Chapter 528: A Season of Cold and Bitter Sorrow

"Perhaps, you chose her in the end! And I can only be counted as an outsider, an outsider who will never be able to spend this life with you! My love between Zhang Fengyi and you will always be the one that can't see the light and can't be on the stage! ”

"Yes! It should be over between us too! It's time to draw an end. Since I can't make compromises and concessions! What awaits us will be eternal separation! In that case, I have nothing but my share to bless you. Or rather: I have to send my blessing to you! ”

"Perhaps, my uncle and aunt have returned to China, and perhaps, now your family is reunited! Perhaps, Xia Fei'er will be here tonight! That's right! You should be a family, you should be a family that loves each other! ”

"Why should I think of the two of them? No! I don't want to think about how happy they will be! No matter how happy I am, it can only be someone else's business, and I should have my own life, right? ”

"Thirty-five years in the early autumn, a season of cold, wake up in my heart. The north and south leaves were silent, in a hurry, suffering from sorrow......"

"I'd really like to call you a few times without any scruples, but...... Never mind! What if you hit it? ”

"Long Long, you once questioned me: I didn't even take the initiative to call you first. But why don't you want to know: what is the reason for this?! Is it still useful to say this now? It's self-inflicted! Philistines disturb themselves! ”

"Today's ending! Maybe that's the best ending for you! I can't blame you for what happened between us! Maybe the love I want is too idealistic! I want that kind of love: I wish there were years to look back on, and I would love with deep affection! ”

The more fragile and sensitive people are, the more they will think wildly. Zhang Fengyi is no exception, so he started to sit here again and think nonsense!

And he also tried not to think about it: the matter between Fang Longxing and Xia Fei'er was also the most taboo, cold, and unacceptable thing in his life.

The thought of this will make his heart lose peace and balance, and it will also make the little comfort that he has left in his heart disappear in an instant, and thus be replaced by a heavy sense of oppression that overwhelms people.

As soon as he thought of this, Zhang Fengyi's heart seemed to be thrown from the high clouds into the bottomless abyss, and turned into a blurred mass of flesh and blood.

Not only that, but it will be trampled on and constantly ravaged...... But no one can really understand him, really understand him! Let him drift and wither in the storm......

Then, his soul was torn and crushed, crushed, crushed...... Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

A good living person, but he just made a mess of his life!

Thinking about it, I couldn't help but feel a sour, sour, spicy and spicy feeling, which rushed straight to the bridge of Mr. Zhang's nose and the depths of his already dilapidated soul......

Everything in this world has become shaky and fragmented in his life. I don't want to be picked up, I don't want to be overlapped, I don't want to be nostalgic......

Learn to face and forget...... Life, power, money, favor, protection...... It's never just cold!

Oh, yes! Anyone who is betrayed by the person he loves the most in his life will not feel good!

That is probably the so-called heart-wrenching, pain-unwanted, broken liver and intestines, heart-rending, heart-wrenching, heart-wrenching, liver and gallbladder cracking, and burning inside, which is not enough to explain the nature of the pain!

The loneliness and loneliness, misery and helplessness in the high places......

Bit by bit, it appeared from this handsome and abnormal, thin cheek that saw the vicissitudes of the world.

Then it was weathered in an instant, and it was drowned in the dazzling, gorgeous lights of the vast earthly world...... In the end, it returned to the usual calm and relaxed appearance.

Truly! No matter how much money a person has, he or she can't buy away his or her loneliness, and how much loneliness a person can bear can achieve a great career.

Zhang always continued to think, he had to think better and more positively, and he couldn't let his thoughts be full of negative emotions!

He couldn't help but clench the pen in his hand, this pen is a Montblanc global limited edition, this extremely special pen is a pair of Fang Longxing's fountain pen.

It was also one of the many gifts that Fang Longxing gave him, although this pen was already worth a lot of money, but compared to the other more expensive gifts he gave him, it was definitely the cheapest among the many gifts. But these accessories of life have never entered Mr. Zhang's eyes.

There is a special feature on this pen, that is, Zhang Fengyi's name is engraved with the calligraphy, which shows Fang Longxing's good intentions at that time and the sincerity of Mr. Zhang.

But Mr. Zhang was stunned and didn't think about the good place, it was really enough for elm heads.

When Zhang Fengyi left Fang Longxing, everything was returned, but the pen was not returned to Mr. Fang.

He always carried it with him, and he wanted to leave the only keepsake for himself between them (after the relationship was established).

It's really convinced, a good big living person is in front of him Zhang Fengyi, he doesn't want to catch and cherish it well, but he wants to play here with self-pity and self-pity! What a head! I've been kicked thousands of times by a donkey!

At that time, Fang Longxing gave him this pen, not because of its high price, not because of its quality, not because of its quality, not because of its brand effect, not to show off how rich it is.

It's because what Mr. Fang likes the most: Montblanc's corporate culture and philosophy of "slow down and enjoy life".

He just wants to warn his lover not to always work so hard, with those high-intensity studies and training.

Don't always arrange your life so closely, but properly relax and enjoy all the gifts of life with yourself.

And slowed down the pace at which they were running for their careers, turning their lives into a slower-paced one.

Sometimes, life really needs to be in slow motion like a turtle to show its beauty! Only by calming down can we appreciate and observe the gifts and wonders of nature!

A stupid man is still constantly comforting himself and constantly self-hypnotizing, after all, he also has his own difficulties and hardships! Everything is: the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear!

"Perhaps, I shouldn't be so inferior! I should be stronger! This path is my own choice, so I have to respect myself as well! ”

"What the hell is wrong with me?! No way! I need to adjust my mentality! This state of mind of mine is absolutely pathological! Author: Jinlan Xiuxian

"True wisdom is to learn to accept, not to be divided from the outside, and not to be antagonistic from the inside. Don't fight with the sky, don't fight with others, and don't make trouble with yourself. What kind of trouble am I making, why bother, why bother? ”

"I want to maintain the characteristics of self-realization: sincere, kind, full of vitality, live a full and satisfying life, happy and interesting, and fully unified! At the same time, I want to be independent, unique and perfect! ”

"Whether it is sunny or scattered, a good mood is the only wealth in life that cannot be deprived. I still have to keep myself, I have to have a spirit of sacrifice and dedication, patience, humility, a gentle temper, and I must be able to have both ability and political integrity! ”

"Only with confidence can we hold up courage, only with precipitation, can we exude charm, as long as life is endless, we must not stop tossing!"

"Life is a one-time thing for everyone, don't leave yourself with any regrets. I want to make myself better, and experience the wonders of the world with my heart, and live a more acceptable version of myself. ”

"Only those who have a master in their hearts can be at ease when they dominate a heavenly principle. I can't let my inner master lose balance, so that I can easily be controlled by my emotions, and my mind will be swayed by desires and interests. ”

"Although love must be the deepest thing in the world, love also makes a person yearn to be with the person he loves. Love also makes me feel more unforgettable about missing this kind of thing. ”

"But when love has been lost, it is a little unbearable to stay in place and entangle! Why should I torture myself?! ”

"That's right! A life should not be just about love! I feel like a boudoir! It's ridiculous! People are valuable in having self-knowledge, which is also the rarest! ”

"Sure enough, the more a person overestimates himself, the more likely he is to have some kind of fatal flaw, and the less likely he is to have a strong point."

"Positive self-knowledge means a moderate amount of humility, which also makes people strong in some ways. But it is impossible for one person to do everything and everything. No matter how good I am, I think I can do even better! Just be the best version of yourself! ”

"Knowing what I can do, doing my best, knowing my strength and value, so that I am confident in my self-confidence; I also know what I can't, I am humble, humble and humble myself, and I know from the most deluded, and I wake up everywhere; It will be difficult to let go, and then the realm will be wide! ”