Chapter 102: Sun Qi's Past (1)
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"You are my only brother, and I am very happy to see you again. But...... I'm really, I can't hold it anymore......"
"Since I left that year, everything in those years has been in front of my eyes, swirling. Over and over again, day after day, I can't forget ......"
"So, my heart is decided! Let me take the last single seedling of our family and disappear into the world! "Although Sun Qi's words are weak, they are also very decisive! It also made Ling Zhenyun stunned for an instant, and his outstretched hand stopped in mid-air.
Looking at the appearance of his old friend in front of him, his jaw with integrity kept trembling, but he didn't know what to say! Because of what happened in those years, even if it was him, it was impossible for him to let go completely! I can't persuade him to let go! So it wasn't until half an hour later that he spit out three words:
"Hey! Silly! ”
These three words, full of regret and helplessness, made Sun Qi's textured face, the pair of shrewd eyes that could still be seen although decadent, and a smile was imprinted on it... Then he lowered the corners of his eyes and said nothing, raised his hand to separate the sealed hands, and suddenly sprayed a mouthful of blood on the two paper figures who were still standing! At the same time, his complexion instantly turned pale, revealing a sickly feeling!
"Boom"
Lightning tossed up and down in the clouds. Although the downpour outside has stopped, the thunder seems to be getting stronger! At this moment, the two paper figures standing in the gossip weirdly, their facial features once again showed scarlet light, coupled with the sporadic blood stains on their bodies that Sun Qi spewed out of his mouth, making them look like ancient forbidden objects that no one dared to touch!
But...... This is indeed sorcery.
It is an evil art that goes against the way of heaven.
Sun Qi is still continuing, maintaining the fate of Ling Feng and Sun Yi exchanging lives! And time passed minute by minute, like the broken glass that flew from his body, and the gurgling blood that flowed out of the bloody holes that were poked out!
Ling Zhenyun also slowly sat on the ground after this, sitting next to Sun Qi without saying a word.
He looked at his usual extremely normal and warm old friend, and he didn't expect that he had always had a resolute mentality of death and never changed!
I also blame myself, I haven't had a good talk with him in the past few years since I was reunited with him, if I talk about everything...... Perhaps, is the ending different? And even if he was in a certain state of death, he had to help his son...... Alas, what virtue can he do! I can't help but sigh, I should have gone to find him a few years ago! Maybe earlier, he wouldn't be in that "hell of the heart", which led to today's irreparable ending!
And the smile on Sun Qi's face at this moment was from the heart. Because he is finally leaving, completely away from this filthy world!
In fact, there was something he had never told others, including Ling Zhenyun in those years. Therefore, Ling Zhenyun only knew that he was angry because his father gambled and his brother was not angry, so he left home alone because his mother died of illness. But this is not the only thing that crushes him!
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In those years, who was not in the prime of life? Although they are all at different stages of their own lives, they have different encounters. But the arrogance of the young man is born and never has to be hidden!
It's a pity that even with such a heart, it still can't change everything that is destined to decline. It also made Sun Qi understand that if you want to change one thing, you can't just rely on yourself. Because any thing, the people and things it involves, make it impossible to sort out and terminate.
So that year, at the age when he believed that he could, at an age when he refused to accept help, watched his mother die of illness after years of physical and mental torture. It was also at that moment that Sun Qi's perception of himself, his family and the world collapsed in an instant! The character and intelligence that once made him proud, but now he doesn't even want to think about it! Because if it weren't for these, maybe my mother wouldn't have left so early... Not to mention that when he was already pinched on the back and abdomen, he had to worry about him-
"Qi'er, don't be angry, let's eat!" My mother was coughing, her body was getting worse, her face was wearing an unhealthy color every day, and it was difficult to breathe.
"Don't eat. Give them something to eat! "As a young man, he wouldn't bear the damn atmosphere at home!
“....”
"If you don't eat, get out! Don't get in the way of Lao Tzu's eyes here! And you! What kind of brute son was born! Dare to show Lao Tzu's face! "It's his father, scolding. The mother was very embarrassed on the side, and was yelled at and did not dare to speak.
Sun Qi is about to explode, and he is so angry that he can't think! He didn't understand why his father was so bad, but his mother still tolerated him! He is not allowed to contradict his father!
"Okay, I'll get out! You're going to live with this crap forever! He glared angrily, looked at his father and then at his mother, and the anger above him made him gasp in anger, and then he yelled at his mother, gave her a look of utter disappointment, and then rushed out of the door!
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He didn't know how sad his mother's expression would be at that time, how sad his heart would be, and he didn't care about it. So at the same time, he also believes that he is also one of the promoters of his mother's death!
But if he is given another chance, he will definitely make up for it, and he will no longer just be eager to send out the temper that belongs to him alone, making his already sad mother even more desperate!
And it all started because of those two damn people!
The father who gambles and is angry and often moves at his mother, and the eldest brother who is not motivated and only thinks about stealing the family's money.
It's like filthy creatures living in a stinking gutter, eating garbage all the time without knowing it!
So did he. is arrogant and cowardly, but he refuses to bear it and dare not face it! I will only be angry on the sidelines, and then accuse my mother of cowardice!
In this way, under the abuse and scolding of her father, her physical condition deteriorated, but she still relied on work to supplement the family. But as long as you get back a little bit of money, you will be lost by your father again! This is not enough, the little money that his mother secretly saved for the livelihood of the whole family was also taken away by his eldest brother, who is not always at home! Is that a lot of money? Can't he make money outside! Do you have to come and make this home even more embarrassing? It was also because of these two damned people that he dropped out of school early, wandered around all day long, and made his mother sick to do work and labor, but he couldn't even look down on illness! In the end, he ended up resentful...
Sun Qi's hands were on his laps, maintaining the spell between the two paper people. He half-squinted his old eyes, and his expression was a little confused. Let the wind and rain blow in from the rolling thunder outside hit his whole body, mixed with blood and water.
Under Ling Zhenyun's dejected gaze, his thoughts wandered in the past, constantly reminiscing....
At that time, he remembered that thing again, that... Something he never told anyone.
Because that incident was so unspeakable that he couldn't redress his grievances! can only become mad day by day, but endure it, and finally continue to this day...
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