Such a married life that looks like love has not passed for a while.

The restless thoughts in Ye Yuxi's heart became more and more obvious and strong, she didn't like to go out a few days ago, and she also wanted to go out for a walk these days.

"Si Jingli, do you want to go out for a walk together?" Ye Yuxi was wearing long clothes and trousers, and now the climate here has begun to cool down.

Because he was afraid that he would be on guard, Ye Yuxi did the opposite and took the initiative to invite him to travel together.

"What's wrong? Didn't you say you didn't want to go out and walk around before? Why are you in such a good mood today? Si Jingli felt a little surprised.

"It's autumn here, and I heard that the autumn scenery in Northern Europe is particularly beautiful, so I thought we would go out for a walk together." Ye Yuxi smiled gently.

Si Jingli naturally would not let go of such an opportunity, and he readily agreed.

Ye Yuxi was not surprised, the two of them went out, got in the car and rushed to the direction of the foothills together, I heard that there was the most beautiful autumn scenery there, Ye Yuxi really wanted to see it.

Along the way, the two of them chatted about the topic with each other.

"By the way, let's make bacon potatoes tonight, I suddenly want to eat bacon." Ye Yuxi sat in the co-pilot's seat, she raised her eyes and looked at the scenery in the distance, if the person next to her was Li Yechen, how good it would be.

It's a pity that the man next to her is not the man she loves deep down.

"Okay, whatever you want to eat, I'll make it for you." Si Jingli's eyes were extraordinarily gentle.

The current life calmly makes him feel that all this is unreal, Xiaoxi doesn't seem to resist himself as much as before, this is already a good change, he doesn't ask for much.

As long as Xiaoxi can love him a little more every day, it is enough.

On the shore, black stones are densely arranged.

They parked the car not far from the shore, Ye Yuxi walked off the beach, the water in Northern Europe is extremely cold, probably related to the glacier not far away.

"Wow, it's so cool." Ye Yuxi walked down barefoot, and the cold feeling gave her goosebumps.

Si Jingli walked over and pulled her out, "What are you doing?" What are you doing in so cold? ”

"Hehe, it's hard to come out to play, so you don't care about me." Ye Yuxi said with a snicker.

"Silly girl, don't you always have a stomachache, I also feel sorry for you, I don't want you to get cold." Si Jingli clenched her cold hands.

"Si Jingli, you say, how long is a person's life? And how short is it? People say that life and death are big things, but life and death are all small things, but why don't I think so? Ye Yuxi looked at the horizon in the distance.

Si Jingli hugged her from behind, "In this world, except for the fact that life and death are major events, what things can't be passed?" ”

Ye Yuxi sighed, "I have experienced life and death, the moment of death, my heart is very painful and sad, I think my life is over like this, I am very happy at the moment of rebirth, I feel that there is nothing happier in the world than this matter." ”

"Later, I also experienced joys and sorrows, and experienced all the things that should have been experienced, but ...... I still feel very painful in my heart, I really hurt it, even so badly, I want to give up my life. ”

"You say, is it true that everything in the world is trivial except for life and death? But if life has been painful, repeated pain, then I might as well not want this kind of life, right? What Ye Yuxi said made Si Jingli feel a little wrong.

"Xiaoxi, what's wrong with you? Do you have something on your mind? Si Jingli vaguely felt that Xiao Xi must have something to say to him.

"I don't have anything on my mind, I just feel it, standing here as if I can see the end of the world, as if I have also come to the end of my life, I used to want to fight with those people, whether it was Fu Qianchen who betrayed me, Yin Tianqin who hurt me, Yin Chuqing who hated me, these people constituted the whole of my life at the beginning."

"I live hard, in order to get justice for my former self, I want to know who killed me, I even think, as long as I can get revenge, even if the revenge is over, I don't care if I take my life."

"However, things are not like that at all, people are really greedy creatures, I met Li Yechen, fell in love with him, and had his child, I suddenly felt hatred or something, in fact, I can let go, I just want to live a good life with him and spend my hard-won every day."

Si Jingli was silent for a moment, "So, you're not satisfied with your current life, are you?" ”

"Yes, as good as it looks, I'm really not satisfied." Ye Yuxi was very calm.

"Si Jingli, you and I have lived together for three years, you are a very good person, I don't deny this, you are very good to me, I also know, I thank you for taking care of me, thank you for accompanying me, and I also hated why you treat me like this, Si Jingli...... I thought that my feelings for you could be reset to zero and start over, but I found that this was not the case at all, and my feelings for you were very complicated. ”

"Although it is complicated, but I am very sure that I seem to have lost the ability to love others, at least in the face of you, I can't do it with my heart and lungs to be good to you, to dedicate myself, to love you."

Si Jingli listened to these words, and the feeling in her heart became more and more sour and sad.

"It's windy, let's go back." Si Jingli took off her coat as if she hadn't heard what she said.

If Xiaoxi is sincere, then please stay on this shore that no one has ever visited.

Si Jingli instinctively avoided and avoided these things.

Ye Yuxi also clicked to the end, and didn't say anything more, it didn't do any good to say too much.

On the way back, Ye Yuxi also seemed to be a nobody, "Stop when you pass by the supermarket for a while, I still want to eat some fruit." ”

"Okay, let's buy whatever you want to eat." Si Jingli smiled gently.

"Hmm."

Despite this, Ye Yuxi's thoughts in his heart have never changed.

She is going to leave here, leave Si Jingli and go back, no matter what identity she uses, she always has to go back.

Even if she has no name, no surname, she still has to go back.

Because Nancheng is her home.

And at this moment.

Li Yechen never gave up looking for Ye Yuxi, and could only say that Si Jingli hid her too well, but the only thing that was certain was that Ye Yuxi was still alive.

Because Su Linmo used technical means to find traces of Ye Yuxi's survival.

Just know she's alive.

As long as he doesn't give up looking for Xiaoxi, there will definitely be a day when they meet again.

Lin Xihe is a very good friend, in this marital relationship, she didn't say anything, and she never felt wronged, so it just so happened that she was originally an unmarried family, and she wanted to live a quiet life by herself.

It's just that the family is always urging, and now that Li Yechen is a shield for himself, it's also very good.

In such a relationship, she is doing what she likes, and she will not interfere too much in Li Yechen's life, and the Li family will respect her, and she is already very content.

"Sister Lin, will you go out shopping with me?" Li Yue knocked on the door slightly.

"Okay, I don't have anything to do, let's go together." Saying that, Lin Xihe got up and changed her clothes, she has an excellent temperament, and she really belongs to the daughter of the rich family.

Her every move is extraordinarily charming.

Li Yuewei admired her, "Sister Lin, you said you were so beautiful, why did you agree to my brother's request?" ”

"Anyway, I don't have anyone I like, and when I meet that person one day, I will kick your brother mercilessly and marry someone I like~" Lin Xihe said with a smile.

"Then you won't feel unfair in your heart?" Li Yuewei couldn't help but ask.

"What's this? I wasn't forced to do this kind of thing, I thought Ye Chen finally met a girl she liked so much, she shouldn't miss it, I thought that such a thing could make her appear, but I didn't expect her to come. Lin Xihe also sighed.

"That's what I mean, hey, my sister-in-law is always like this, she carries everything by herself, and she never asks others for help, so it's always like this, so she ended up like this." Li Yue sighed slightly.

"In your eyes, what kind of person is Xiaoxi?" Lin Xihe was still curious.

Because she had never seen it before, she had always heard about it from other people's mouths, and she suddenly wanted to know what kind of person this person was.