Chapter 905: This Man Can Understand Himself
He also wanted to let him understand the feeling in his heart, and this feeling was the deep part of his heart, the fluctuation of emotions, and she hoped that this man could understand herself.
But looking at it now, he has no way to understand himself at all, and many times he relies on himself, and he can't say that the other party thinks about himself.
No matter what kind of way it is, he always feels that he still wants to be with the other party like that, and letting the other party understand him is really in line with this kind of thinking in his own heart.
Listening to Ziyunsha's ears, the other party frowned slightly, he didn't expect this woman to be so stubbornly immersed in this hopeless feeling.
But no matter what, he can't be with him.
"Ye Xiangxue, in fact, many times I want to make it clear to you, I don't know if I have made it clear to you before, but I didn't expect you to still think like this, which really makes me a little disappointed, but I still want to tell you that although a person's relationship is very good, it doesn't mean that there will be love, do you know what love is?"
"Love is a person, if you don't have to think about it much, you will like another person, she will be happy and laugh, I don't know if you feel this way? But for me and Hua Xiaomo, every time I see him, I will smile very happily, I will be very happy, this is the truest feeling in my heart! ”
"It's not that I will have this feeling of happiness when I see others, but in addition, Hua Xiaomo gives me a different feeling, I have known him for a long time, and she was pregnant during that time in the United States, and later, his idea was to leave the United States and go to a city where no one knew him, at that time, I knew this situation and I was actually willing to go to another strange city with him!"
"And at that time, I was actually friends with him, and I didn't say what kind of love relationship existed? I then went to another city with Hua Xiaomo, and then I watched him conceive in October, and then I watched her give birth to the baby, do you know what it feels like? ”
"Including later, I was with him to raise the child little by little, and then started a business little by little, until we made the Purple Devil Asking Immortal Company to the current scale, this feeling, I think it may not be something you can understand, because my mentality during that time actually didn't completely think about love, but I just felt that this feeling of being with him was really used to it!"
"Get used to it, you know? A habit is very difficult to change, as if you want to accompany yourself for the rest of your life do not want to make any changes, maybe you really hard to understand what my thoughts are, but this feeling is very real with me, until the candy has gradually grown up! ”
"And Hua Xiaomo is still alone, at this time, our company has also gone to scale, and we will be busy with our own work, and we have never stopped that footsteps, but look back and see that the life I and he experienced is actually not an ordinary family life?"
"Except that Hua Xiaomo and I are not a real husband and wife and have not obtained a marriage certificate, isn't what I did with him what a wife and husband should do to their children in an ordinary family? Actually, I should have invisibly integrated myself into that role! ”
"So in my feelings for him, such a relationship will not change, Ye Xiangxue, I hope you can understand me, so the moment I decided to marry you, I gave up my plan to be with you, you know? Because it's impossible for me to deceive my innermost feelings, because there's no way to replace my feelings for Hua Xiaomo and Candy! ”
"It's not that any woman says it can be replaced, because I'm really familiar with them, it's like a habit, this habit really can't be changed, I'm sorry, Ye Xiangxue, if you can really understand me, in fact, you should also give up such an idea as soon as possible!"
"Because this will only be good for yourself, and will not let you fall into the misunderstanding of this kind of feeling, which will really make people feel very haggard, and I also hope that you will put all your energy into work in the future, because we will have a lot of things in the future, and the scale of the company will be bigger!"
"And you, as Hua Xiaomo, and a very capable assistant of mine, we don't want you to leave the company, I hope you can, take on the role of the company's sales department, the work of the propaganda department, so that it is very beneficial to our company, do you know that because it takes a long time to train a very good employee, we don't want you to leave."
Ziyunsha looked at the woman in front of him, and at that moment he really wanted to say a lot to him, so that he could understand what some of the things he really thought in his heart.
But what happened before? He won't leave Hua Xiaomo.
Because he felt that the person he loved in his heart was Hua Xiaomo, not other women, and it was impossible for other women to give him this feeling.
Because he really likes Hua Xiaomo, and he is also a father who really wants to make candy, giving their mother and daughter a stable home, that's what he thinks, and he doesn't want to think too much about other things.
Because it is only in accordance with the thoughts that he has done in his heart that he can be most comforted.
As for the rest of the things, he didn't think they were what he wanted.
Because being able to follow the will of his feelings is the truest emotion, yes, he follows his truest feelings, because he really loves Hua Xiaomo.
As for other things, he didn't want to say more, because it was impossible for him and the woman in front of him to do some things, he really didn't like to do some things, because he really followed his inner feelings, just like Hua Xiaomo said, he believed that he felt the same as himself, and they all followed their inner feelings.
And for the woman in front of him, he can only say sorry, no matter what kind of emotions he has for him, he can't respond to him, because the world of feelings is very selfish.
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