Everyone has a different childhood, Yu Jian is like this, and Shu Ran is also like this.

Rabindranath Tagore said that children love dust, and their whole body and mind are like flowers thirsting for sunlight.

At that time, everything in the outside world was hazy for us, and our ignorance was like a pure and flawless blank paper, quietly waiting for the years and years to be stained.

It's just a pity that Shu Dye didn't touch a good touch of sunlight, nor did he touch a good ink.

Listening to Shu Ran, when she was just born, she was disliked by her family.

"My mom and dad hated me at the time, and my grandparents hated me...... They want a boy, not a girl who will only waste resources. At the beginning, my parents were arguing somehow, my mother was going to run away from home, and my father only cared about coaxing her and making her happy not to leave the house, and he didn't care at all about the existence of a little baby like me. ”

Probably because she was a burden, Shu's father almost threw her away.

In the end, it was Shu's mother's parents who took Xiao Shuran home and raised her little by little.

"Actually, my grandfather didn't like me very much, only my grandmother really liked me. So in this family, my grandmother scolded me and beat me, and I would not fight back, let alone insult her. If it were someone else, I would definitely return it without hesitation. ”

When Shu Ran was almost four years old, Shu's father and Shu's mother finally reconciled, and finally remembered that there was such a daughter.

So they took her back and started asking her to make kindergarten.

"Legally, they are my guardians. But if there is no such blood relationship, I think they don't care about me at all, they just want to live their world well, and they will care about my existence. ”

Every day when I go to school and get out of school, I basically Shu Ran is alone, and occasionally my grandparents will pick me up.

As for Shu's father and mother, they will give her pocket money and let her go out to play, as long as she returns home at night.

"You always ask me why I know Yang She so well, because when I was very young, I took the bus alone and went to the pedestrian street to play alone."

From the beginning of his memory, Shu Ran was vaguely aware of his family's dislike of him. So she worked hard to be very well-behaved, studied hard, studied hard, and tried to become their favorite good child in the eyes of adults.

But she found out she was wrong.

Her efforts, like useless work in physics, were in vain.

Shu's mother has a childlike heart, even if she is already a mother, she still likes to pull her best friends around to play. Shu's father has a bad temper, but he is gentle with Shu's mother. Even if Shu's mother didn't return home, he didn't have any complaints, just drove out to pick her up and cook a big meal for her.

But if it was Shu Ran, then what she was waiting for was a violent beating.

"I remember one time when my parents were arguing so hard. When my dad came out, he saw me and didn't say anything, and he just slapped me in the face. It blinded me and made me cry. From that moment on, I knew that no matter how good I was, in their eyes, I was not as good as a fart. ”

It was also from that time on, Shu Ran would be beaten and scolded by Shu's father at every turn.

Occasionally, Shu's mother was in a bad mood, and she would beat Shu Ran.

In other words, Shu Ran is their ideal humanoid gas bucket.

But sometimes, when Shu's father and mother are in a good mood, they will take Shu Ran to the street to play like ordinary parents, buy him all kinds of toys, clothes and many delicious snacks.

So Shu Ran had a small hope in his heart.

I hope her parents will treat her better, take more care of her, beat her less and scold less.

Although she knew about it, the probability of this hope coming true was very small.

But there must be some hope in people's hearts, right?

On that occasion, Shu Ran was pushed down the river by a partner of the same age and almost drowned, and was rescued by passers-by, she saw the indifference and ignorance of her parents, and the emotions that had continued for many years finally exploded.

The flame of hope in her heart was also completely swept away by the cold river, and it was submerged into darkness and never returned.

"I'm completely disappointed in them. Since then, I have never longed for any father's love or mother's love. The only thing I want is for me to grow up and leave this home that scares me and makes me feel cold. ”

When Yu Jian heard this, he put down the pen in his hand to write homework, looked up and looked at the red eyes and extremely moist comfort, and his heart was very moved.

Indeed, being born in such a family is a great misfortune for Shu Ran.

She suddenly felt that her parents were not too good to her, although there were many times when she beat at every turn, but compared to Shu Ran, she felt that she was happy enough.

At least, she knew her mom and dad loved her.

It's a bit too harsh, though.

At that moment, she admired Shu Ran.

In such an indifferent family, it is really not easy to develop such an optimistic character, to take everything lightly, and to be heartless all day long.

"If I'm not happy outside, then I really don't know what I'm here for." Shu Ran guessed Yu Jian's thoughts, and said slowly, "I don't have a good childhood, but I believe that I will be able to have a youth that only I can control, the youth I want." I want to live as I want to live, and I don't want to live for them again. ”

That's why you laugh silly all day long.

Yu Jian sighed, not knowing what to say to comfort Shu Ran.

But she felt that Shu Ran didn't need to be comforted.

Because, through getting along with each other for so many days, she knows that Shu Ran is a girl with a proud personality. As an Aquarius, she has absolute inviolable dignity. She is like a little queen, who never needs the sympathy and mercy of others.

"Shu Ran, bring your friends down for dinner!" Shu's mother's shouts suddenly came from downstairs.

"It's coming!" Shu Ran replied loudly.

She took out a piece of paper from the computer desk, wiped it aside casually, and then pulled Yu Jian with a smile and said, "They are very good to me now, although sometimes they will beat me." Oh, don't write it, let's go, let's go down to eat. Coke chicken wings are superb. ”

"Uh-huh." Yu Jian nodded, hurriedly put down the pen, and went out with Shu Ran.

At that moment, Yu Jian inexplicably felt that the gap between Shu Ran in front of him and himself had disappeared.

At that moment, she let go of the prejudice of good students against bad students, and completely accepted Shu Ran as a friend.

So much later, Yu Jian became an indispensable ray of sunshine in Shu Ran's life.