Chapter 44: Gloomy
He is the emperor, the Son of Heaven, and his world can only have one master.
Regardless of whether his mother opposes or supports it, he will continue on this road.
The queen mother's personal palace maid, Gui Yuxiu got up to send Xiao Yu out, and walked to the gate of the Longevity Palace, Gui Yuxiu said: "The emperor knows why the queen mother is angry?" ”
Xiao Yu pursed her lips and didn't speak, waiting for Gui Yuxiu's next words.
"First, the Queen Mother is most concerned about the safety of you and His Royal Highness King Rui. Niangniang is the woman of the first emperor, and Niangniang can do whatever it takes to sacrifice her own life for the sake of the saint and the Rui King. However, the Holy One acted on his own initiative and put you and His Royal Highness King Rui in danger. If you and King Rui have one of them because of this, Niangniang is afraid that she will not forgive herself for the rest of her life.
Second, although the Queen Mother usually misses King Rui a lot, in Niangniang's heart, the Holy Lord and King Rui are equally important. If the saint sacrifices himself to protect King Rui, I am afraid that Niangniang will not live alone. ”
Gui Yuxiu's voice was neither sad nor joyful, without a trace of warmth. However, this voice that was neither sad nor joyful made Xiao Yu's whole heart broken.
He only felt that his heart was like being struck by a giant hammer, and it hurt tightly.
Gui Yuxiu was reminding him how difficult it was to get his throne and how much grievances his mother had endured for him. This is also the reason why he rarely comes to the Longevity Palace, he is afraid to remember the situation that day, and he is afraid to face his mother.
All doubts, sourness, disappeared in an instant!
"I understand, the Queen Mother is not in good health, Mama should be more concerned." Xiao Yu said lightly.
Out of the Longevity Palace, he is the emperor who is happy again. Only he knows how uncomfortable he feels at this moment.
The blood that had been suppressed in his throat began to surge up again, and after Yuxiu left, Xiao Yu turned his head and spit out the mouthful of turbid blood.
"The emperor's ......" saw Xiao Yu vomiting blood, and the little eunuch behind Xiao Yu hurriedly stepped forward.
This scared him stupidly, the emperor is fine, how can he say that he vomited blood and vomited blood.
"Nothing." Xiao Yu waved his hand, signaling the little eunuch not to panic.
After that, Xiao Yu closed his eyes heavily.
Self-blame and remorse all came to my heart for a while.
For so many years, the queen mother has never said a word about that day, but he knows that the queen mother has always minded, and she has been minding. If it weren't for Rui'er's young age and unstable foundation, the queen mother would have gone directly with her father.
In the Longevity Palace, he set up a lot of secret guards, and the Queen Mother's daily life would report to him every day. He knows, he knows......
It's just that all along, he chose to ignore and forget, as if this incident hadn't happened.
Unwilling and humiliated like a beast, tearing at this Xiao Yu's heart at will.
He is the emperor, and in the end, he has to be wronged by his mother to save his life.
Xiao Yu looked up at the sky, gloomy, and couldn't see a trace of hope, like a boulder, which overwhelmed him.
Immediately, the body seemed to be ignited with anger, and it was cold.
It's just that what Xiao Yu doesn't know is that his remorse and self-blame today will be replaced by disappointment and hatred in the near future. His mother, whom he respected and swore to protect, he plunged the dagger into her heart, and watched her blood drain little by little, a little bit of despair, and his lips curled with a wicked and arrogant arc.