Chapter 22: The Kiss
This badge Fu Xun remembered that it was a birthday gift he bought for Fu Nan on Fu Nan's eighth birthday, and he specially asked a craftsman in an alley to engrave his name on the back of the badge.
Fu Nan has always pinned the badge to his clothes like a baby, but during that time, Jiang Fei fell in love with Fu Nan's badge for some reason, and snatched it many times openly and secretly, but in the end it was unsuccessful, and then Jiang Fei also gave up.
After Fu Xun left the Jiang family, he had a phone call with Fu Nan during the period, it was Fu Nan who Fu Xun secretly contacted behind his father's back, on the phone, Fu Nan cried and told Fu Xun that Jiang Fei had beaten him and took away the badge he cherished, as well as many things that Fu Xun gave him.
Fu Nan cried and begged Fu Xun to come back to pick him up, but although Fu Xun lived in the Fu family with a lot of power and wealth at that time, he had too much to help himself, so he could only continue to comfort Fu Nan on the phone.
After leaving the Jiang family, Fu Xun only contacted Fu Nan twice in total, or in the first two months, but was discovered by Fu Xun's father for the second time, and then it was difficult for Fu Xun to get in touch with Fu Nan again, so he could only move forward numbly on the road arranged by his father.
In the last phone call with Fu Nan, Fu Nan's painful and desperate cry Fu Xun has not forgotten, Fu Nan told him about all the grievances he suffered in the Jiang family, complained to Fu Xun about Jiang Fei's crimes, and cried and told Fu Xun that Jiang Fei wanted to beat him to death and wanted to force him to death.
And more than a year later, when he Fu Xun finally won the right to take back Fu Nan to live with him, he was told that Fu Nan was dead.
Died by suicide.....
There are only two people that Fu Xun cherishes the most in his life, one is Fu Nan's mother, the woman who has raised him for many years, and the second is Fu Nan.
From a person of flesh and blood, he has become an insensitive thug, only because he has lost these two bonds.
Without weakness, you can be invincible, or you can live without dying....
Fu Xun looked at Jiang Fei, who was standing at the table and pouring tea into a water cup, his side face was delicate, his eyelashes flashed, fine and smart, and the whole person was extremely obedient by the years... But who would have thought that everything under this gentle and handsome skin would make him Fu Xun feel extremely dirty and rancid.
The dispute when I was young, in fact, no matter how big it was, was just a laughing and scolding between children, but the value of some things is far from being diluted by time, Fu Xun's feelings and guilt for Fu Nan may continue until Fu Xun dies of old age, and this continuation is also constantly giving birth to hatred.
Fu Xun hated the Jiang family, hated Jiang Fei, hated himself, hated the Fu family who prevented him from taking Fu Nan back in the first place....
Originally, this hatred had been suppressed in the depths of his heart, and his life was cold but peaceful, but when he saw Jiang Fei, everything poured out from the bottom of his heart, breeding more hatred....
Fu Xun put the badge in his pocket, Jiang Fei just put a cup of tea in front of him, Fu Xun stood up and hugged Jiang Fei.
Jiang Fei was caught off guard, and the whole person froze in place...... This kind of intimate contact, because he hadn't had it for too long, made him unable to adapt for a while, and at the same time, some things in his heart began to fluctuate.
"Jiang Fei, thank you." Fu Xun said in a low voice, "I will repay you well..."
Fu Xun's voice was very low, so low that it was impossible to hear what emotion he was using to say these two words, but Jiang Fei only grasped the words "thank you" and "repay".
Jiang Fei finally raised his hand slowly, patted Fu Xun twice on the back, and said softly, "No need to say that, in fact, I didn't do anything, I just wanted to..... You can no longer be influenced by the past. ”
Fu Xun let go of Jiang Fei, then raised his hand and gently stroked Jiang Fei's cheek, Jiang Fei's body was shocked, and then he carefully looked at Fu Xun with his upper eyeline.
"Jiang Fei...," Fu Xun said softly, "You're so good." ”
Jiang Fei suddenly lowered his head again, Fu Xun's low and hoarse voice made him breathe a little poorly, and he said in a low voice after a while, "I'm actually... Actually... It's not a good thing... Good. ”
"You and Fu Nan are brothers, so in my heart, you are also my younger brother." Fu Xun said softly, "I won't allow anyone to hurt you, I've already lost Fu Nan, I don't want to lose you again, Jiang Fei, let me compensate you, okay..."
Jiang Fei looked at Fu Xun in a daze, and finally gradually turned red, he turned his head, red eyes and said with a wry smile, "I... I'm just an ordinary person, in fact, I used to.... I've done a lot of things, and I don't think I'm eligible for it..."
"You're more qualified than anyone else." Fu Xun interrupted Jiang Fei, "Jiang Fei, only you make me feel that I can be trusted, don't reject me, okay..."
At this moment, Jiang Fei wanted to suppress himself and release himself to the fullest, his hands were at a loss to rub the hems on both sides of his clothes, and his brain was in chaos....
Why is the situation moving in this direction? Although there are some things that he has been longing for in his heart, he has long dared not have the luxury, he knows that he is not worthy, he knows that he is not qualified...
For Jiang Fei now, the smaller the world, the safer it is, he has been closed off for too long, the warmth and openness of one step away, even if he has a strong desire, he does not dare to easily reach out and touch and possess.
Fu Xun at this moment is the same for Jiang Fei....
Just when Jiang Fei's heart was in turmoil and he didn't know what to say, Fu Xun suddenly lowered his head and gave him a kiss on the lips, light and fast.....
Jiang Fei was stunned for a moment.
"I'm going back." Fu Xun said softly, "I'll pick you up in two days." ”
A few seconds later, Jiang Fei replied with hindsight, "Okay, road... Be careful on the road. ”
After Fu Xun left, Jiang Fei sat on the sofa with a confused expression, and around him who was too quiet, he seemed to hear his own violent heartbeat.
Jiang Fei raised his hand and touched his cheek, and found that it was already burning.
"How could it be.... So what..."
In the next two days, Fu Xun did not come to Jiang Fei again, but kept in touch with Jiang Fei on his mobile phone, chatting about some ordinary content.
Jiang Fei is like being injected with chicken blood, his mood has been very high these days, the sketch has not been completed much, but he has a lot of leisure to buy various recipes to study, and a few lines of lyrics in a love song can be hummed by him from morning to night.
On this afternoon, Fu Xun came to Jiang Fei's apartment to pick up Jiang Fei to attend the star artist awards ceremony, and brought a men's dress of Jiang Fei's size by the way.
Jiang Fei's temperament in the dress changed instantly, fading a little bit of weakness, docile and gentle, looking very comfortable, and the already handsome face against the background was even more charming.
Such Jiang Fei, Fu Xun was also stunned....
Fu Xun tidied up Jiang Fei's clothes and said softly, "I have wronged you tonight, and I can only attend as my assistant." ”
"It's not aggrieved at all." Jiang Fei smiled very casually, "I can't play the role of an assistant either, so I'll follow you all the time tonight and open my eyes." ”