Chapter 40: Can't Think

But......

While not wanting to go to the Wu family, Gu Qing couldn't ignore Hao Hao, who was only half a year old at that time.

Although Hao Hao is Wu Jianren's son, he is Gu Qing's flesh and blood who was conceived and born in October, so Gu Qing abandoned him because of Wu Jianren, and Gu Qing couldn't do it.

In the situation at that time, Gu Qing had no family, and it was almost impossible to take Hao Hao with him and support himself and Hao Hao by himself.

It was precisely because of this that Gu Qing hated Wu Jianren no matter how much he hated him, he finally nodded and returned to the Wu family with Haohao.

In the following years, Wu Jianren did not return to Xiaowu Village, and Gu Qing did not spend a penny of the Wu family, she usually handed over Haohao to Wu Shenglin and Zhao Sanmei, and she took time out to earn money to support herself and Haohao.

She actually knew that many people in the village called her stupid.

Isn't that stupid?

Don't want the old Wu family to support the grandson of the old Wu family for a penny.

But in Gu Qing's opinion, Haohao is not only the grandson of the old Wu family, but also her son, and it is her mother's responsibility to support him.

As for the old Wu family......

Gu Qing had a plan, when Haohao reached the age where she could go to school, she didn't need to watch it all the time, so she took Haohao and left, leaving this place where she had too many painful memories.

It's just that before she waited for this day, Hao Hao suddenly had a serious illness, even if she spent all the savings that Gu Qing had saved so hard, she couldn't make Hao Hao get better, and when Gu Qing opened her mouth to borrow money from Wu Shenglin and Zhao Sanmei for Hao Hao's illness, Zhao Sanmei insisted that they didn't have a penny in their hands, even if they saw Hao Hao being seriously ill, they didn't let go.

Gu Qing didn't know why Zhao Sanmei, who usually had a "big grandson" and wanted to send all the good things to Hao Hao, suddenly changed her attitude, but Hao Hao's illness did not allow her to think about it carefully, and in desperation, she temporarily entrusted Hao Hao to Zhao Sanmei, and she went to the city to find Wu Jianren to get money for Hao Hao's treatment.

It's just that this time when he went to the city, in addition to getting Zhang Jie's sneer, Gu Qing didn't get a penny.

Even, when she returned to Lao Wu's house tired, she found that there was no one in the house, Haohao, who was already seriously ill, was pale and lay on the bed alone.

At that moment, Gu Qing only felt that he had lost the whole world.

And then ......

Without Haohao, Gu Qing naturally had no reason to stay in Lao Wu's house anymore.

It was also before she left that she knew from Wu Jianhong, who had rushed back to see her jokes, that it turned out that the reason why Wu Shenglin and Zhao Sanmei were suddenly not so precious was because Zhang Jie was pregnant, and they also asked an acquaintance to check it, saying that it was a son.

In the past, the reason why Zhao Sanmei loved Haohao so much was precisely because she thought that Haohao might be Wu Jianren's only child in her life, but now that Zhang Jie is pregnant, and she will definitely give birth to a son, Wu Shenglin and Zhao Sanmei are naturally more biased towards Zhang Jie's side.

Regardless of whether they are dissatisfied with Zhang Jie, the daughter-in-law in the city who has never served them for a day, Zhang Jie is Wu Jianren's daughter-in-law, this is a fact.

Not to mention, if Wu Jianren wants to climb up, he has to rely on Zhang Jie's mother's family.

If it weren't for this, Zhao Sanmei would not have neglected to take care of Haohao, so Haohao couldn't wait for Gu Qing to come back.

Even, Gu Qing also learned from Wu Jianhong's mouth that she didn't fail the college entrance examination at all, and the reason why she didn't get the admission notice was because her admission notice was deceived by Wu Jianhong from the head teacher Teacher Li on the grounds that it was handed over, and she was torn to pieces by Wu Jianhong when she turned around.

When he said these things, the malice in Wu Jianhong's eyes seemed to overflow.

It was only at this time that Gu Qing realized that Wu Jianhong, who had always claimed to be her best friend, was actually jealous of her like this.

……

Gu Qing opened his eyes suddenly.

At this time, it was about two or three o'clock in the morning, and the hazy moonlight shining in from the window allowed her to have a general view of the situation in the house, and when she saw the yellow mud wall pasted with newspapers on the opposite side, Gu Qing breathed a sigh of relief.

Luckily, fortunately, she was reborn, back to the time when everything hadn't started in her dreams.

While breathing a sigh of relief, the scene in the dream once again appeared in Gu Qing's mind, and finally fixed on Haohao's little white face.

Gu Qing covered his chest violently, and there, a cone pain came.

There are some wounds that you can't think about or touch.

If she still has nostalgia for everything in her previous life, it must be Haohao.

It's just that in this life, she will no longer have anything to do with Wu Jianren, and Haohao will not be born in the first place.

Thinking of this, Gu Qing grabbed the clothes on his chest tightly, closed his eyes and forced the sourness in his eyes back.

Haohao, I'm sorry, Mom can't bring you into this world anymore......

After a long time, the pain in Gu Qing's heart eased a little.

She took a deep breath and then slowly exhaled it.

At the same time, Gu Qing also secretly decided that the marriage with Wu Jianren could not be delayed any longer, as long as Gu's father came back, she would withdraw from the marriage!

With such a decision, Gu Qing's heart was slightly relieved, he closed his eyes again, and fell asleep again after a while.

……

Although he didn't sleep well at night, Gu Qing got up early the next morning.

Looking at his slightly red and swollen eyes in the mirror, Gu Qing twisted his brows slightly, and then took advantage of Yang Xiuyun's failure to get up, boiled three eggs, and rolled his own one on his eyes a few times, so that the redness and swelling of his eyes looked less obvious.

Then she washed up again and began to make breakfast.

The fire was ignited, and Yang Xiuyun, who had always been used to getting up early, also came to the kitchen.

Looking at Gu Qing, who had already lit a fire, Yang Xiuyun smiled comfortingly: "Qingqing, you have been a lot more diligent these days. ”

Gu Qing smiled at Yang Xiuyun.

How lucky is she to have the chance to be reborn, just by virtue of this, she is already very grateful to God, compared to those regrets in her previous life, now she is just doing such housework, what is it?

"Mom, I boiled eggs, you check your stomach first, let's cook some porridge in the morning and mix some pickles." Gu Qingdao.

Yang Xiuyun nodded.

In this era, there are eggs to eat, and there can be pickles and porridge, which is already quite good.