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Midnight.

In an abandoned alley, a man sits on his knees, next to rows of wine.

The man poured bottles of wine into his mouth, drank one bottle after another in almost a few seconds, and then smashed the empty glass bottle against the opposite wall.

Soon after, a shard of glass appeared on the ground under the wall.

The man ignored it, and drank with blank eyes, like an emotionless doll.

Qi Si Nian...... Have you ever loved me......

This question is a question that Shi Yan has been thinking about for several years, and Shi Yan has thought about it more than once.

If he hadn't loved that man miserably, if they hadn't met, wouldn't he be so embarrassed now......

But he couldn't help but think that if Qi Sinian loved himself as much as he loved him...... How nice that would be.

But......

Shi Yan looked at the glass wine bottle that was empty again in his hand, and suddenly smiled.

"Poof, hahahahaha-"

How could it be.

What the hell is he still delusional?

Everything Qi Sinian is doing now, which ones are not what he said?

Money, status, dreams!

All of these were created for him by Shi Yan!

But what about him? would rather betray him and praise a woman-cousin with no name and different appearances, and spoil her to the sky than give him a little warmth......

Qi Si Nian...... What the hell do you want me to do?

Am I not as good as that woman?!

In terms of status, he, Shi Yan, the president of the dignified Shishi Group, has countless industries, and she Mu Enning is just an eighteenth-tier star in the entertainment industry.

In terms of appearance, he is recognized as handsome in Kyoto, and that woman can only be regarded as pure in the entertainment industry.

In terms of talent, isn't the answer to everything he said to Qi Sinian, and she is just a little star who has been praised by you.

What the hell is so good about her!

If you want acting skills without acting skills, you have to have no figure, you have to have no appearance, and you have no family background.

Qi Sinian, are you so blind?!

Shi Yan slammed the empty glass wine bottle in his hand against the opposite wall.

"Smack-"

The empty glass wine bottle was crumbled, and there was a piercing cracking sound, and this sound seemed to wake up Shi Yan.

He opened his eyes slightly, and the corners of his mouth slowly hooked, but he looked extremely sarcastic.

Yes.

Where is he not as good as Mu Enning?

Gender, of course.

He is good at everything, but the ones he is good at are all things that Qi Sinian never needs.

And gender is the reason why Qi Sinian doesn't like him......

So, if he's a woman......

"Heh......"

Shi Yan laughed at himself, grabbed the wine that had been opened next to him and poured it into his mouth.

Shi Yan, Shi Yan, for a man, you are such a wretch, right?

"Gollum-"

In less than a few seconds, a bottle of wine was in his stomach, and Shi Yan threw the empty glass wine bottle against the opposite wall again.

The empty glass bottle shattered again.

This time, I'm afraid that it didn't wake up Shi Yan, but broke someone's heart.

Shi Yan's hand habitually grabbed to the side and wanted to take the wine, but he didn't want to grab a handful of air, Shi Yan glanced at it stunned.

Yes...... I'm done drinking.

Well, it's time to go.

Shi Yan staggered to his feet and walked towards the alley.

Standing at the mouth of the alley, Shi Yan looked back, his thoughts drifted away, returning to the time when he and Qi Si met at the beginning of the year six years ago.

Ah, then......