought about it so much.
It's just that the Ji family is like that.
Jiang Huanqing: This is ...... Low self-esteem.
She was afraid that her past would tarnish the reputation of the Ji family, damage the reputation of the Ji family, and become a stain on the Ji family!
Jiang Huanqing covered his face, "My willfulness and stupidity not only cost me my life, but also made my family worry about me for so many years...... I, what face do I have to see them? ”
"Mom."
Yunhua hugged her mother distressedly, "Mom, don't blame yourself, it's not your fault." You weren't even ten years old! You're so small! If you really want to blame, you should also blame the Ji family, blame them for not protecting you! ”
Jiang Huanqing shook his head: "No, blame myself for being stupid and impulsive." ”
"Mom, I don't want you to say that." Yun Hua pursed his lips, "You can't blame yourself like this, it doesn't make sense!" You were so young, how did you know that those traffickers were so vicious? How do you know there will be such a dark place in the world? Where do you know what human nature? ”
"Mom, if I do something wrong now, will you blame me?" Yunhua looked at her, "Will you?" ”