2019。

Approaching April, Beijing is approaching the horizon, and it is naturally the first to heat up.

Maybe the south is still wearing thick coats, while Beijingers are starting to wear trendy spring clothes.

After a busy day, Yu Jian squeezed the van and got off work with her companions.

After returning to the dormitory, she opened the window and blew the cold wind for a while, and lay down on the hard bed.

She's been a little unhappy lately.

First, some problems at work, and then about yourself.

Not feelings, not friendships, but eyes.

Like the master's words, these bright and watery eyes, which seem to others, are her heart disease.

Have you ever tried to have a scar repeatedly uncovered and then salted?

Yu Jian tasted it.

Particularly bitter, especially bitter.

She picked up her phone, pressed the keypad, and dialed out a string of familiar numbers.

That's soozen.

But she suddenly remembered that Shu Ran hadn't been very happy recently.

So Yu Jian emptied the string of numbers, clicked on QQ, and made the first QQ phone on the top.

A string of mechanical bells, accompanied by an unusually slow heartbeat.

The phone vibrated a little.

"Hello?"

A very nice male voice came from the side.

Yu Jian's nose suddenly became very sour, and countless grievances surged in her heart. She didn't say anything, just closed her eyes and sobbed slightly.

"Hello? What's wrong? Why are you crying? Who bullied you? The male voice paused visibly, as if he was caught off guard.

"No, no." Yu Jian shook her head.

"Don't cry, I'll be distressed." The male voice seemed a little anxious, and he said very cautiously.

Yu Jian cried louder and louder, and the more she cried, the more she cried, and the sobbing at the beginning gradually turned into a child-like cry.

She didn't want to cry like this, but as soon as she heard his voice, she couldn't hold back the tears, and just fell with a click.

"Wood, I finally know what it means to be terrible." She choked up.

It tasted bad, really bad.

"What's wrong with my daughter-in-law? Don't scare me, don't cry, don't cry, good. The male voice suddenly became very gentle.

"Recently, they have asked me why I don't laugh, and I keep a straight face all day like people owe you 1.8 million. I tell them that I laugh because I don't want to upset them, and I don't laugh...... It's because I really can't laugh anymore-" Yu Jian buried her face in the little bear given by her classmates when she was leaving, and the tears in the corners of her eyes slipped directly into the bear's fluff.

She's been feeling so tired lately.

The feeling of being pointed at was something she had tasted when she was very young. When she grew up, she thought she would have a new beginning.

In fact, she was making a fool of herself.

Her eyes still did not change, the ridicule that once made her frightened, disdainful and repulsive, quietly returned to her side under the impetus of time.

The male voice was silent, quietly waiting for Yu Jian's next words.

"I don't really know how to get them to say that about me, I used to think people were terrible and that's it. But now, I realize that I was completely wrong. It was only now that I knew how it was like for Yi Yao to flow back into the river. I'm so scared...... I'm so scared that I'll be the second Yi Yao. ”

"Don't, you don't want to be the second Yi Yao, and I don't want to be the second Gu Senxi. Daughter-in-law, what people say about you, that's someone else's business. You don't have to worry about them, don't you? My daughter-in-law is so lovely, so happy, that kind of sadness doesn't match you, okay? Don't be sad, I can't be happy if you're sad. When the male voice heard Yu Jian say this, he suddenly became serious.

"I've tried to do that, but in the end I'm still making a fool of myself." Yu Jian's tears were still falling.

"Don't be like this, you're making me unhappy." The male voice sighed and laughed slowly, "Don't cry, don't cry, it's not good to look good if you cry." Well, I'll sing you a song—"

A series of low and magnetic songs echoed in her ears, Yu Jian listened and listened, silently lowered her head, and her thoughts drifted away unconsciously.

Once upon a time, there seemed to be such a boy, who gave her warmth and hugged her when she was most helpless and saddish.

She remembered that the boy's name was Gu Yan.

She was the first boy she liked with her heart.

In 2016.

Entering the third year of junior high school, Yu Jian found that everything was different from before.

They no longer study slowly, but one old book after another, constantly reviewing what they have learned in the past.

Just like the increasingly hot weather, the atmosphere of the entire No. 1 Middle School is filled with an unsmellable tension.

After the mold, there are various large and small exams.

Every time she saw the stack of tall test papers on the desk, Yu Jian would feel that her head was about to get bigger.

In order to relieve the pressure before the high school entrance examination, the teachers decided to give the children an extracurricular activity class every day.

Just like Shu Ran and Lin Xi, Yu Jian and Gu Yan also met when they were playing basketball.

The sun was very sunny that day, and the ground was hot, and Yu Jian's little face was hot.

She and Shu Ran hid in the shade of a tree, chatting casually while casting their eyes in all directions.

Suddenly, she fell in front of her.

Among the group of students wearing white school uniforms, short-sleeved shirts, and sky blue quad pants, the tall, thin, bespectacled boy suddenly fell into Yu Jian's eyes.

He controlled the basketball, shuttled through the crowd keenly, jumped in front of the basketball frame, and made a beautiful pitch.

Can you believe in love at first sight?

Anyway, Shu Ran believes it, and Yu Jian also believes it.

When he saw the boy raise his hand to wipe the sweat overflowing from his forehead and inadvertently cast his gaze over, Yu Jian subconsciously grabbed Shu Ran's hand and lowered his head at the same time.

"What's wrong?" Shu Ran's face was inexplicable.

What if she feels her heart beat faster?

This sentence ran to his mouth, and after squirming for a long time, it became a sentence: "Who is the tall boy with glasses over there?" ”

Shu Ran was stunned, looked back, saw the sunny boy, and then looked back at Yu Jian, who had always lowered his head, and suddenly seemed to understand something, and the corners of his mouth instantly showed a smile with depth.

"Oh-" she snorted in a strange tone, "I said what's wrong with you, it's spring." You mean Gu Yan, right? I knew him, I was a classmate of his elementary school classmates. ”

Yu Jian was stunned.

Elementary school classmates?

"What about you...... Can you help me get his QQ? Yu Jian raised her head slowly, her eyes dodging, and she seemed very embarrassed.

"Meaningless, you wait." Shu Ran patted his chest, handed his school uniform to Yu Jian, and then walked to the playground.