Chapter 389: Childe Rulan 4
Although it has been a long time, Xiao Yu believes that as long as it has been done, there will be traces.
"Thank you, thank you, the emperor!"
Xing'an didn't expect that he had been shrewd all his life, and in the end, he was calculated to this point, and the sadness in his heart can be imagined.
Cui Yan quickly wrote a prescription on the paper, "This prescription can dredge the blood, if the seasons change, cold and warm alternate pain, you can use the medicine on this prescription, add half a bucket of water to boil five boiling feet." It will definitely relieve pain. β
The silver needle had grown completely in the flesh, and it was connected to the great vein, if it weren't for this, she would have taken it out for him.
"Thank you." A faint smile, a serene face, as gentle as when we first met.
βββI'm the dividing lineβββ
Coming out of the criminal mansion, whether it was Xiao Yu or Cui Yan, the mood of the two of them was extremely heavy.
"When I started practicing medicine, the people who taught me said to me, "Healers, you must be cold-hearted, because only when your heart is cold, without any feelings, can you make the most correct judgment."
However, after coming to another world, she found that she was becoming more and more emotional.
She was physically sad because of the pain of the patient, and she felt guilty and guilty because of her own incompetence.
She likes this man, she has nothing to do with love, just because of that quiet temperament, he deserves a better and more beautiful life.
"We are human."
If you are human, you are destined to have feelings.
He is a king, and he doesn't have feelings for any woman, but he puts the person in front of him in his heart. Even, for her sake, changed his original plan.
At this moment, she exuded this faint sadness and helplessness, and Xiao Yu suddenly had an urge to embrace her.
He clenched his fist and pressed the urge down.
"Or, you can think differently." Xiao Yu, "It is precisely because you have feelings that you have expectations and motivation, and the process of trying to achieve expectations is happy." β
Saving an irrelevant person and saving a person who wants him or another must be different mentalities.
"That's right." Cui Yan said with a smile.
"Since I was born, I have been taught to protect this territory, to protect this river and mountain, and I have always done so. While identity gives me glory, it also brings me an unshirkable responsibility.
I live cautiously, on thin ice, without fear of death, without fear of failure, for me, it just means the end of the mission.
It wasn't until one day, witnessing the separation of death, that I began to worry, to be afraid, to be afraid that the person I wanted to protect would die because of my failure, and that what I wanted to get, I would not be able to have in the end.
However, it is because of this gain and loss that I feel that I am really alive and not a puppet. β
Cui Yan pursed her lips.
Surgery is just a task for her, her medical skills are just a means of her life, but now, she is really happy because she can save people.
Officially, this simple joy and change made her feel that she was not so a doctor.
"When the first emperor died, I knelt in front of the first emperor's bed, and the first emperor said to me:
The son of the Xiao family, in this life, will never be cute to anyone! You see her smile like a flower, you see her alluring country, hibiscus face, but a bloody skeleton, pink face and red makeup, just to cover up the sharp blade behind her. The more beautiful a woman is, the more vicious her heart is. β