Yu Jian is an Aries girl who is a little too lively.

When she and Shu Ran first met, they were fourteen years old.

At that time, Yu'an No. 1 Middle School was a very strange place to Yu Jian, which made her full of yearning.

September 2014.

In late summer and early autumn, the weather is not very cool, and it is still hot.

Yu Jian went to middle school on her first day, and under the assignment of the teacher, she pulled her Mickey Mouse schoolbag and went to the first group.

She saw the baby-faced, watery-eyed, cute-looking girl, blinking at her. When I saw myself looking over, I subconsciously showed a smile.

At that time, Yu Jian was very introverted, not as lively as she is now, and she was a little flattered when she saw the smile of her new classmates.

Almost no child in primary school would actually smile at her because there was something wrong with her eyes, but only if you looked closely, you could see it. But because of this, they never see themselves as normal people.

In fact, Yu Jian is very inferior in her heart.

"Who wouldn't meet someone who has a bad heart and makes you unhappy? Let's be good ourselves, ignore other people's eyes, bring out your sunshine, show them, and say that you are the best girl. ”

Every time she was teased in the eye, she always remembered the words of her great-grandmother, who had long since passed away.

The gentle voice of her great-grandmother drifted through her mind, giving her the courage to take out the smile and leave it for everyone. And that kind of grievance, the kind of loneliness that was excluded from everyone, was silently swallowed into her stomach by her, chewed and chewed.

It can be said that before she met Shu Ran, she had always been a girl who looked very sunny and gentle, but in fact had an inferiority complex in her heart.

"Hello, my name is Shu Ran. I'm going to be a classmate from now on, so please take care of me. Shu Ran beckoned to Yu Jian.

"Hello, my name is Yu Jian." She's so good-looking. Yu Jian glanced at Shu Ran a few times, and quickly lowered her head - if she kept her head up, others would definitely find out that there was something wrong with her eyes.

At that time, Yu Jian never thought that this girl named Shu Ran would step into a world that she had begun to become a little monotonous, and would bring a strong color to it and render it into a beautiful and bright picture.

Many years later, Yu Jian recalled the first encounter back then, but felt that her mind was hazy.

It's been so long ago that she can't remember the pictures she vowed to remember for a lifetime.

In "Forrest Gump", it is said that life is like a box of chocolates, and the results are often unexpected.

Yu Jian also thinks so.

In the past, she thought that she would be able to go on with Shu Ran forever and never grow old alone.

But now she was separated from her dye, separated by more than 1,700 kilometers of land.

The heart is also separated.

Because of time.

Yu Jian was busy working in Beijing alone, and Shu Ran was busy wandering in Nanjing alone.

They can still chat, but they can't finish talking about you and me in the past.

It's probably just a few words of good morning, a few words of good night, how are you doing lately, pay attention to keeping warm and something like that, send a blessing every New Year's holiday, send a red envelope, and there will be nothing else.

Some people say that Yu Jian and Shu Ran are together, and the relationship is more intimate than that of the object.

Yu Jian was also in favor.

It's so intimate that it's perfectly fine to wear the same pair of pants and call each other's mothers mothers.

They've done a lot of things together.

For example, sleeping in class, such as noisy between classes, such as talking about a partner at the same time, talking about the so-called future of the four people in the future - say so-called, because this kind of love is just the germ of affection.

They are not yet mature, and the future is naturally unattainable and illusory.

They've done a lot of bad things, too.

For example, clubbing, such as climbing Xiangshan without sleeping in the middle of the night, and helping each other with homework.

Maybe the wind and rain they have experienced are very naïve in the eyes of people now, and they are very disdainful.

But in the hearts of these two little girls, it is because of the so-called childish wind and rain that they cherish the rainbow-like friendship after the rain even more.

Someone has also said that no one can break up their fake couple, which is still sticky compared to 502 glue.

Indeed, no one can be dismantled, no one can be dismantled.

But time is not an emotional primate, so it intervened between Yu Jian and Shu Ran.

"Time can dilute everything."

Yu Jian didn't believe this sentence before, but later she did.

While she was disappointed and unwilling, she was also secretly rejoicing.

Fortunately, her dyeing still belongs to her, although they can't go back to the former inseparability and have nothing to say, but they care about each other no less than before.

They don't say much, not because they can't say it, but because they have grown.

There are some things that are clear to each other, so there is no need to talk in vain, and there is no need to waste the battery of the mobile phone, to type so many lines and two lines to prove that they have a good relationship.

Yu Jian tapped lightly on the keyboard, looking at the lines of small black characters on the notebook screen, her eyes were slightly stunned.

Everything that used to be is vivid, as if it were yesterday.

But the memory told her that time had passed for many years.

Yu Jian's nose suddenly became a little sour.

She rubbed her reddish eyes, closed her eyes and took a deep breath, opened her eyes and slowly grabbed the phone on the side, swiped the screen, and dialed down the list of numbers she had memorized.

"Dut...... Honk...... Toot ......"

"Hi buddy! I miss you, come out and play, come out and come out quickly, I'm going to suffocate I'll tell you-"

The immature baby voice suddenly sounded in Yu Jian's ears, making her subconsciously clench her mobile phone, and she was about to reply with her lips.

But she suddenly remembered that it was many years ago.

At that time, the dyeing sound was very good.

"Sorry, the phone you are calling has been turned off, please call again later......"

The mechanical female voice pulled her back to reality all at once.

Probably busy.

Yu Jian sighed, silently put down her phone, and stared at the computer screen in a daze.

After looking at it for a moment, she reached out and rubbed her dry eyes, got up and got out of bed, walked to the cabinet next to her, took out a pack of Xuanhemen cigarettes that had been smoked for more than half of them, and took out one with a lighter and walked to the balcony.

The night view of Beijing is not bad.

There is no imaginary haze weather, but the heat and cold in winter and summer have made her catch a cold many times.

When she was in Yu'an, she hardly got sick.

Yu Jian took the cigarette in her mouth and skillfully lit the fire.

She took a puff, but her eyes were empty again.

She didn't smoke before.

She used to be a very well-behaved girl.

When did you start to change and rebel......

Hehe, she can't remember it herself.

To be honest, the taste of cigarettes and the taste of alcohol are just like that, it's not easy to smoke, it's not good to drink.

When she bought it, she only bought Xuan Hemen and Erguotou.

Because the first time she smoked and drank, she used these brands.