Chapter 134: Accept people with heart

He said it was because of a person, a person who was very important to him, and he didn't want to see more Chinese with black hair, black eyes, and yellow skin at the sorority, because that would remind him of the person who lived in China, and the more he missed him, the sadder he would be. Because I can't see him, my brother will miss him very, very much. I also said a lot of things, I don't remember very clearly, in short, it's something related to a person, every time the eldest brother mentions him, he will lose his soul, I don't know if this answer can satisfy Brother Fengyi? ”

Fang Qianyi said so many words in one go, he himself felt as if he didn't have it - he wanted to make it clear to Zhang Fengyi what he wanted to express, about his eldest brother's feelings for Zhang Fengyi, it was really not something he could explain in one or a few words.

"You should know who the person Qianyi is referring to by now, right?" After Fang Qianyi finished speaking, before Zhang Fengyi could speak, Fang Longxing began to ask questions, his tone sounded steady on the surface, and it seemed that there was no difference from usual, but in fact, he was indeed very excited in his heart. His mind seemed to return to himself, thinking alone about Zhang Fengyi, who lived in China. What a long wait it was for him at that time!

"I see!" After listening to what they said, Zhang Fengyi looked out the window, and then spit out these three words with infinite affection in his tone, there were crystal things swirling in his eyes, and his thoughts were thousands, as if he had spanned thousands of years of time and experienced the baptism and vicissitudes of time.

With Zhang Fengyi's earnest words 'I understand', the car fell into silence, everyone's thoughts are wandering in the air of history, colliding with infinite passion and sparks, only after experiencing it, you will understand, at this moment there is no need for too many words, silence is the best interpretation, better than a thousand words............

Fang Qianyi's answer really deeply shocked Zhang Fengyi's heart, it turned out that all these years were not just his own wishful thinking, not just his own unrequited love, Fang Longxing really never forgot himself.

Do I have to hesitate any longer, hesitate again, linger between uncertain dissociations? Have we really missed too much, too much, and we have to continue to miss it? Do you let this love miss out because you can't grasp it well? Do you want someone else to share your lover with? A lot of questions hit his heart again and again, and while he saw his heart clearly, he strengthened their feelings for each other.

The conversation before getting off work undoubtedly hurts his heart, and it will also hurt Long Xing's heart, right? Let him marry and have children? Can I really say it and do it in a chic and relaxed way? The answer is no. You're too self-deceiving, aren't you? Stupidity! Stupidity! Stupidity! It's just stupid, but ...... How can there be so many?!

Zhang Fengyi felt that he couldn't be the same as before, he had to take a serious look at it and treat each other seriously, if it was an unintentional injury, it was better to stab him in the heart. I used to just think that I could get it for a while; I used to think that I would not regret my life; What I used to think of was to let Long Long live a good life, and it was enough for me to only be behind the scenes.

So will you still be now? When you learn that person is so obsessed and obsessed with you, will you cruelly arrange the path he will take tomorrow? Zhang Fengyi thought that he could get rid of it and make everyone feel better, but did that have to be the right thing to do?

But now it seems that he is really wrong, and he seems to owe Fang Longxing more. I love him, and I think of sacrificing myself to fulfill that person, and obviously the fulfillment I want to pay is exactly the result that that person wants to pay the last thing I want. The result that Fang Longxing wants is that the two of them will stay with each other in this life!

I used to think that love doesn't have to be obtained, but now it seems that love must be obtained! Long Long is bound to win for himself, and ask himself, why shouldn't he? What about Uncle Fang, Aunt Fang? When facing the second elder, they must be extremely disappointed in themselves, right?

Why can't you be a little more selfish? If that's the case, you can have no scruples at all, I really can't bear to see the sad and disappointed expressions of the two elders!

As soon as he thought of this, Zhang Fengyi's heart began to get nervous again, he was not brave enough to face it, what kind of worldly vision, for him, compared with all the things he has suffered over the years, it is a trivial matter, and his heart has long been numb. is the only one who can't pass the hurdle of the second elder of the Fang family. This is the minimum conscience, right? This is the minimum moral bottom line, right?

What is a foolproof solution? career matters; work matters; things in life; The things in study are all trivial, and there has never been a thing that can make Zhang Fengyi so sad, and he has a strong struggle in his heart.

The atmosphere in the car was unusually quiet, Fang Longxing and Fang Qianyi could experience the intense changes in Zhang Fengyi's heart, no one destroyed this atmosphere, they gave him enough time to think, and he had to pay attention to it, Fang Longxing didn't want to force him too hard now.

Fang Qianyi felt that his role with his brother was already complete, and there was only so much he could do for them, as for what they would do in the future, it was completely up to them to grasp it.

In fact, Fang Qianyi felt that he was very underpumped, not because others wanted to pump him, but because he wanted to pump himself. If it was the same as before, he would definitely feel that what he is doing now is crazy. But now he didn't know why he, by the hell, had done all this.

It wasn't until Meimei enjoyed a meal of exquisite Fang's "Japanese cuisine" that this silence continued, Fang Qianyi took the initiative to clean up the dishes and chopsticks in the kitchen with great interest, although the two brothers scrambled to clean up, he still resolutely refused. He secretly signaled Fang Longxing to have a good talk with Zhang Fengyi, open his heart knot, and don't let him think nonsense.

Fang Longxing silently waited for Zhang Fengyi to finish bathing, then carried him to the bed, put some suppositories on him, and then applied some care solution, obviously after his careful care, it was no longer so red and swollen.

Zhang Fengyi was still embarrassed, buried his head under the pillow, and Fang Longxing could hear his nervous heartbeat.

After taking the medicine, he also went to bed, hugged Zhang Fengyi in his arms, kissed his forehead gently, and then used one hand to gently comb his soft, black and beautiful, and elastic hair.

"Baby, how are you feeling now? Still uncomfortable? ”

"Don't worry, I'm really much better, and it's not paper-folded, how can I be so squeamish!"

"You're mine, I'm nervous. If it were someone else, I would be so attentive! ”

"Do you want someone else?" Zhang Fengyi tried Fang Longxing's thoughts as if she was coquettish.

"Actually! The most dishonest person should be you, I always can't get along with my husband, but I'm a cheap person, the more you ravage me, the more you abuse me, I! The more I like you. Seeing that you are still so energetic, this proves that you are really fine, and I am relieved. As for what you said, I would think of someone else? Do you think this is possible for me in this life? Or do you have no faith in yourself or in me? ”

Fang Longxing lowered his head and looked at the peerless face in his arms with a doting face, and did not hide his inner thoughts, just to give Zhang Fengyi a reassurance. He dared to promise to give him some more time, and he would take care of everything.

"You see I'm going to be like someone who doesn't have faith!" Zhang Fengyi raised his head and looked affectionately at Fang Longxing's eyes that were magnified in front of him, there was only such a lover left in his world, what reason did he have to think about hurting him again?

"That's right, in my heart, Fengyi, you will always be the first, always the most important, no one can compare, let alone replace." Saying that, Fang Longxing left a kiss mark on Zhang Fengyi's broad forehead.

"Long Xing, I'm sorry, I shouldn't have said anything like that to you in the company today."

"Fool, I should be the one who says I'm sorry, I haven't found a way to justify you in front of others, and let you be wronged! I know that you also feel hanging in your heart, so it's normal to be not sure what the future outcome of our relationship will be. ”

"No, I can't embarrass you, I'm a big man, what am I afraid of! Where can there be such hypocrisy! You don't have to do anything, and don't blame yourself for it, isn't it good that we're doing it now! If I say that, you'll be very sad! It's all my fault. ”

"It's sad, sad to the point of soberly realizing that I can't do anything in the face of something. Little fool, don't say anything about me marrying a wife and having children. Saying that, he lowered his head again and gently kissed Zhang Fengyi's forehead, and Zhang Fengyi also kissed him back. It was as if time had stood still, forever stuck in this moment.